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what the cunt

i feel like i am on a low dose of MXE. but other than that im fucked up hahahahaha
 
just woke up DXM nap and ate some good corn chowder. i feel dissociated feel, but i have that lovely after anti-depression afterglow....you know what i mean??
 
SWEET. im going to make it next years birthday mission adventure to find the existing hooters we have in australia, fall madly, deeply and lovingly hard into the pouch of a 'Roo! how very action packed with a great deal and witnessing our very own kangaroo versus topless waiter sparring match. i'll "hop" in and save the beautiful lady if need be. hyuck, hyuck, hyuck! easy peasy especially for the japaneasy's!

so has anyone else here shot up drugs while they're in the actual shower? why do i ask? well. because! i had prepared myself an intravenous shot of morphine to have either prior to my shower or after my shower. sometime throughout the process i decided to shoot up while actually UNDER the water as it flowed from above, out of the shower heads. without going any further i would like to note that this has not been my first time, i'm no virginia walters, na mean?

now being an opiate i injected it, was extra "smooooth", daddy-o! i had to catch my breath momentarily in between washing the shampoo out and conditioner in. i showed that shower who the fucking boss was and came out twice alive than i came in! nothing was stopping me today, my last warm-up session before the real display on my birthday TOMORROW! oh how very exciting, yes? but of course it is! :)

so anyway, being no real moral to the story, just me wanting to gather any possible information from those who enjoy to shoot up (intravenously inject) whilst INthe actual shower - hot and cold running, lathered in soap with just maybe a bit of man jizz, lady jizz and dove moisturiser soap! raaaaawwr! so, do please explain! please do tell stories even in only related because they share a common word! just get your story out there and you could be the next winner left pickering uppering one and a half million anerican one cent coins, and all just for my shits n giggles. teehee! the real prize being a trip around the lovely australian town in central queensland called Moura! the driver will even take you to check out the wonders of Gracemere which has the souther hemishphere's biggest Bull on the way which sits by itself in the middle of a round-a-bout on the outskirts of Rockhampton city! it's and extremely happening place when it comes to the growing of the MARIJUANA PLANT!

so GET INTO IT!
 
welll i dont really know what happened between 2pm-7pm and i ended up losing my phone and i had it one second then the next second i didint. im trying not to worry and just enjoy my high because life is too short but it sucks to loose my android smartphone. but i feel good, and i have a good outlok on life right nowm so i am good. i can alwas get another phone, but hwat about all those numbners.. its all good, life is too short to worr/ i am in a protective worryfree bubble right now and ]i am just going to lay bak ad enjoy . ill try to phonbe tomorowo fuck it hahaha h
 
*sniff* 8o

EDIT: Problem with sniffing off mirrors is having to stare at yourself when you do it...

Tempted to mix all my bags into a mega bag lol. but then id be less able to track my usage aaaahhh

\firstwordproblems

Might be a dumb question but ive never done it soooo, why do people sniff lines off mirrors? why not as counter or a book or something. any yeah it would be weird staring at yourself sniffing a line lol

LOL you fucking sociopathic motherfucker!!! lol.

"oh dude next door won't shout me a little bud so imma cover his balcony in cigarette butts and piles of hidden shit. that'll teach that tight ass motherfucker!"

hahahaha. oh god. that seriously has me chuckling my butt off here! :D

what's going on today then? i'm just taking my normal morphine dose so i can have another blowout on my birthday this sunday. i bought myself a special piece of cake yesterday and found that when i woke up this morning dad decided to take himself a slice, the fucking prick. so he better bring me home a replacement come sunday when he's on his way home after his weekend away :|

you gonna be on aim anytime today? i'm spending today at home so hit me up through PM or whatever and i'll come jump on for a chat. maybe we could get a little BDD talk show gang happening. so if you're interested let it be known!

mmmmmm milk coffee, cigarette and bongs! i haven't dosed my valium today...yet.

