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Currently not feeling so well myself. Going through some opiate w/ds at the moment, only taken my daily 10mg diazepam and 5mgs of hydrocodone a few hours ago. Only got #7 5mg hydrocodone tabs left, so 35mgs total. Might as well use them sparingly throughout the evening, maybe even tomorrow if any are left. I wouldn't get a kick out of 35mgs recreationally anyway. Oh how I miss when hydrocodone would get me in my zone. smh @ tolerance
 
Loperamide has been my friend for many a years. I never seem to have enough.

Its 5 pm here in the Chi, I'm going to take some ny-quill, B-Vitamin complex tablet, a mulit-vitamin, and some Emergen-C, throw on the netflix, and rest up. If I sleep awesome, if not, I am just going to try and enjoy the dark and windy night and curl up with my dog.
 
^ hope you feel better soon aveo! <3

I'm just packing up to go home tomorrow.. don't really want to now, but it's definitely time. Has been an entirely sober start to 2012 for me, feels odd, usually I'd still be up from the night before at this point haha..

edit; whoa, 6010 posts. Wonder how many have been in the BDD social... ;)
 
Someone gave me 4 vicodin tonite... haven't had any of them in forever... first time I had them was when I slipped a disk and they didn't do hardly anythingand I was moved to oxy then dilaudid but have been off all that for years now cept somethin someone gives me a couple times a year... anywho I popped 2... think ima pop the other 2 and go nod off on my couch... but I'm taking you with me my darlings... thanks to smartphone tech lol :)
 
Well, I'm doing a repeat of last night, pretty well proper wasted on champange, clonazepam, a tiny bit (5mg) of Dexedrine and tons and tons of weed.

Good stuff indeed :)
 
Haha nice, I ate all my fun stuff last night :( but can't sleep so started on the cider. Fuck it, a sober start to 2012 wouldn't be right :D

Champagne ey! How's it going, N-Tea?
 
OK - poll time.

The awesome Doctor I once had who plied me with whatever I asked for has moved. His replacement is a douche and in the place of meds is recommending Pilates and CBT for my agoraphobia, anxiety and back pain. So now I'm Doctor shopping. Has anyone else here ever Doctor-shopped? Any tips?
 
Technically you're not "doctor shopping" as it's legally defined...

Doctor shopping would be going from one pain doctor to the next in order to get 2 or 3 Rx'es of whatever the fuck you're after...

that sucks though man...I don't know what I would do if my doc's took me off all my meds at once and said "go do pilates for your back and CBT for your depression/anxiety, you don't need pills."

Well...I guess for one I would call him a medicine hating hypocrite (c'mon...if you don't like modern medicine, why be a M.D.) who doesn't know shit because I went through physical therapy for 3 months 2-3x/week and having intermittent chiropractic adjustments and dry-needling, made about 2 inches of progress in the miles to recovery, and was in severe pain during the PT and dry-needling.

I don't have any tips for you on how to score shit from your doctor...hell...I can't even get a State Scheduled C-IV medication (Somas are C-IV in Texas) Rx when I can barely walk with a cane...oh ya..."[I'm] only 20 years old; I shouldn't be in that much pain."
 
Also...took 2mg of lorazepam...feeling nice...anyone know how well gabapentin and benzo's play together? I know they're both gaba-ergics, so would they synergize well?

Oh...never told anyone here...that 450 dollar check that I've been waiting on for the past 5 months...200 of it got lost with my wallet, SS card, and DL...Sounds about like my luck...and I actually bought xmas presents out of it...how's that for karma? oh well, shit happens.

edit: Oh ya...happy new year to all you junkies that know you aren't going to fulfill your resolutions, but still make them anyway lol...

Mine first is to clean up completely so I can start going to pain management. (I might have the occasional pill binge, but defn. no pot smoking except maybe the second I walk out of the doctor's office lol)

My second involves me getting more exercise-walked around the local disc golf course with friends today-just about had an asthma attack (and I'm not asthmatic). Chewed all the nicotine out of a piece of nicotine gum in 5 minutes lmao-back to the resolution though....No particular weight in mind, but would like to stop gaining and start dropping pounds as I've gained 75 lbs. in the past year.

My third one-the real doozie...quit smoking cigarettes lmao...dunno how I'm gonna do it, but needs to happen. I just enjoy them so much lol...

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TL;DR Version

1. On lorazepam-that's nice.
2. Lost my wallet with 200 bucks, and all of my identification
3. Happy New Years
4. My Resolutions
. a. Get Clean Enough for Pain Management
. b. Quit Being a Fucking Fat Ass
. c. Quit Smoking
 
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Can someone give me a quick synoptic of the last 6 or so pages... Can. Not. Be. Fucked.

:D.

Ok, so just got home a few hours back FINALLY from new years shenanigans. I needed that shower SO MOTHERFUCKING BADLY. It's 9pm on the 2nd now lol. Nothing like partying for about 55 hours or so... I don't think i've been sober since like what saturday morning

Good times.

OK. So I lasted maybe 23 days sobriety... Then new years hit... So tomorrow... Day 1 sober.

Wus Gut?
 
Ummm... general mayhem. :p

I found some ether. My new "pain med" just knocks me the fuck out (again last night, took like 30mg earlier in the day, 20mg at night, still asleep by 730.. no more of these guys I guess... Though I'm a sucker and gonna keep experimenting until there's no option other than that they suck.

Sounds like my new years. Sleep was so nice last night...
 
The nasal spray bottles that come with prescription drugs are sooo much better than the "squeeze and hope" technology of over the counter sprays.
 
Pjkt2501 said:
Honestly, unless this is meh ether, it's so fuckin' mild. All the crazy reports I read were of diethyl ether, which is carb starter fluid, and NOT what you want to be huffing...
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effie said:
*sigh* I want some ether.. haha
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Sorry to disappoint you both... But Fear and Loathing glorify Ether's effects something shocking... It's just simply not very good... Everyone I know who has taken it agrees.

:(.

General mayhem is what I like to see.
 
Tripman said:
Sorry to disappoint you both... But Fear and Loathing glorify Ether's effects something shocking... It's just simply not very good... Everyone I know who has taken it agrees.

:(.

General mayhem is what I like to see.
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It's cool. It was lovely while in the after-glow of acid. It brought back the vivid coloration I'd associate 2C-E or after taking K while on LSD with. The wonderful, vibrant neon blues, greens, and pinks. Also made everything fuzzy, and light was wonderful.

My heroin-addicted friend was bummin / fiending and we started huffing a rag, suddenly we were giggling and chatty as hell. Even he was like "yeah, that took the edge right off of all my stress" (he did also just munch down 4x 2mg kpins, but those hadn't taken effect yet; I can VERY MUCH SO tell when he's benzo'd out hahaha. One time he tried to steal some razor blades from me w/o even knowing. He still apologizes about it when I jokingly bring it up every so often. *He's the ONLY person who touches diesel that I will give $ to for ANY reason. Proof that heroin addicts aren't all shit-for-brains.

Edit: :( Sorry loulou
 
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