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Knackered effie.. Ive had a lot going on lately and think im going to shut the doors.unplug the phone etc. and pretend im away for a few days. I really go through periods where I want to just be with myself.
Carl Jung came up with the expressions 'introvert' and extrovert' Introverts, he suggested, get thier batterys so to speak fired up by being alone . Extroverts through being around people. I come across a times as the latter but actually if I dont have extended periods just in my own space I start to get stir crazy.
Thats how i am feeling this morning effie.. lol stir crazy !! arghhhh
How are you ? :D
 
I think the using the blue pen thing is about trying to bring order into chaos. If your mind is feeling chaotic and floating off in an a.d.d way ( which mine is also prone to doing ) you could be creating patterns as kind of anchors if you know what I mean :D
 
Haha Yellow, that reminds me of a quote from the movie "Anger Management"
"There are two types of anger, explosive is the guy that is screaming at the casheir. Implosive is the casheir that holds everything in and eventually shoots everyone in the store"

I think I got the quote pretty accurately

Knackered effie.. Ive had a lot going on lately and think im going to shut the doors.unplug the phone etc. and pretend im away for a few days. I really go through periods where I want to just be with myself.
Carl Jung came up with the expressions 'introvert' and extrovert' Introverts, he suggested, get thier batterys so to
speak fired up by being alone . Extroverts through being around people. I come across a times as the latter but actually if I dont have extended periods just in my own space I start to get stir crazy.
Thats how i am feeling this morning effie.. lol stir crazy !! arghhhh
How are you ? :D

If you need anything I'm only a PM away
I like listening (part of the reason I think I'd be a good psychiatrist, or therapist)
 
Knackered effie.. Ive had a lot going on lately and think im going to shut the doors.unplug the phone etc. and pretend im away for a few days. I really go through periods where I want to just be with myself.
Carl Jung came up with the expressions 'introvert' and extrovert' Introverts, he suggested, get thier batterys so to speak fired up by being alone . Extroverts through being around people. I come across a times as the latter but actually if I dont have extended periods just in my own space I start to get stir crazy.
Thats how i am feeling this morning effie.. lol stir crazy !! arghhhh
How are you ? :D

Knackered too, love! Trying to fix my crazy sleep pattern by staying up all night and day, haha.. I also need a lot of time on my own, so I completely understand! Just hibernate for a bit, is getting towards the right time of year anyway :) <3
 
Big Dirty Druggy reporting for duty. In keeping with the general theme of this thread... WOOH I GOTS SUMMA DAT DERE MEFOXETUMIN CUMMIN!
 
I have some here and I REALLY want to take it but I have stayed up all night so fix my reversed sleep pattern so I don't miss an important appointment at 4.. dammit.

How's it going, Vader? Come to Brizzle again soon, sorry I missed you, blame the diazepam ;)

Also, somehow I missed your post Lou, how's life in France? And hey Tripman :) woo lots of people are here again!
 
Damn, what did I miss? It's just past 7am here on the east coast of the U.S. and you crazy Euros/Brits are already up and ready to roll!

I gotta catch up!
 
Yay! It's always great when everyone comes out to play in the social.

I'm solidly working my way through that damn carton of kretek clove cigs that my brother gave me. There's a lot I will do to fuel my nicotine addiction :\. Though i'm not as bad as my mate who sits around ripping a bong of weed then a bong of tobacco...

I think it's about time that I watched the Labyrinth again. Get some misconstrued mythology into me with a side of Bowie :)

EDIT: NT you forgot to mention us aussies who are winding down for the evening. Tsk tsk.
 
Life's good, effie, thanks. A bit coldy here, but after a meal with my parents I contemplate taking my first dose of methylone of the day :D Had a great night of sleep thanks to 2mg of clonazepam.
 
Ohhhh. I might watch Labyrinth too! Got some time to kill..

And yeah, look smart NT, you're slacking! ;)

edit: haha you love the methylone Lou :D hope it turns out to be a good day for you! :)
 
Good taste effie. What better to kill time than the magic of Bowie?

You remind me of the baby. What baby? the baby with the power. What power? power of the voodoo!
 
How's it going, Vader? Come to Brizzle again soon, sorry I missed you, blame the diazepam
Honestly eff, don't worry about it, I was smoking changa while I called you, within the hour I was hepped up on 2C-C, ket and Buckfast, I'd probably have been no use to anyone. We'll both blame the drugs I think!
NT, it's half eleven and I'm just dragging my sorry arse out of bed to maybe do some of the work that was due a week ago, I wouldn't beat yourself up.
 
Thanks effie, you too ;) What is your drugs program of the day?

Well. Things aren't going as planned really. I could have some MXE but that would be a really bad idea considering my appointment later and lack of sleep.. probably just going to get high on sleep dep and caffeine, oh yeah! And cider later, if I don't pass out first..

Good taste effie. What better to kill time than the magic of Bowie?

You remind me of the baby. What baby? the baby with the power. What power? power of the voodoo!

Fuckyeah :D not seen that in too long..

edit: Vader, damn, I'd have helped you with getting through all those crazy drugs.. ;) and really, two mods of a drugs forum (albeit a HR one) failing to meet due to drugs is to be expected, isn't it? Anything else would have been a little odd.. :D
 
Honestly eff, don't worry about it, I was smoking changa while I called you, within the hour I was hepped up on 2C-C, ket and Buckfast, I'd probably have been no use to anyone. We'll both blame the drugs I think!
NT, it's half eleven and I'm just dragging my sorry arse out of bed to maybe do some of the work that was due a week ago, I wouldn't beat yourself up.

Very nice! I finished up an assignment that was due last week yesterday, and had to speak to a professor yesterday afternoon after class about a paper I turned in a month ago (on time, mind you) that apparently had the last section missing. The professor assumed it was a printing error because of how abrupt the ending of the paper was. It turned out I had just turned in the version of the paper without that section completed. It was like 4 in the morning and I had been working on it pretty much all evening/night so was a bit cracked out. So I typed up the last section as fast as I could last night after class and emailed it to the professor...telling them that I had found the "correct version" of the paper.

Ugh, all-nighters. Turned out everybody else in the class did the same thing, I was just the one that took it a bit too far (I blame the Dexedrine comedown on my mind-fog).
 
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