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BDD Social/Information Booth v.VII - i have teraveleed thoghgout the spaces and tmes

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nAON said:
i haven't eaten or slept in 2 days, it hurts to breathe, and my cock is red and bruised. all in all, a successful stim session.
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come on, man - time to get some nutrition and rest. If you don't, I'm doing to send effie over there to flog you and yes it will be hot, which will only add to the punishment since your dick is all haggard and sore already.
 
im currently chugging down vodka in an attempt to get myself to sleep. i'll assume that's what you meant by 'nutrition'
 
vodka is only going to make things worse. after you do get some sleep, you will feel like shit tomorrow. and you were probably all-ready going to feel like shit tomorrow from your stim-comedown which doesnt help :/
 
nAON said:
im currently chugging down vodka in an attempt to get myself to sleep. i'll assume that's what you meant by 'nutrition'
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No, not what I mean.

Please get some actual nourishment before you go to sleep, man.
 
nAON said:
i haven't eaten or slept in 2 days, it hurts to breathe, and my cock is red and bruised. all in all, a successful stim session.
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That's called 'Wednesday' around here.

Seriously though - you reap what you sow, and necking stims and chugging vodka recklessly will condemn you to lifetime of unrewarding tugging. Take a tip a man with regret etched deeply into his face.
 
god i really want to take .5mg of xanax right now but i took some 1.5mg mgs last night and drank, and i plan on taking 1mg tomorrow with 150-200mgs DXM blehhhhhh. what to do what to do. i have no job so i dont have shit to do today. i could study but don't really feel like it. nothing much to do besides sit on my ass all day and smoke weed. it's alright but that's basically like everyday for me (without the xanax)....the problem is i have no steady income really so i cant really afford to waste anything. i could take some DXM but 100mg+ doses of DXM aren't fun to do everyday. they are too draining to do everyday. fuck me. idk what to do? i probably will end up taking the xanax just cuz. i have one 30mg roxi left that i am so fucking tempted to take but i know that i won't be able to do any oxy for a while after im done with that onewhich could be a good thing... fuck i need to find a job :(
 
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laCster - this is a crazy idea but if you need a job, maybe a little less weed and a little more effort would go a long way ;)
 
i know i know but it's just that i procrastinate too much :/. everyday i say, "i'm going to out to look today," and i just end up getting high and doing nothing or some stupid shit..i want another job in my field of work, but the tricky part is some places i've tried are known to drug test so that's a no-no. i already had 2 interviews in the past week, but both ended with me walking out on the drug test lmao....i don't want to fail for 6 different things, that would not be good. maybe i could get away with just positive for THC, but oxycodone, xanax, and amphetamines probably not...

i tried to go a place that i know could get a job 30 minutes ago and i know they don't drug test but they are closed today for some reason....ill guess i have to wait until tomorrow heh ;)

i could be in another universe right now but the post-office isn't open on sundays, so i gotta wait until tomorrow for my MXE :(

fuck it .5mgs alprazolam down the hatch. i wish i had some klonopin though. klonopin > xanax anyday
 
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Nada, just chillin', watching threads get closed by SamH'G' while I am at work. Its worth a chuckle. I had a nice response typed up and everything. But Sam ninja'ed me.

Whats the good word in your world Cane?

Kind of a weird sunday on BL. But maybe thats just normal, thus not making it weird at all.
 
thanks for the support guys. i feel better already, but that could be the weed and xanax.

enough about me though, how you doing cane and aveo?
 
Cane2theLeft said:
come on, man - time to get some nutrition and rest. If you don't, I'm doing to send effie over there to flog you and yes it will be hot, which will only add to the punishment since your dick is all haggard and sore already.
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Ahaha. I'll wear a PVC nurses outfit, force-feed you protein shakes then flog you til you pass out and get some sleep. Then charge you £500 for the privilege.

Best come-down fix ever.

Seriously, hope you are getting some rest nAON and look after yourself when you wake up, or I'll send Cane round to administer the treatment next time and then you'll be really scared.

NeighborhoodThreat said:
Doing alright, going to the Folk Festival shortly, but had to stop in and check on Bluelight. :)
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Folk Festival ey, as in folk music? Have fun! :)

How's it going, BDD crew? laCster, good luck finding a job! Was going to make a joke about your polydrug use but it's been done too many times before.. hope you are feeling nice and chilled though!

aveo, it's so annoying when someone closes a thread whie you are writing a long and awesome response, isn't it! Fortunately for me, if that happens in this forum my response gets posted anyway, hehe :)

I've just got back from a very pleasant pub lunch and pint of cider with my parents and 90-something year old Grandma :) exhausted now, quiet and sober night for me tonight I think!
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
Doing alright, going to the Folk Festival shortly, but had to stop in and check on Bluelight. :)
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how's ephedrine compared to dexedrine??

effie said:
How's it going, BDD crew? laCster, good luck finding a job! Was going to make a joke about your polydrug use but it's been done too many times before.. hope you are feeling nice and chilled though!
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yes i feel quite chill and content right now. no more anxiety...
 
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