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BDD Social/Information Booth v.IX - Au revoir Mugzy, we love you

SO you wouldn't be opposed to some jenkem then? I hear it's the shit ;)

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Meh...SSDD...pain...no...getting worse lol...I have now been using the cane long enough to where my good leg is starting to have radiculopathy REALLY bad...Sciatic nerve was already getting compressed, now it's REALLY bad...

I think I've taken 700mg of tramadol so far. I dunno what to do. I'm about to have to cut WAY the fuck back to make it to my next Rx...It's just so hard when you hurt really badly and you're already taken all you meds+the maximum amounts of aleve and ibuprofen for the day. I guess I can go take a couple excedrine though. But ya, just took pills 11-14 of tramadol for the day...almost double my allowence, and I've been doing 500 a lot of the time :/

I just need to sleep my balls off one weekend. Taking only one pill in between waking and redosing seroquel to stave off withdrawal. Gotta get some class work done before I can sleep my meds back though...
 
oh my god...i just looked up what jenkem...*shudders* I'm a germophobe...that's fucking disgusting...I don't care how hard it makes you trip...I wouldn't touch it if it was the last psychoactive on the face of the planet...

edit: and tripman...what the fuck is your avatar? that's been bugging me since day one lol...
 
Be a real man. Real men use jenkem.

Man, that is a dangerous level of Tramadol use, I'd be a bit nervous about seizures. I hope you are using pregabalin or gabapentin also.

I would be seriously talking to your pain doc about a stronger medication. Tramadol in those dosages seems dangerous.
 
I take 600mg gabapentin TID...I'll be fine...If it will make you feel better...I'll go take a dose of the neurontin now...

and you never told me what that damn avatar is lmfao...

and I should be getting breakthrough meds as long as the doctor approved it and barring i pass a drug screen...which i should...

edit: goddamn maintenance on BL...every goddamn night...what goes on during those 3 or 4 minutes?
 
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Haha that will make me feel better, if you've ever had a seizure... Uh it's not something you'd wish on anyone.

How did you miss out all the talk about my avatar!? The BDD Social thread was named after it till today... BDD Social/Information Booth v IX - Who wants to see Tripmans Bobbing cock...

But yeah it's a bobbing cock doll that pallidamors and Johnny Blue Back in CD/OD Social day's gifted to me as an avatar.
 
oh lol...i thought it was a goddamn stapler lol...

btw...wanna see what I looked like when I was on meth?

I was 155lbs then, and I'm 240lbs now lmfao...

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So when you're at the bottom, and it says that 6 people are viewing this forum, but only 3 names come up, does that mean that there's 3 mods viewing it or something?
 
You look like me. Im starting to go to a gym. I am getting muscle tone in my arms and my core is strengthening. Not saying yout fat or anything, but I say this because of your pain, you have to start doing some exercises. Even if its just that basic neck roll you were talking about or some basic yoga stretches. I swear it helps. Im pushing the stack on the leg press machines (400 LBs) and bench pressing 155 LBs x10. I have worked up to this but I am in less pain now than I was before and again I acknowledge we have diff issues but you need to start doing something if your not already. Im harping and this is redundent. Sorry. I want to see you well Doug. It bugs me to see other hurting.
 
I know I need to start doing shit...it's just hard to get yourself going when it's a workout lifting yourself up out of "sink-y" couches. lol

Oh, and btw...that picture is like a year and a half old...just so y'all know...

That was when I was rock bottom...or should I say...crystal bottom? lmfao
 
As aveo said, the disparity is the amount of people who are ninja (invisible). Not all mods are invisible and anyone can turn this on.
 
It keeps confusing me though because I'm set to invisible, but my name is down there...or does everyone show themselves down there?
 
I didn't even know you could be Ninja... I dont really see the point.

Ahhh sitting on the deck to a lovely quiet evening with cigs, deep forest and a nice relaxing low dose MXE.

It's almost Halloween! Party on wayne.

Last year I was a gnarly vampire.
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I need to get back into fitness. I've slipped a bit from being an elite sportsman. Sigh. I mean I run a every day, but nowhere near enough.
 
What exactly is this MXE ya'll keep speaking of?

Is it a downer? a dissociative? what?
 
methoxetamine is an analogue of ketamine - Here is a great article on it by the creator of it who is also a BL crew member.
 
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