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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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Never will I ever touch a-pvp again, I thought I was never going to experience happiness again on the comedown. Not to mention, I combined it with 2 hits of lucy and boomers. I was up for 72 hours...

Today, I feel way better with a nice dose of bupe and gabapentin.
 
Beachcat said:
Oh wow, Aveo, I didn't quite know what you were going through, huge internet hugs your way. My migraine is finally gone, hallelujah! Just in time for me to have my one niece (13), two nephews (11 and 12 months) and of course my own five year old coming for a sleepover tonight...can I handle three kids and a baby....stay tuned....

Actually it will be fine, I am really great with kids!
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Thank you! Its ok now, I am on the brighter side. My sun came out on my long dark walk down this road. Sounds like you have a great night planned and you got relief just in time =D
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You've done really well aveo to manage to be able to use the site too and moderate while getting clean. Hope you manage to keep going.

I long for the day that I am finally off my meds too, scared though, hopefully it wont take too long to finally get off the benzos and keep everything else purely recreational with no abuse.
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It is intimidating, thats for damn sure, Mugz. I wish you the best of luck when the day comes and you say your ready to quit. Dont rush it tho. In fact, if you even just started making the plans up for when you are ready, that gets you even one step closer to the day you long for. Like design your own taper schedules, get notes ready to hand to your doctors, plans to develop coping mechanisms,etc... Basically just get your plan ready so that when your ready, its less stressful. Plus its harder to think about things, especially little things like what your going to do when your having sleep issues or the like (not saying you will, just saying).

I really wish I would have done this before I let it get this far. I could have just floated my way out of this instead of almost 7 days of hell. But its over for me. I wasn't ready to do this either. Like I was, but I wasn't. I knew where I was going and how it would have ended, but for me to make any practical change, I have to have the bottom fall out on me and learn the hard way. I will most def. not forget how hard this was and will be.

I am sad to say that come this Monday, when I enter into treatment, I will have to abandon my mod duties for at most 3-4 weeks. I wont even have my phone. Just a phone card to call out with on a pay phone.

Thats what is gonna suck the most. No cell phone, no ipod, no laptop. Just me and my thoughts :\

I have come this far though, I am a few steps closer to home and starting the next chapter of my life. The road is still long, but I will come out on top and stay there :)
 
The "I'm now a cup of orange juice so don't spill me" story is bullshit from D.A.R.E. classes in the 1980s. There was "a guy who knew a guy" where I grew up that had the exact same "experience".

I promise you guys this, that story is nothing but lies told to kids to scare them away from drugs. Show me an actual case report and we'll talk.
 
But NT, my sister's friend's cousin's hairdresser's dealer's postman knows somebody who swears it happened to a kid they know. It was a glass of lemonade though, that's why people are so quick to dismiss the orange juice story 8)

Partying it up in my place tonight, got my rubber gloves on, gabba pounding and about to mop the floor :|

How are you NT, BabyG, Mugzy, aveo, Ed, siccy? Nice to see a good number of the BDD social crew out and about tonight :) I wish laC would come back, he's vanished for a while before and I know he was planning a drugs sabbatical but I do miss him..

Who's on what drugs tonight? Hope everyone is taking advantage of their new plugging booth :D
 
Rubber gloves eh?

Real talk, I wish I could go back to high school health/D.A.R.E. class and bust out official looking studies to disprove all the bullshit they fed us. It sucks that, even though most people I hung out with (a few intersecting social circles, you know how high school was) ended up doing all kinds of drugs or at least getting really drunk and wrapping their Oldsmobile around a tree...we all took the same stupid classes and believed the same stupid scare stories. But they didn't stop any of us from getting high.
 
Real talk, drugs education is beyond ridiculous :| they really shoot themselves in the foot by making it so patently absurd, means any actual HR messages that might be buried somewhere are lumped in with all the rest of the garbage. Oh well, if it wasn't for their ineptness there would be no need for the wonderful world of Bluelight, haha..

