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YEA that to, I asked for some, "Oh it'll make it worse cause your using your foot, just ice it"

BULLSHIT ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! L O L it was something else I tell you
 
Siccness909 said:
I have to WALK 30MINS to work and your gonna tell me to take ibprophen?!?!

I can't walk on this shit, it's ridiculous not to mention this anti inflamatory shit doesnt do anything for my ankle, plus theirs some bone chipped in my heel or something as well, its not evenfunny idc it fukn hurts!

2 bumps of heroin and I'm good for 2-3hrs fuck that, not dealing with this shit right now, I have work and I can't be limping so I'm taking over now

not even vics? come on now, and yes before any one asks I told her about the walk and work etc, I hate doctors nowadays its bullshit
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You and I both know this is just an excuse to take Heroin, I have suffered great pain in the past due to problems with my right knee and collapsed arches in my feet so I know what it's like feeling pain when walking but I can't see how you the make the jump to, "I'll get some Heroin in me", come on your kidding yourself.

I've just watched my own mother hobble around for months with a totally shot hip (and she is way over weight) waiting for a replacement op, which she has only just had and because Tramadol made her feel sick she was only taking APAP and still is post op. In hospital she was only on the morphine drip for a day and she asked them to take it out, shes nearly 70 and is walking up and down the full length of her street twice a day on crutches to help with her recovery and is clearly in serious pain.

I can't take any NSAIAs as I've had a recent internal bleed, APAP does little for me and I suffer severe headaches from the Venlafaxine I take, my Doctor wanted me to go on a low dose of Amitriptyline but I don't want to take any more ADs having had so many problems with them so I just suck it it up. That doesn't make me anything special but sometimes you just have to live with pain, some people live with the most terrible pain for years, sometimes all their lives, just pop over to TDS and ask around.

I don't live in the US so I don't know what you can get over the counter in a drug store (I would call it a pharmacy) but I do know there is no interaction between APAP and Ibprophen you can take the full dose of both together, this should provide significant pain relief. In the UK we can get 8/500 APAP + Codeine, I'm fairly certain you can do the same but I don't know the limit for over the counter sales.

You can even do a very simple cold water extraction to get at the clean Codeine which might help you a little right now.

Take Heroin if that's what you want to do, I'm not judging you for that but be honest with yourself, the "my foot hurts BS" is just that BS and you know it.

None of the above is supposed to be an attack on you or insulting you in anyway its just an objective observation given the information in your posts and knowing myself and how many reasons I have manged to find to carry on with my own addictions.


Best Wishes
 
^ spot fucking on.

I have nerve damage in my leg and had to use a cane for 5 years. I had to do physical therapy several times, had neurosurgery and will probably have pain forever and I primarily manage it without any opioids now. I used opioids for years daily but like you're clearly doing, I got to a point where I was using the pain as an excuse to use recreationally.

You NEED heroin for a SPRAIN? Come on, man. I can understand that pain sucks, I can understand that you may be dealing with some tough shit right now but it will just get worse if you keep lying to yourself that you NEED heroin.

People do treat sprains with rest, ice and NSAIDs and that works. I've had sprains myself ad treated it conservatively just like your doctor (correctly) advised. I am sorry if all of us are coming off harsh, but we are saying this because we don't want to see things get worse for you, man.
 
Benzo taper started today, gotta climb back down that ladder tolerance has just gone through the roof, any tips gratefully received, I have opened a thread in TDS for the purpose rather than clutter up BDD :)
 
Thanks Lacster, I have looked at that before but it feels a little too much like swapping one chemical for another, do you not end up having to them tapper off the gabapentin ???, I have asked this over in TDS to see what experience others may have.

Also having had a bit of surf round it looks quite tricky to obtain in the UK, I could certainly get Diazepam easier !
 
i havent experienced any serious WD, if there were any symptoms, it was nothing compared to that of benzos

i would cut down benzo dose + add in gabapentin or lyrica, continue to cut down benzo dose and increase the amount of gabapentin /lyrica, then cut out the benzo, and finally cut out the lyrica/gabapentin or just maintain yourself on the gabapentin/lyrica.
 
So much for kicking this social's ass into the archive in 4 days lmfao...how's everyone?
 
I'm only bloody still awake from stim session starting Saturday afternoon. No stims have been taken since about 10pm Sunday night, the last two 4FA bombs totalling about 275mg between them seemed to have combined their residual stimulant forces and kept me stimmed a lot longer than expected. I never actually attempted to go sleep when i got back though, just interneted and stuff.

I did drink a can of K Cider that i had left sometime after I got home and before the MXE

I finally realised that sleep wasn't an option for sunday night/early hours of monday att about midday today, lol. so decided to stay up tonight so I can still be in sleep synch with the rest of the UK, so took about 70mg of MXE(just remembered I took 20mg diaz at the same time as the MXE) which has combined with sleep-deprivation to produce a lot of interesting visual distortions.

Has been a great easterless easter weekend actually, all the 3-FMC and a tad of 4FA on saturday and most of Sunday too, then the 2 4FA bombs later sunday. :) Had a great time with a friend whose house we were at and we had lots of fun, some super chats, played homemade pictionary, and dance mat on the ps3 too was fun, really great company :) Makes a welcome change from doing them all alone. Was my favourite weekend of the year so far. <3 :)

Not looking forward to the consequences tomorrow butit will have been worth it.

Still haven't really eaten properly since saturday so gonna get something bearable to eat then throww the last 100-120mg of MXE up my nose and immerse myself in the TV series Andromeda on NetFlix until I fall asleep:)

sorry if that was tl;dr =D
 
I have 6 grams of coke, and some extra glass laying around somewhere I barely found last night, and 2 grams of some dank ass weed.

Shits looking good
 
Glass, eh? Careful with that. You need to like, eat, and err, sleep.. eventually. ;)

Wanna fax some blow over? kthx :D.
 
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