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^^ what prompted you to do that aveo?

I've been dozing all day.. has been nice. Probably won't sleep well tonigtt now but fuck it :)

Sorry no questions for the BDD quiz, my brain isn't working at the mo and Tripman's not about.. hence extending it. if any of you guys have any ideas for questions shoot me a pm, although then ofc you can't answer your own question ;)

I'll try to come up with some later. Maybe ;)
 
Word!

I just got back from a festivity of events as well. Wonderful time! hehehe <3
 
My friend gave me a rather good amount of ether to try out. :D

been a fun morning. never slept after tripping all night :p
 
Yeah, it's beautiful for the acid-comedown. Oh man! :D

Except everything I have reeks of it currently... I can picture my mum asking why I don't smell of my normal man musk / weed scent lmfao. Whatever.

Mannnn... my friend wingmanned me so good w/o even being present. Basically told this chick that I think she's gorgeous (which she is), and she was, well, quite forward about it. Gotta love hot, drunk, redheads <3
 
Did you trip okay, PJ or was it dampened at all?

What is ether like? Always makes me think of fear & loathing haha..
 
That was my first thought too! I was huffing the shit outta it this AM, trying to figure out wtf it was doing.

Best description: everything fuckin' beams golden at you. it's like the glow of heroin and ketamine, but significantly less so, and slightly different. Very euphoric. My buddy and I were driving around to cop another couple pieces and were super chatty and giggly. :)

I had the ether this AM, once the trip mostly wore off. I was up all night drinking playing with a mixing deck. I have my own, but barely know how to use it well, and this kid had a dope setup, and all different music than me, so my spun brain was having a hell of a time..
 
Ether is a funny drug.

I can barely feel the effects, and it's supposed to be instant. So I keep huffing, and then 20 mins later I'm on a fckin cloud...

I'm trying to play some forza too lmao /smh
 
Honestly, unless this is meh ether, it's so fuckin' mild. All the crazy reports I read were of diethyl ether, which is carb starter fluid, and NOT what you want to be huffing...
 
I'm pretty sure diethyl ether IS what you want to be huffing... starting fluid has this in it but has other shit too... so no you don't wanna huff starting fluid... you want to huff pure diethyl ether :)
 
I was under the impression that you wanted "ether" and not "diethyl ether" as there's obviously a difference of the de-methylated something or other being present (well, the ether - I was under the impression there was a cook / prep process for getting "starter fluid" into something you could "safly" huff away at).

Who knows, this stuff seems weak, but now that I smoked some kif I'm high as hell...
 
effie said:
^^ what prompted you to do that aveo?
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Feel like shit all the time and am now possibly sick. I got to watch out for my health, then everything can fall into place. Once I recover I will get back to enjoying drugs, but, more controlled. My wife wants to try MXE and really enjoys 4-FA too. I told her she can try MXE when she passes her boards and is a certified nurse thru the govt as that shit is pretty important and I now understand what it can do. She has a much stronger will than I so she can hold onto them and enjoy them with me.

Right now tho, its like this: Do drugs. Go to work. Do drugs at work. Go home. Do drugs at home. Go to work. Repeat. My money is drying faster than I realized. I am not sleeping. Anxious all the time. The only time I am happy is when I am on drugs. That isn't normal and IMO the cycle needs to break so that I can get back to what I enjoy and be able to enjoy the drugs recreationally. A binge here or there is fine IMO. I did it with booze and now I got to do it with my drug cocktail. (Used to drink like a fish but now its occasional/social/light. I am usually the DD.)

I need both hands and feet to count how many drugs I am on. That cant be healthy right?

On another note, I am glad to see everybody returning safely from the holidays :)

*Also, I made a promise to some people and I am breaking it. And weed does not count as a drug!!! <3
 
Sounds like you got the right idea about what to do mate, personally I'd recommend some mushrooms and a wonderful environment, perhaps alone. Really sort things out proper.

That's just one method though, there are many ways to accomplish the task you seek. I would start meditating if you don't already. I feel an almost opiate high just from 15 minutes of quiet meditation (however I don't do it nearly enough :( ).
 
^^ fair play aveo - are you coming off a load of prescribed meds too? Because I feel it is my duty to say you should always check with a doctor before doing so.. but I understand your feelings, and I hope it goes well for you :) <3 I'm planning a sober January, focussing on getting back on my feet and back to work.

*sigh* I want some ether.. haha
 
No, no shrooms for me. Appreciate the suggestion tho and it has crossed my mind, but already feeling ill and don't want to add to it atm. Especially if I do have an infection going on. Wont know about that for another few days tho. My wife is going to attain some medical glue from work and attend to me better tonight. Going to go home in a bit and just rest. May force some sleep upon myself with an ambien but thats iffy atm. I want to sleep good tonight but need to be awake when she gets home. Maybe a half pill or something. I want to take off from work but its hard to do since we are already short and overwhelmed.

Did eat a bit tho a while ago, so thats probably good and I took a multi-vitamin and some vit. C. Maintaining fluids, tho, I have not urinated in close to 12 hours. If that persists I am going to ER in the morn. Fuck work at that point.

Edit: Effie, I am on quite a few scripted meds as well, but I sent a message to my doctor telling him what I want to do but trying not to send up red flags with him. He has a lot of trust in me and I need that.
 
Ack somehow missed the part about you being sick, really sorry to hear that!

If you're sick, you're sick. It's not your fauly work are short. I know that's hard, but you have to put yourself first and you're clearly too unwell to work if you're considering going to the ER! Drinking LOADS of fluids I hope.. what's up? Temp and general ickiness?

Hope you feel better soon <3
 
Yeah the last round of ether just gave me a headache and dysphoria. Oh well, no more of that today, another time perhaps. I used maybe 2% of what I got, and a bunch of us were pretty high for a good long time..
 
I know its not my fault, but work may be a contributing factor as well. Working all 3 shifts in a week with OT is probably going to do hell on someone; for I think we are on 4 months straight now with this schedule.

Temp last night was 99.7 last night avg. It spiked and fell and just waivered a bit. Woke in what felt like a puddle of sweat though this morning but didnt take temp. Feel cold and clammy tho atm. Sucking on cough drops and drinking warm water. I also put a cough drop in some water, dissolved it and heated it and am breathing the vapors. Feels nice. Going to talk to boss later.

Thank you Effie <3

Edit: There are so many variables atm tho, its hard to tell what is going on in me atm.
 
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