what are everyone's plans this weekend?
the quote didnt show up and i didnt see the original post so im gonna comment here. that made me laugh so fucking hard. i can only imagine how pissed that guy was

took 20 50mg tablets of TramaLOL today along with 550mg of hydroxyzine, and 2g of lyrica...I need real drugs lol...
jesus christ, how did you not have a seizure off of all that tramadol
atleast you have work, stop bitching <3
ikr. i bet if you didnt have a job you be bitching. not having a job is nice after 2 weeks maximum of sitting on your ass.
I love researching drugs. My mom just sat me down saying she was concerned about how much I knew about suboxone, and especially concerned with the fact that I knew about new formulations of other opiates before her doctor. I mean seriously? I'm not supposed to research what goes into my body? And it's not my fault her doctor just waits for them to tell him about a new drug and reads the little insert that comes with it whereas I am actually interested and want to learn about them, fuck.
my mom knows i know alot about certain drugs and even asked me things about my sisters use and i explained why that certain thing was going on. she knows i do research and am on drug forums.

Had a good day today. i went with my buddys friend (now my co worker) to go cash my check at lunch and he got a call about 15s from his girl. well needless to say i got 5 15s dropped off to me by 2pm, during work. immediately drove to the bathroom and railed half ate half, the rest of the day was nice as hell.

im doing really good at work this year and i havent even been there long, i know how to do alot od new shit that i was scared to do last year. there's only one more tractor i gotta learn how to drive. also, one of the ford tractors i gotta learn both gear sets better, i only know how to move it and i just put the lever somewhere and hope it goes so my dad is gonna show me better tommorrow.

when i got home my dad set me down and told me how proud he was that i volunteer myself to leasrn new shit or drive things i never wanted to drive last year. He said i saw you drive the kubota and the ford today (tractor) and you hopped on the bob cat. then he said ed(my boss) wouldnt give you responsibilties that you couldnt handle. ive improved alot since last year. im really proud of myself for once, makes me feel really good. :D

when i got home i sniffed another 1/4 of a 15and popped a half of xanax football, ended up falling asleep tiull a little bit ago cuz i was tired af.

gotta work tommorrow 730 till lunchtime sodding one of the houses that is getting built by the bulilders assoc./golf course. sucks its not overtime cuz i still got 5 hours to make up from monday when i left early from the rain.

i still have 3 15s left but im sure ill do 1.5 at work tommorrow, maybe just 1 idk. hopefully picking up a little bud since i took my last rip when i woke up. if i dont, i at least still got a really rezed up broken bowl i can scrape.

what's up BDD'ers?
 
SWEET. im going to make it next years birthday mission adventure to find the existing hooters we have in australia, fall madly, deeply and lovingly hard into the pouch of a 'Roo! how very action packed with a great deal and witnessing our very own kangaroo versus topless waiter sparring match. i'll "hop" in and save the beautiful lady if need be. hyuck, hyuck, hyuck! easy peasy especially for the japaneasy's!

so has anyone else here shot up drugs while they're in the actual shower? why do i ask? well. because! i had prepared myself an intravenous shot of morphine to have either prior to my shower or after my shower. sometime throughout the process i decided to shoot up while actually UNDER the water as it flowed from above, out of the shower heads. without going any further i would like to note that this has not been my first time, i'm no virginia walters, na mean?

now being an opiate i injected it, was extra "smooooth", daddy-o! i had to catch my breath momentarily in between washing the shampoo out and conditioner in. i showed that shower who the fucking boss was and came out twice alive than i came in! nothing was stopping me today, my last warm-up session before the real display on my birthday TOMORROW! oh how very exciting, yes? but of course it is! :)

so anyway, being no real moral to the story, just me wanting to gather any possible information from those who enjoy to shoot up (intravenously inject) whilst INthe actual shower - hot and cold running, lathered in soap with just maybe a bit of man jizz, lady jizz and dove moisturiser soap! raaaaawwr! so, do please explain! please do tell stories even in only related because they share a common word! just get your story out there and you could be the next winner left pickering uppering one and a half million anerican one cent coins, and all just for my shits n giggles. teehee! the real prize being a trip around the lovely australian town in central queensland called Moura! the driver will even take you to check out the wonders of Gracemere which has the souther hemishphere's biggest Bull on the way which sits by itself in the middle of a round-a-bout on the outskirts of Rockhampton city! it's and extremely happening place when it comes to the growing of the MARIJUANA PLANT!

so GET INTO IT!


