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BDD Social and Information Booth v2 - Effie wants us to put CUM right here

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Very nice! I've never had the chance to try that one [I love how the BDD social always turns into a benzo discussion thread - which I'm all for].

Currently in my system:

Diphenhydramine [HL 2.5 - 8 hours]
Buprenorphine [HL 20 - 70 hours]
Lorazepam [9-16 hours] - although I took half the lorazepam dose about 14 hours ago, and then the second half of the dose about 7 hours ago. There's some math for ya.

Ooh, love a bit of pharmacokinetics chat of an evening.. hehe. Nothing too mathetamical though thanks, tis gone 1am here now..

Sadly all I have taken tonight is:
Diazepam (half life.. 40-100 hours if you include metabolites, have seen a wide range of numbers..)
Alcohol (half life.... very complicated as I recall!)
Zopiclone for sleep (half life 3.5-6 hours) - about to take this

Yesterday I had coffee and xanax first thing, then heroin and hydroxyzine mid afternoon, then alcohol and diazepam later on. It was a lot more fun :(

Fentanyl'd be perfect for my situation wouldn't it actually, quick intense opiate high then lots of time for sleep! :D or DMT if I fancied an extreme hallucinogenic experience before bed.. which I kinda do now although I'd def choose the fentanyl if offered ;)


edit: hooray for boys liking curvy girls! curves win everytime :D
 
^Nice!

Diazepam is a hard one to figure, as each of the active metabolites have their own half-lives to consider! I would just throw it under the umbrella term "long-acting". This is what I tell people when they ask me how long Valium lasts: "A long time."

Heroin, coffee and Xanax eh? That sounds quite nice. I enjoy mixing caffeine with opiates from time to time, and theres nothing like being opiated and awake, but not too awake. If we wanted to do that, we always have amphetamines.

I'm yet to do fentanyl recreationally or DMT at alll....
 
A good idea to make pod tea more potent, but a preferences combo with no harm reduction. In fact it might even be making pod tea more dangerous as you are taking an unknown strength opioid with another opioid. I'll move it over to the BDD social for you for some chat.

AP >>> BDD Social
 
^Nice!

Diazepam is a hard one to figure, as each of the active metabolites have their own half-lives to consider! I would just throw it under the umbrella term "long-acting". This is what I tell people when they ask me how long Valium lasts: "A long time."

Heroin, coffee and Xanax eh? That sounds quite nice. I enjoy mixing caffeine with opiates from time to time, and theres nothing like being opiated and awake, but not too awake. If we wanted to do that, we always have amphetamines.

I'm yet to do fentanyl recreationally or DMT at alll....

Well the coffee was to wake up, the xanax was why the hell not I forgot I had it, then there was a wait where I had a shower and faffed about, then heroin in the afternoon with hydroxyzine and diazepam to help it along, then few hours later when I was less opiated I met friends for a street party/park sesh :) oh, then bit more heroin when I got in plus diaz. Then sleep. All in all was a lush day haha, had a pretty sober and hermit-like few weeks so was nice to indulge a little :)

I like the opiated-awakeness too, hence enjoying oxycodone I guess. Evening h I just wanted to laze in bed but in the afternoon I wanted to be perked :) may have even had a mountain dew, my memory fails me..

Fentanyl is very enjoyable recreationally but very hard to do safely unless you are careful.. Definitely not one to shoot (not that I pin things really anyway), but it can be a lot of fun. I have to admit I smoke very small pieces of patch (nb for anyone reading - fentanyl is DANGEROUS, start with the smallest amount possible and work up, do not try at all if opiate naive, and smoking a plasticky patch isn't gonna be good for you... ) works well cos you can gauge your dose well and smoke a bit more if needed etc etc but might look into alternative RoAs to be honest. It's pretty moreish too, which isn't a good thing for a short-lived but potent opiate..

I have actually never had DMT either but it is very high on my list of things to do next. I've not heard a bad word said about it :)

Anyhoo, am gibbering a little, cider/diaz/zopi kicking in.. have a lovely night NT and loulou and the rest of BD, catch you all soon! <3

edit: I didn't have millions of heroin, just half a g smoked in two sessions.. don't know why I feel the need to say that but I do for some reason, hehe. Tis an occasional treat for me, altho I've spent all day considering getting more in the week.. luckily my job will keep me on the straight and narrow :)
 
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Whats happening BDD?

I'm in that fuzzy buprenorphine zone. Just submitted a BDD modstick application, doubt I'll get it but hey it was worth a crack
 
Hey Tripman,

I'm getting more and more frustrated by the fact that it is 6.30am here so if I go out and make some food I would be looked at as weird :\


Gonna wait for a couple of hours before I leave the room, hopefully some of my typing skills will come back too, stupid drug binges :|
 
Haha it's 3:45pm here and I just gorged on pizza :)

You couldn't be making an early early breakfast?

Drug binges do tend to have an effect on ones ability to type. However some of my best writing comes together when wasted... Maybe that doesn't say much about my ability to write??
 
Whoa all this cross-timezole shit is confusing me.. hehe. Afternoon Tripman :)

Morning here, off to a meeting, joy.. got crumpets on the way tho, woohoo! Makes it all a little bit better :)

Gorgeous sunny day here! Just the kind that cries out for something hallucinogenic.. damn work spoiling me fun.. haha
 
Awww. Recreational or maintenance? Recreational can still be fun...... for me anyway :)

Any day is a good day for opiates in my book.. /harm reduction hehe. Today however I will be sticking to diazepam and treat myself to an epic dinner later :)
 
Mmmm epic dinner. I just had steak n mushrooms n baked potatoes!

Maintenance. 16mg. Blegh.

Makes me feel a bit fuzzy though.
 
Thanks tripman, you have chosen what I am having for dinner tonight :)


I will just be having a baked potatoe with cheese and beans.

I could die for a steak right now though. I might change my mind in a bit and have to choose steak.
 
Glad I could help out. Nothing better than baked potatoes with cheese. Mmmm.

Though the big hunk of beef was fucking ace.

I'm thinking i'll follow it up with some ice cream :).
 
Gah, all you carnivores in here... bakd potato and cheese, however, is pure win :D

Just celebrated a successful meeting with a calippo ice lolly, yum! Only on here briefly (in library hehe) then back to work... boooo. Chilled night this eve though.

Tripman, do subs work well for you? Hope things are going okay with the maintenance :)

Also, hey Mugz! Stick with the tattie, cheese'n'beans! Classic combo and no cows had to die.... hehehe (I'm not a militant veggie really, honest..)
 
I will admit to being highly carnivorous...

Subs do the job well, however getting off the subs proves difficult in itself. It's one demon after another. Worth it though, beats waking up in the resuscitation ward.
 
Eep, yeah I can imagine.. good luck with it all, hope you manage to give your demons a good thrashing!! :) <3

Makes me think I am playing with fire really, I enjoy opiates of a weekend (and not every weekend) and I really love my job a lot and would hate to jeopardise it.. but thinking through my friends I don't know a single one who didn't slip up at one time or another, usually when things get tough..

I shall ponder that this afternoon! (11:45am here)

Hope you have a good day Tripman and all BDD :)
 
Thrashing them as we speak.

Playing with opiates really is playing with fire, at some point, somehow, you're going to get burnt.

I'll knock on wood for you though effie.

9:45pm here, watching Christine. Old school steven king movie. Classic.

You have a good day too.
 
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