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BDD Social/Information Booth v16 - Beautiful Dashing Druggies

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Happy 2012 BDDers, I hope it is a good year for you all :) <3
 
Hehe. You know it's a new year too, right?

I'm off to bed now BDD. Catch you in 2012! (It doesn't properly start til I wake up ;) )
 
Happy New Years everyone!!

hope everyone is having a good night. i sure am, just chillin with the ol' lady and watching some movies. well, at least trying to.

i am very surprised at how good of a potentiator xanax is for hydrocodone. 40mgs hydro,1mg xanax and a little bud has me nodding pretty decent. and it's a good opiate nod, which i find odd because most other benzos seem to somewhat dull the opiate high for me...dare i say xanax is possibly a better opiate potentiator than soma?
 
This NYE was far from memorable...haha, but hope everyone else had a good New Year's celebration. Wasn't expecting this, but tonight ended up being a total bust for myself. Drank some Red Berry Ciroc and smoked joints of Strawberry Kush topped with keif, those were my highlights of the night no benzos as I hoped :|
 
This NYE was pretty boring. And no single girls. :( Not that I would have gotten anywhere anyway, but I get some satisfaction just from entertaining the fantasy. ;)
 
Hey guys, happy new year! Mine was fairly quiet too - 720mgs DHC, some vodka-lemonade and cider, and chatting to mates online. Wanted to forget about it for various reasons, so it suited me, and I've never been a fan of going out on NYE to be honest - overcrowded and overpriced, unless it's a free underground rave somewhere or a houseparty.. then couldn't sleep for some reason, so actually feeling quite pleasantly spacey and sleep deprived, haha. Was supposed to be travelling back to my apartment today but there's been a change of plan fortunately so I can just chill :)

A spliff would be perfect right now...
 
I have no clue what has been going on since page 10 of this social but just checking in.

Detoxing from all my drugs including my prescription meds. This is rough. Hopefully in a few days I will be feeling good as new. Just using gabapentin to try and stave off the w/d's as best as possible and slowly tapering off of that even though I only have been taking it for a couple of days. What a way to start the year, eh?

Peace.

<3 your faces!
 
That's awesome aveo... I know it sucks to do it but its so much nicer to be a "drug user" than a "drug addict"

Being a professional to me means that the person is the one in control and not the drug... :)
 
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Considering getting into a hospital but, being a chronic pain patient, I have a feeling that I know what will happen. I sent a message to my doctor outlining my wishes saying basically that I want to come off the long term meds, switch to short acting meds, taper off and try and deal. Didn't tell him that I quit almost cold turkey and just using the gabapentin tho (yes, dangerous and I hope nobody else tries this especially with the type of drug cocktail I was on). Want to keep the window cracked open for the time being.

Haven't been eating much. Keeping my fluid intake up tho. Got fever, chills, body aches, very little sleep, the works.... No exercise. Wife is noticing changes in physical symptoms but she is very loving and that makes it easier to keep a smile about it. Also, we may suspect I have an infection but there are so many variables right now that its hard to tell without a doctor/tests and that sort of brings me back up to the top. Will be monitoring that closely for the next few days as well.

I have valium and ambien that I may still crutch on for the next couple days as needed but I with the valium I dont want to cause the rebound anxiety. I'd start a Dark Side thread but it seems unnecessary. I don't want to add to the clutter of another sub-forum where others may truly need help. Would blog, but, it too feels counter-productive but I dont know why. Excuses maybe?

Guess it's either "man up or GTFO" :)

I will try and update here but keep it either NSFW'ed or more drug related. I know the rules.

Final note, I dont feel like the drugs got control of me, but I could definitely start to feel their grip and want to do damage control at this point. Want to prevent any psyche, organ/tissue, and whatever other things can that can get damaged from happening.


Hi CI! Lou! NT! Lurkers!

Playing video games and watching movies to keep a distraction. Hard to use a sniper rifle well in the video game tho when your hands are shaking haha!

Love my new BL family!

Back to distractions.....

No pity please :)
 
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