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Depends on whatcha mean by drugs :p

I'm sure there's a polymer out there that someone inhales that could be used as a binding adhesive wherever they're broken.

Or you could trade drugs for new glasses! hahaha
 
Benzos will fix and destroy everything hahaha.

Glad to hear you're not having any more panic issues! What ended up happening? If you don't mind recalling the incident, I totally understand it takes time to cope with certain events. One year a kid was "dying" on me while on acid, and I broke down mentally so hard... 9 hours of crying / rocking back and forth shaking with nervous fear... Everything was fine in the end. He eventually texted me "I tripped balls bro" - no fucking shit asshat, we took like 400ug of acid each...
 
indeed. i think benzos were the problem to begin with so i think i'm going to restart a small dose a day possibly 10mg of diazepam and taper off gently as i didn't the last time, i just quit cold turkey!

i just had a lot of suicidal intention, lots of old memories brought up no hope for the future etc... i think it was possibly a psychotic episode due to amphetamine abuse coupled with 20mg of ambien so no surprise there. it was really scary, i was ready to kill myself and had it all planned out and ready and only today took the 10mg of diazepam which has calmed me down greatly. been a very scary couple of days. looking back it was really out of character for me as i never get like that unless i've taken a lot of drugs, and id taken a 5 day break from the amphetamines and decided to go all out plus this time of year isnt that gentle on me. glad its over.

its most definately shown me the scary side of amphetamines.. they really do just bite you in the ass if youre abusing them! much like ambien and alcohol most definately bit me in the face. i think i'm going to stop taking the ambien now as its not very effective anymore at putting me to sleep and its causing a whole host of problems for me when i do take it. it was fantastic for the first 3 weeks i was taking it but now its really starting to take its toll on me.

effie helped me out a great deal as i posted on the dark side and she was there to comfort me greatly and cannot show my appreciation more, she most definately saved my life that morning.
 
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last night I broke down and took some of my medications. My back and hip were acting up something bad and was effecting my sleep, not that I was really getting much anyway so I ended up taking a 200 mg er tramadol and then needed 15 mg of ambien to sleep with some doxalymine as well. Then a trip to the bathroom this morning was not very fun. Dry heaves and straight liquid coming out of the "back door."

Eating some chicken soup now. Not hungry but I figure I got to eat a bit so my body can fight off whatever is going on virus wise and hopefully help clear up my infection.


Glad to hear you are feeling better Synth!!! You def. need breaks with ambien. It even says it with the little info packet they give you if you get it prescribed. They recommend 3 weeks on and a week off. Thats assuming you are not abusing the shit out of it like what can sometimes happen due to its effects ;)

How is everybody else?

Good to see ya back Trips and dont worry about the little mis-step. Shit happens, you know your goals :)
 
thanks aveo :) yeah i know - i was taking it properly as prescribed at 10mg to help me sleep. recently i have been snorting it (big no no) as i have found out the hard way. its some really powerful stuff, and once that 10mg stopped working moved up onto 20mg, what a mistake!
 
=D Carpet surfing

My Baclofen succeeded in knocking my ass out again last night /smh 7pm-9am... wtf.

LOL Lou

BTW: Ether is fun ;)

Also: 1mg bupe, .5mg kp

My friend just gave me 20mg of methadone, and a 2mg kp for letting him and his girl huff the ether with me. Wasn't expecting anything, but word! Not gonna argue.

I've never taken 'done before; I have 2x 10mg pills, what would be an appropriate maintenance dose considering I take ~1mg bupe daily? I can go from there if I want to get high. Also, it goes without saying to not mix it with bupe, yeah? Maybe I'll try it out tomorrow. I still have enough bupe for a week (then it's time to get another film).
 
Yeah I have old spectacles but I do see better without them, to tell you how shitty they are.
 
Thank you synth, its no big deal. Probably just a nagging cold coupled with w/d's is amplifying everything. I have a nurse for a wife and she brought home some good medical supplies last night. A bunch of medical glue, iodine swabs, alcohol cleaning pads (:eek!:) steri strips, and some other shit. Should be a fun night tonight cleaning and patching the wound. I also have a good supply of antibiotics from when I had the staph infection and to take before dental visits on hand but dont want to take them unless necessary. Dont want to cause that immunity to antibiotics thing, especially since I am much more prone to infections. Its bothersome tho that the cefadroxil causes terrible GI upset but its already out of whack.

Found 23$ in the laundry that my wife washed and in this house its finders keepers! I do wonder how much money I have lost to the laundry tho.... :)

Thats no fun Lou. Are they temporarily fixable or do you have contacts?
 
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Nope they're dead, and I don't have contacts. I'll have to wait two weeks for the eye doc...
 
So what's up with methadone? Will 5mg do me proper usually taking 1mg of sub?

Can I take 'done several hours after the sub? I took 1mg bupe about 5 hours ago.
 
Yeah, I don't plan to take it today. I'm more so looking for the right dose to take, so it's not a waste due to the ~hr it takes to kick in, vs being too strong and wasting supply.

Whatever, I just remembered I was going to do some fake stoichiometry to get the equivalent value. It's 5:3 methadone to oxy, so I'll just do it based on 32:1 bupe to oxy.

I'll share.

...I'm doing something wrong. :/
 
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Buprenorphine is a partial agonist and methadone is a full agonist. Buprenorphine saturates the opioid receptors so I'd wait at least 24-36 hrs before I'd take the methadone. Methadone can sometimes surprise people by it's potency after it kicks in and it definitely takes some time before it actually kicks in. 5-10mg of methadone roughly = 30mg morphine or 20mg oxycodone when taken orally. 10mg is usually fine with me and I have a moderately high opioid tolerance, sometimes 15-20mg if I feel like it. Wish I had some bupe or done right now...
 
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