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^ if you do use 4-FA more and at reasonable doses, certainly let us know your thoughts and experiences! It's an interesting and relatively-new RC and there isn't enough information out there yet.
 
Sounds like you all have been doing it up BDD style!

I'm about to start my moving process but at least in theory I will have my Internet turned on until August 1st (which will then be the start date for my Internet service at my new place - so let's hope for no break in NT service!)
 
hey guys and gals, sorry I have been AWOL for a while, was pretty mashed last night and managed to carry it over until the morning, ended up munching 6 of the pills :\ Still awake now but am feeling pretty scatterbrained.

What is everyone up to this Sunday evening?
 
Cane2theLeft said:
^ just to be sure there isn't a bit of a language barrier here, by affair you mean you're involved with someone who is formally involved with someone else?

If so... awesome! I guess the methoxetamine situation isn't ideal and you have my sympathies but kudos on the rest ;)
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Being part of a relationship wrecking team is not 'awesome'
 
^ who said anything about wrecking? I was talking about affairs that remain secret.

Mugz, it's still only 4pm here so just relaxing. Heading to a bar around 3:00am GMT if I got the time difference right ;)
 
Just IV'd 100mg's bk-MDMA (methylone) with 4mg Dilaudid and 12mg Doxylamine Succinate.

Has to be the most intense rush I have ever experienced. And long, too. like the rush just turns into the come-up and it is SOOOO good. I really need to be careful and temper my methylone usage, but it affects seratonin 1/3 the rate of MDMA and almost no 5-HTP, it was originally patented as an anti-depressant and I could see how it would be great for that, especially low doses.

Reading trip reports, I have no idea how people do more than 200mg, shit is way too intense, and made to be low-dose.
 
Just got some terrible news from EADD, one of our fellow bluelighters bignbrown died this weekend, opiate combination and alcohol apparently.

Was pretty good friends with him, spoke on msn pretty much every day for the last month, he is going to be missed by a lot of people.

Might be a bit depresso for a while because of this shellshock. He was so young too, only 19 :(
 
^ it's always difficult when people are added to the shrine. It may initially seem crass but I'm always reminded of this quote by a fellow named Father Martin who is well known in the recovery field here - "Some people have to die so others can get better" (probably not verbatim).

It's so sad to lose anyone but the one positive is it reminds everyone here how easy it is to cross that line and how important taking steps to ensure safety and maintain our mental health are.

I'm really sorry for your loss, mugzy. I didn't have the fortune of getting to know him, but I had a lot of respect for him reading his posts.
 
I had talked to him a few times, I wanna say he may have even checked into this social at some point.

Saddens me whenever a BL goes. I really wish it never did happen. RIP
 
It's just so, so sad and such a fucking shame to see a life cut short so young.. (scuse my language I am pretty shocked and extremely saddened by this..)

He had so much potential and had worked so hard to kick his GBL and benzo habits.. had a little cry when I found out.

Bit of a wake up call too, mixing downers really can be fatal, no matter how many times you've done it or how "mild" the combination might seem..

Much <3 to BnB wherever he is now...
 
BnB helped me with some questions...he helped alot of people with harm reduction. sad to hear anyone go especially when they devoted time to helping others :( he will be greatly missed. bless him and his family. R.I.P :(...
 
RIP to our fallen EADD brother...always sad to hear when this happens :( And yes effie, it's definitely a reminder of how deadly mixing "downers" can be, since many of us seem to enjoy doing that more often than not, and although we "all know what we are doing" sometimes people make mistakes, and those mistakes can be fatal :( Be careful BDDers, and once again, RIP BnB <3

I'm just dropping in to say hello to the BDD social that's been away from me for so long. Just like Cane, Sundays are my Fridays pretty much (I have Monday n Tuesday off) but tonight I'm just gonna stay in and relax, this heat the last couple days here owned me. Time for bong hits and a baby itty bitty lorazepam dose because the US sucks and no more health insurance = no more prescriptions. Wonder how bad withdrawing off of 2-3mg lorazepam a day after using benzos daily (in varying doses) for 3+ years, but I get the feeling I'm going to find out very soon...hell, I already sort of am since I had to chop the dose down so much. Yuck.
 
Makes me realize how dumb my combinations were this past Saturday night....it sickens me that it takes a death of one of our own to remind me of these things, and hell I see dead people on almost a daily basis, guess I'm just so emotionally disconnected at work though... My heart goes out to his family and friends. Requiescat In Pace
 
loulou reed said:
He was so young and innocent. Life's cruel ,as a poster wrote here.
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Yes, it's so sad when anyone dies from drugs but especially a young soul. I wish he could of had the chance to truly experience life ): This death was very unexpected and it scares me how you never know if someone you know is going to die tomorrow or even today. It's really depressing.
 
Bring it in DelRiO! Are you actually coming to the UK or just Germany?

I'm home from my epic weekend of work, got stacks of jobs to do but have just taken some O-desmethyltramadol so they can probably be delayed for a little while, haha.

Sun is shining, it's my day off, I have opiates which should be kicking in shortly, life is sweet today :) oh, and my tomato plants had more delicious new tomatoes for me, and my flowers are looking lush! <3 my funny little potted garden :D
 
Well howdy guys! The PA system just announced "Welcome to Amsterdam-Schipol International airport, local time is 10:15PM, Central Euorpean Summer Time" =D
We have about an hour layover so me and my bud are enjoying a Heineken, it seemed to be an appropriate thing to do while we are here for a bit :D
So I guess I can be a part of EADD for the next week huh? =D
 
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