bahahahahahahahaha. i think the girl would rather get kicked in the face from the 'Roo than go out with you on a date or even kiss you or even touch your fucking ugly ass <3

hahahahahahahahahaha i lovve you tentram. you weird fuck why the bloody fuck would you take a fucking shot in the shower. just take the shower, get dry, and then shoot up.. rofl


you want to hear one of the funniest storries of my life?
 
welll i dont really know what happened between 2pm-7pm and i ended up losing my phone and i had it one second then the next second i didint. im trying not to worry and just enjoy my high because life is too short but it sucks to loose my android smartphone. but i feel good, and i have a good outlok on life right nowm so i am good. i can alwas get another phone, but hwat about all those numbners.. its all good, life is too short to worr/ i am in a protective worryfree bubble right now and ]i am just going to lay bak ad enjoy . ill try to phonbe tomorowo fuck it hahaha h

dont you have some app that locates your phone and makes it ring? if you had an iphone you would. i hated my droid, such a piece of shit.

but with the find my iphone app it shows you on the map where the phone is at, you can press a button (from the net or another iphone) and everytime you press it it will ring whether its turned off or not. and you can shut off the service to it or erase the phone completly so if someone stills my phone ill be getting it back unless they throw it in the water or something.

just scraped my pipe and got a 1.5 gram ball of resin. hopefully getting weed tommorrow afternoon after work since he's being a dickhead and is bulllshitting us tonihgt.
 
Bad news: my dope man didn't come through for the first time ever.
Good news: totally taught my cat to sit.

funny your in va and seem to get dope so damn easy! I live on the nc va border and can't find any dope what so ever and have been trying for 3 years now.... so good news atleast you can get the shit and what part of va the northern or southern half? on the other Hand that fucking awesome that your cat can sit on command now :)
 
funny your in va and seem to get dope so damn easy! I live on the nc va border and can't find any dope what so ever and have been trying for 3 years now.... so good news atleast you can get the shit and what part of va the northern or southern half? on the other Hand that fucking awesome that your cat can sit on command now :)

I used to be addicted to heroin when I was living in VA. It's definitely somewhere in that state; but consider yourself lucky for not being able to find it.
 
captain I know it's somewhere obviously haha. and I just really wish I could cap'n. instead I'm shootin oxymorphone pills and dilaudid pills and you know I'm not new to dope or
anything right? i had a massive ass dope habit for the past 2 years and had
too move back home and now can't find it and it just pisses me off! so if that's what you consider lucky then we have the exact opposite meaning of lucky...
 
It's funny how perspective changes when one is clean vs. using heh.

LW/10trammmm: It's almost time for our birthday aha :D!!! Though I won't be doing much, probably a quiet birthday dinner with a close friend.

Hao is BDD tonight? I'm about to robotrip for the first time in like 3 years heh.
 
Good man. Just hanging at my place, eatin junk food and reading, waiting for my girl to get out of work so I can bang her. ;)

You?

Awesome! i have a noice DXM after glow and just got smoked out and i found my phone! this is awsome. got thrown a free .5g bag of weed for FREE, hahahah

whats up boblaw, pallly, smoke, captain, opioid, smokemecktoke, but last but DEFINITELY not least thesame!
 
Niice! Finding a lost phone is always fucking win. I'm just chilling in bed waiting to get taken aboard haha :).
 
Who are you to judge me?

You ask me if I have a god complex? I AM GOD.

captain I know it's somewhere obviously haha. and I just really wish I could cap'n. instead I'm shootin oxymorphone pills and dilaudid pills and you know I'm not new to dope or
anything right? i had a massive ass dope habit for the past 2 years and had
too move back home and now can't find it and it just pisses me off! so if that's what you consider lucky then we have the exact opposite meaning of lucky...

Well yeah if you're still using that's not so lucky. I think not being able to find hard opiates is lucky because they fucking ruin lives. That's all. I'm amazed I saved myself when I did.

Have you ever considered Suboxone or methadone?
 
Awesome! i have a noice DXM after glow and just got smoked out and i found my phone! this is awsome. got thrown a free .5g bag of weed for FREE, hahahah

whats up boblaw, pallly, smoke, captain, opioid, smokemecktoke, but last but DEFINITELY not least thesame!

I'm chillin drinking a beer an thinkin about a blunt here in the near future or a joint or something.and lucky in the free smoke Sesh. wbu foo?
 
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