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BDD Social/Information Booth v.VII - i have teraveleed thoghgout the spaces and tmes

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sorry, not the neodoves thread, the BZP & TFMPP thread contains a little talk on dmaa. there's a few other bits and pieces about it here and there throughout BL.

i just cooked an early dinner. now it's time to get into the beers, benzos, building and bedtime BBQ of buds. must resist mass fire or i'm likely to get fined after only the council managed to burn down a house during a backburning exercise just recently:|
 
Wow, what a nice meth crash
I fell asleep with my face in the couch and my facebook wide open on the computer in front of me

I wake up 3 hours later just because my 1 year old half-brother screams

Oh my god I wanted to punch a hole in the wall... lol... aggression upon waking up... lol...

Cane2theLeft said:
Delusional about your delusions, eh?

It's worse than I realized.
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^ Lol
 
aveoturbo said:
Thats probably not good dude.
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I get aggressive when something wakes me up unexpectedly

OH, BY THE WAY

Therapy session today ended in therapist saying
-She said I display manipulative behavior
-She said I start rapidly changing moods voluntarily
-and she said I was acting during my therapy

LITTLE DID SHE KNOW (and little did I know) The last 2 were just caused by a meth comedown that crept up on me before the therapy session
 
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aveoturbo said:
Not looking for rec value really. Just something to bump my energy up a bit. Read that weight lifters and people trying to lose weight like to use it; and with caffeine it works good but I dont trust a company website thats trying to sell me something. There really isn't too much on the web about it except some user reviews. Found one thread here but it was about the legality of it in Australia.

No-Doz down the hatch. 400 mgs. Caffeine intoxication occurs at 250 mg. Fun!
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FOTM Submission?

Side effects include and are not limited to:
restlessness
fidgeting
anxiety
excitement
insomnia
flushing of the face
increased urination
gastrointestinal disturbance
muscle twitching
a rambling flow of thought and speech
irritability
irregular or rapid heart beat
psychomotor agitation

Its probably not that bad, really.
 
OK I found out what's going on during comedowns...

I never get depressed, ever

BUT, I've felt "tranquilized" and a profound lack of motivation to do anything... APPEARING depressed

No one, after so many comedowns, ever told me that feeling was called APATHY
 
Not bad, just getting the papers together to have addyman committed for a 72 hour involuntary hold for psych eval.
 
^Surely the psychiatric profession has a better name for such a device that "Hannibal Lector-esque" mask? Isn't it a muzzle?
 
Good call - originally I was just going to check the box for 5 points restraints but you're right, the "Hannibal Lector-esque" face mask is the better route in this case.

Pretty soon we'll all be able to sleep easy and we'll even be able to let our children our to play with that menace finally off the streets.
 
Ah yes, scored a free line of meth (i was woken up from the crash 2 hours in... and was basically awake in a super-comedown)

It was more of a "thank god comedown is gone" effect

than it was a "omg so highhh" effect

you might say it signals I have a psychological addiction, but you have to take into account I took some clonazepam before this, but due to my benzo tolerance it wasn't enough to let me sleep

Tbh, if someone wakes u up during your crash...
Step 1 - [go back to] sleep
if step 1 didn't work
Step 2 - Try to get some Benzos > or nonbenzos > or alcohol > or opitates > or, if all else fails... cannabis (tho i hate cannabis)
if step 1 and 2 didn't work
Step 3 - If you're sleep deprivated.. tough it out - If you aren't that sleep deprivated.. take ONE hit (then repeat the steps, starting at 1, on comedown)
 
He seems to not even notice the other people in the thread.

(if you do see this, the word is DEPRIVED ffs)
 
Cannabis is no bueno for stim comedowns, just exacerbates the anxiety/paranoia/burgeoning psychosis. What you really want is some G, that stuff is powerful medicine, take enough and you WILL fall asleep (well, fall into a twitchy 4-hour pseudo-coma, at least).
 
Addyman deserves a special title under his name, with all the fuss he generates.
 
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