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BDD Social/Information Booth v.IX - Au revoir Mugzy, we love you

On the crack...I did it ONCE, and I didn't want to.

I was under the impression that I was taking this guy (that I had just met at a friend's house) to go get some coke.

He goes in, comes back out with a meth pipe with the globe broke off of it and it was charred as a mother fucker. He loaded up his 20 rock, passed it to the chick in the back (I forgot to mention his whore who weighed 350 lbs. (and that's being nice and giving her the benefit of the doubt; I don't see how with the addiction and all)), then it got passed to me. I, never even been around meth before, only rolled MAYBE 3 times, and done coke once, took it, and tried to hit it like a weed pipe (I wasn't gonna refuse it; I had heard if you're ever offered that, you better hit it to avoid accusation, and he was armed), he was like "NO, NO, NO, STOP!" He then proceeded to roll the pipe for me while I lit it. I got one hit out of it, and it tasted and smelt like burning plastic; it was fucking nasty. I had a foggy feeling come over me; it was as if my IQ had suddenly fell 10 points. This was all I felt. I'm not gonna go into the rest of the story. Basically, it ended up with me dropping them off at one of the crack hotels on the part of Hgw 80 where most of the prostitution occurs, him asking me "You're gonna come back for more, right?", me saying, "Ya man, it was good," in as believable tone as possible, and me driving off. Was not a pleasant experience at all.
 
what were you snorting? horse pills? there's no way those pills were anywhere near pure, whatever they were.

The first one...Molly capsules...They were probably cut some, but there were crystals in it, I'd estimate there was about 300mg of MDMA in it.

The second bit, ecstasy tabs, and I know they weren't pure.

I just assume that all street drugs are cut; that's just a fact of life.

Ya, you don't get a whole lot of the lovey-dovey feelings, but I still got a great euphoria from it.

edit: no effie, I don't like crack at all, I felt nothing but fogginess for 15 minutes...fuck that shit lol...

Vader, what do you mean by dabbing?

Why do I feel as though everyone is on my nuts about all this? lol

It's almost as if I'm on trial lol...
 
No one is "on your nuts" so to speak, I think everyone just has some input on what you said. This is a social thread after all. ;p
 
Dabbing is when you just dip your finger into some MDMA crystals and lick it off. It's shit, tastes horrible and you never get a decent attack dose. Much better to wrap in in a rizla or stick it in a drink. When I was at uni, I used to stick a half-bottle of gin, a quarter gram of MDMA and a hit of 2C-B into a bottle of lucozade and have that for a pre-drink. That shit will fuck you up. No-one's on your balls, just expressing preferences. i've got mates who snort MDMA, it's just really not for me.
 
yumm chili and corn bread....now time for more weeds %)

i found eating half and snorting half produced the best results.
 
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effie, I know this is triple posting, would you or one of the mods mind combining my posts?

And Vader, I don't do ANY of this stuff anymore.

For one, my body can't take it anymore. The past few times I've tried rolling, I've felt like shit, and my back pain increased. I also have the worst comedowns off of everything (in comparison to the rest of my friends). These chemicals just kill me.

Secondly, I cannot work because of the pain I am in. I can't stand for longer than 30 minutes without starting to hurt really badly, and I start getting pretty uncomfortable after 10 minutes; no work=no money=no drugs.

Thirdly, I fear doing MDMA because of the meds I'm taking. I don't want to risk selective serotonin syndrome. Not only would I have to go to the ER and get pumped with Valium, I'd probably get taken off of my meds, and be left in a bunch of pain. I also don't bother with psychs (which, recreationally, are my fucking favorites) because I take flexeril. If I were to try to take any psychs, I wouldn't be able to trip because of the enzyme that both flexeril and psychedelics work off of; I would get a body high, but no trip.

Trust me, I would LOVE to eat some shrooms, take 3 hits of lucy, smoke some DMT, etc., but I physically can't trip, and I don't have the money for these drugs. What money I get goes towards cigarettes, gas, and if I have left over I might get some stronger painkillers because the 240 tramadols I take a month just don't cut it.

edit: Sorry about that. I am kinda paranoid. I just thought with the "snorting blank is shit" "wtf were you snorting, horse pills?" "You're so wrong about [blank]" as attacks lol. I think I have undiagnosed avoidant personality disorder.
 
Yeah, that's shit mate. What do the doctors say? Don't worry about misreading people, it's done all too easily over the net. For my part, I'm sorry that I came across as aggressive, it wasn't my intention.
 
I used to get trolled pretty hard back in the day. idk if you guys know Binge_Artist, but that guy pushed my buttons good and proper until I realised that this is just the interweb.

So, my assignment is submitted, I've got no weed, no hash and a pint of off-brand cider. Partay...
 
If you are speaking of the APD I think I have, I haven't mentioned it. I went untreated for depression for 6 years up until just a couple of months ago (they left it up to the amount of pain I was in, and I didn't tell them otherwise), and they tried me out on Wellbutrin. When that reached full capacity, it would make me moody, so they tried me on a different drug.

For some reason they thought that Seroquel (ya, the best thing for someone not enjoying life is something that suppresses dopamine production...that's a GREAT idea 8)), an anti-psychotic for Bi-Polar Disorder and Schizophrenia, would be a good choice. I had tried this drug before, so I knew what it would do to me, but I didn't want to seem like I wasn't up for trying anything to help.

Of course it put me in a coma-like it did when I would use it to comedown off of MDMA and meth, so I haven't been using it, unless I was just trying to sleep for a long time/fix my sleeping schedule (it just made things worse lol).

I go back to the doctor on the 8th, so I'll tell them about the coma-inducing, shit drug they prescribed me and bring up what I think I have. I also might get put on breakthrough meds on this visit (baring a clean drug screen (fingers crossed on this one, I stopped smoking a couple weeks ago, but I have slow metabolism lmao) and approval from my regular GP).

I expect it will either be T3/4s or vicodin. What's shitty is I know that they're gonna probably try me on a low dose of vicodin (probably 5's :/) when I know a proper dose would be about 20mgs for me. Gotta love knowing what you need from experience, but not being able to express this.
 
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holy walls of texts

give me tl;dr version plox

hell yuh 2k posts, i'm worth something now...
 
There you go; I spaced it out for you. I didn't feel as though that merited more than 2 paragraphs, but I broke down for your sake laCaster; you should feel honored. :P
 
Sorry Mr. Cane if this seems like TDS material, I was asked a question, so I answered.

If you want, I can delete my post for you.
 
I'm just saying, you seemed like you didn't want that post there, but (I, personally) see no reason for it to be UA'd (and granted you're an admin so you can do as you please, but anyway), so I offered to delete it. Am I annoying you?
 
some things, you just don't get in TDS

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I'm not sure why, but I just envision the next part of the 3rd picture to be the kittens bottom half hanging out of the dog's mouth lol.
 
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