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Yeah it was a little silly :D not everyday I have DMT lying about though. Let me know when you're free over the next month nAON and we'll meet up and take lots of drugs. Erm, I mean have a cultural tour around Bristol ;)

NT that's awful! Good luck <3

Anyone got anything exciting planned for the long weekend? Cleaning and smoking DMT is me I think, might visit my parents..
 
Oh my god. I lost my phone a month ago and thought it was in my flat so for some stupid reason hadn't got round to cancelling it, and someone stole it and I've just been charged £800. And the council thinks I owe them £900 in overpayment of benefits from like 3 years ago and I have bailiffs coming round. I have £10 in my bank and I'm not paid for 3 weeks and I have rent and bills to pay.

Fuck.

And I can't stop throwing up and I'm having problems with a friend and I'm exhausted from trying to get back to work and my fucking boyfriend died last year and I've had enough and fuck you world :(
 
My left side is giving all the "you're having a heart-attack" indications, but yet it's beating... Left arm was numb this AM, can't breathe too well, whole chest area hurts like hell.

Didn't get a good night sleep last night. :\ ...and the night before I had to battle for covers (aka I had none) while coming down from a trip. I need to NOT SHARE my bed at all. Benefits aren't good enough for the cost.
 
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And the council thinks I owe them £900 in overpayment of benefits from like 3 years ago and I have bailiffs coming round. I have £10 in my bank and I'm not paid for 3 weeks and I have rent and bills to pay.
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£900 is definitely not the end of the world. I have the bailiff after me too, and I owe almost 10000 euros... I caused this by getting drunk all the time and spending recklessly. :o
 
Oh man PJ we mods are not doing well! Are you okay? Do you need to go to hospital? Sounds like it might be a plan.. be safe love <3

Just off to use my neighbours phone to ring the phone company. Thanks guys <3

edit polymath, I'm really sorry to hear that, bailiffs are the worst! Good luck with it all <3
 
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Cocainez for breakfast. Raw coke + morning + empty ass stomach= vomit. Still got a few lines left though! haha

Luckily I have 6mg of alprazolam, plenty of bupe, and more Sensi Star to smoke down on. Always good to have a stash of downers and trees

Hope ya' feel better and things get better for ya' effie, I'm sorry to hear all that shit is going on right now :(

Pj- That doesn't sound good man, like effie suggested, maybe the hospital is necessary? Hope ya' feel better too bud

How's everyone doing? Glad to hear you're enjoying your weed BbyGurl! Can't go wrong with weed

EDIT: Madog, I've had a terrible headache since last night! Like one of those headaches that makes you nauseated... kinda going away after i railed the last of this coke, but maybe puking helped out a lot. The worst though! ughhh
 
Hey y'all. I have a really bad cold. Effie, I am sorry all this stuff is going wrong. What are bailiffs? Are they like police officers or are they like bill collectors? Bailiffs are something else over here....they are officers in court room who assist the judge by bringing prisoners in and out.

Baby, thanks for your suggestion for my overuse problem. I am dry until I get my dilaudid on the fourteenth, well I did get five opanas today, but those will just last for tonight....but anyway, I am going to try what u said and see if I can space it out or something.

Pj honey, maybe you need to go get checked out, that is not something to play with.

Where is aveo, anyway?
 
Debt collectors beachcat.. they can take all my things up to the value of £900. Doubt I even own things worth that much, only things of any value are my speakers, amp and laptop and they're not having those! Don't even owe the money :(

How the fuck did someone run up an £800 bill? I mean, what the fuck? And why didn't I report the phone stolen?? Just thought it would turn up, and didn't want to lose my texts from Dave, and with my friend dying and getting back to work I just did not think. Fuck.

Today is horrible. :(
 
1700 pounds is not something to worry about in all honesty. You will manage to get through it.

I racked up $20,000 when I was in a manic phase in Bi-polar...

I had to do some dodgy shit to get out of that one, but as always we manage, i have faith effie.
 
fuckk yah! waiting on the heroin man to be in my area to get some good shit..

how;s everyone else doing?
 
yess! drugs are always better when you get the shit you need to do done because then you can be carefree and highhh
 
I made some really bad decisions (went to college and grad school) and now I have $45k in debt, plus $3k in other debt, and probably $2500 in medical debt (which they aren't allowed to report to the credit bureau.

Its just money, effie. Not hapiness or love or fun.
 
I'm so tired of having to find new dealers for meth. It's genuinely not fucking worth it. My dealer over the past few months has been great but the heat started to get to him so he's not in the biz anymore.

I don't ever do E anymore. Same reason. The dealers just up and left town or something.

I bought a bottle of no doze to use when I need extra energy. But fuck all this chasing meth around. I don't care enough about it anymore to bother.

The people on BL who like to put meth users down should know that we don't all use every day. We don't all smoke it. We don't all use too much and end up cracked out of our heads.

w/e
 
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