Or, actually, BL would be the drug education - spend 6 months posting daily, bonus points for providing good HR advice, reporting posts, being nice to the mods, mastering memes and trolling in TL and writing a megathread for OD. We mods could all work here full time and Bluephoria would actually exist, as our headquarters...

Ahhhhh <3

Oh yeah NT, rubber gloves - and not the sexy snap-on latex kind either :(
 
I was hoping for the sexy (black) latex kind! Damn!

It's Saturday evening (eastern US), Saturday night (Euro) and Saturday afternoon (western US) so...I'm with effie...where are all the regulars?
 
I'm goof thanks effie :) How are you doing? :) Be prepared as I'm just about to send you a PM.

I've just set the oven up to preheat so I can make bangers and mash for a rather late dinner, but giving that I didn't wake up till 5pm I think it is far to be eat dinner nearer midnight than usual hours.

Tested a tiny amount of my etizolam today, enough to keep back withdrawals from the diaz that I need to pick up on monday from the pharmacy. Just thrown two binbags of trash away too, clearing my room of old smelly cider and beer cans was refreshing, although now it makes me want to drink some alcohol, I wont though as it is pretty late and would cost a bomb to get some booze in at this time of night. OInly option would be delivery and that isn;t an option, Gona have a booze free night today, watch another film I guess in a minute and then shower and go to bed after a bit of PS3 play.
 
^ you're goof, ey? ;) <3

Pm me up! I am technically cleaning (as you can see, working really hard haha) so sorry if it takes me a little while to reply. Good work on clearing out the cans, it feels so much better after ey? Wish I could follow my own advice about that haha.. I am so much happier when this place is not a tip.

Enjoy your booze free night and film, sounds like a plan :)
 
Thanks effs :), feels so much better not having all those smelly cans around, tomorrows task will be doing the laundry which is occupying the other half of the floor and hoovering everything up, changing bedsheets and all that jazz.

PM sent btw, no super urgency for a reply, hope you have fun with your cleaning too :)
 
PM recieved, problem is a) lack of credit, b) new mobile (+number) with all my numbers lost and c) been in a world of my own the past few mths, will you pass that on? I'll write a proper reply to you when I have time to do it justice :)

Small steps is definitely the way to do it, reward yourself too (not with drugs tehee) when you achieve something, even if it is just taking the rubbish out or putting the laundry on. Doing either of those constitutes a major achievement for me most days.. it sounds like thingss are really going in the right direction for you, I'm so pleased <3

Okay c'mon floor, time to get mopped *sigh*
 
Thanks effie :) Things are starting to improve :) small steps is defintiely the answer, rewarding myself with the sausages tonight :) be right back to edit my post to include more or post another if there has been a post inbetween this and the next., need to go turn the sausages over to get them cooked properly :)
 
g'night mugz

took my time rolling a very nice joint earlier today then went for a long bike ride. Now i feel I deserve a bit of a wind down for the night.

Cheers everybody
 
^You should wind down with another joint. I'm smoking a bowl at the moment, taking the edge off this Dexedrine comedown. The XR comedowns are a lot easier to handle than the IR comedowns but I still throughly enjoy smoking cannabis on amphetamines. The weed eliminates the tweaky anxiety-filled edge of the Dexedrine and opens my mind up, yet the Dexedrine keeps fingers typing. Great for working on papers, talking people's ears off and increasing your post count on Bluelight :D
 
Ooh, Kayla, I don't know... Once I tried smoking some weed to see if it would help my migraine,and instead I ended up hyper aware of that part of my head, and could feel every pound of my heart in my head. Proceed with caution, it was hell until it wore off!!
 
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Sometimes weed helps with headaches, it certainly helps for hangover headaches. Helps me with my migraines too but doesn't help nearly as much as my prescription migraine medication (sumatriptan).
 
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