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^Jeeze, I dunno. I just keep it long, never bring it down to the skin. I guess about 3-4 weeks for it to grow this long.
 
Venrak said:
^Jeeze, I dunno. I just keep it long, never bring it down to the skin. I guess about 3-4 weeks for it to grow this long.
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I just shaved the breard I started in August. It was crazy long and awesome, but I just felt like shaving it. For the next 24 hours I'm rocking the trooper 'stache. The girl hates it, especially when I wear my "Free mustache Rides" shirt ...

And yes, my mom really has to cut the poop dreads off her cat.

On a side note, picked up some stupid Watson 933's. never had these, but I hope they are better than the other Watson products. I hate their 5 and 10 vikes. The 7.5's are ok for some reason though. Weird. Vintage pharmaceuticals are my favorite. The source all their own ingredients! Or so I have read.
 
maaaaaan. it's taken me the last 45mins to get myself together and finally get this cigarette rolled and ready to smoke lol. i kept nodding out as i got further into each bit, waking up with more and more tobacco on my chest each time i woke up. the only reason i'm back "awake" is because my phone was sitting on my chest as well and dad rang up - which scared the shit outta me haha,

i think imma have to make me a big strong ass mug o' coffee to try and pry and zap some energy out what little i do have left in the tank. i'm also getting hungry and to eat i'm going to have to commit. it's going to have to be a cook up of some type. should i make a nice healthy little pizza? should i boil some fresh pasta and maybe fry up a little chicken to stir through with the sauce? should i really just say "fuck it" and smash a half dozen eggs together and throw in random shit to make today's spexial, "the omelette!"?

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! decisions, decisions! maybe i should punch down a couple of bongs first to clear the mind and make an informed decision with regards to the lunch menu.

=D yee haw.
 
maaaaaan. it's taken me the last 45mins to get myself together and finally get this cigarette rolled and ready to smoke lol. i kept nodding out as i got further into each bit, waking up with more and more tobacco on my chest each time i woke up. the only reason i'm back "awake" is because my phone was sitting on my chest as well and dad rang up - which scared the shit outta me haha,

i think imma have to make me a big strong ass mug o' coffee to try and pry and zap some energy out what little i do have left in the tank. i'm also getting hungry and to eat i'm going to have to commit. it's going to have to be a cook up of some type. should i make a nice healthy little pizza? should i boil some fresh pasta and maybe fry up a little chicken to stir through with the sauce? should i really just say "fuck it" and smash a half dozen eggs together and throw in random shit to make today's spexial, "the omelette!"?

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! decisions, decisions! maybe i should punch down a couple of bongs first to clear the mind and make an informed decision with regards to the lunch menu.

=D yee haw.
 
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what an ugly motherfucker of a cat.

i'm not a cat person by any means so my views are biased, but there's no denying my statement :P

what's up shredded? how's the mother land going at the moment, mate? been watching SAFA play any cricket lately?
 
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...this kratom is really nice, and today sub is being really nice to me and giveing me a nice dopey buzz. it is nice with the kratom kind of feels like a full agonist...
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Can you really feel your Kratom through the buprenorphine you dosed? They synergize as well? And more full-agonist-like effects, really?! I want to try this then, if you promise that you really feel it's a much better, full-agonistesque experience and taking them together, as opposed to waiting to dose the two on separate occasions? Now that you've said this, you got me curious to try the combo. We seem to share a pretty identical list of drugs, combos, and weeds from what you luckily, have them on deck at all times, in combos! Haha! I used to have scripts of bupe and benzos (I could care less about the Xanax XR 1mg, I fuckin' miss the 10mg blue Valiums and the 30mg temazepam capsules out of the list of benzos I was on for years), still got gabapentin script though. The last time I saw a doc, he wouldn't prescribe temaz because the bupe basically notifies them I have drug addiction in my history. Temaz was a life-saver when it came to my insomnia and feels godly HAHA!

Just smoked Pineapple Kush, but one of the nugs smelled distinctly of a medical grade blueberry something strain. I knew for sure when I pulled it apart and smelled the sweet, undeniably blueberry strain I cannot name. It's was supposed to just be Pineapple, but he had several strains in the car that he showed me. So high though, and a couple shots/1 speedball earlier alongside clonazepam and alprazolam. Might pop some hydroxyzine to kick the sedative effects in harder.

EDIT Yep, 50mg hydroxyzine down the hatch my friends
 
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What's poppin' tent?

I feel like I haven't talked to you in a while.

How's life down under? (That's what she said) ;)
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it does hey, man. i think we just haven't been in the socials at the same time. i've been noticing your posts round the place nonetheless. how are things going for you mate? hope the using situation is going as well as can be :)

i've just problem solved my lunch situation! lol. and it didn't even involve me having to make anything from scratch! dad had some leftover pasta from a night or two ago so i'm hookin' into it while i let my coffee cool down a bit in preparation to punch down a handful of bongs. i'll probably just keep trawling bluelight for a while posting here and there for a while after than probably decide to watch some downloaded TV series or a movie or just something.

it's my birthday this sunday coming so i'm going to use minimal morphine and valium until then as of now that i've gpt 2 days of heavy IV morph out of the way with a decent amount (100mg all together) of valium that's been thrown in. all i'm gonna need is two 6packs of top shelf beers on my birthday and i'll be set. i might fill the car with fuel, give dad the keys and just tell him to start driving on the highway, destination : TBA; i'll tell you when and where to pull over.

god damn i can't express how messed up i am at the moment lol. that's why my posts are so damn lengthy nyahahahaha.
 
what up bdd?!?!?!? how yall mother fuckers doing tonight????

shoyt out to tentram and captain, yall mah niggahs

whats up hatrix? hows the mxe doing selifsh bastard <3

@sicness
YES YOU ARE PERFECTLY FINE! lol yes, you will be fine, 3 days PLENTY!!! have fun! i personally like around 200-300mgs + valium + bupre + weed for an ah-fucking-mazing night!!!! you are going to robo yourself out, do you have any benzos or sedating anti-histamines like diphenhydramine, doxylamine, hydroxdyzine, promethazine, ect...? i usually get bad pruritis on 200+ mgs of DXM like real bad. like 600mg codeine itch bad. hahahaha. shit im high as fuck hahahah .

hang, how yah doing buddy? come across any fire boy lately?

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and i bet you're one of those people who worship their cat and get down on your all fours and give it some help, right;)

pics of said fat cat, please! i don't necessarily like cats but if i were to own one i would want it to be one fat motherfucker which lay around all day and night, doing fuck all apart from just chillin' like a villain. that would be a cool cat to own.

what does it look like at least if no pics, and some stats! pronto1



most likely is a good thing. you're never garunteed with dope's quality whereas you're familiar with oxy and your tolerance so it's really just another stroll through the park for ya, ya know gucci mane?

why am i not surprise i want to shoot another 100mg tab of morphine?!

oh and get this. i think dad had skipped a few of his tramadol doses and had realised so took a few extra the other day for a bit of a buzz if i didn't know any better. anyhow, he said to me "can i grab a couple of those stool softeners you've got? my tramadol has me a bit blocked." oh well, they helped him out, haha.
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yah it probably happened for a reason, because if would have got on IV heroin, i would have been gone. oxycodone oral is not as addictive as even snorting heroin. i need atleast 60-75mgs WITH 8-12g high quality kratom, 20mg valium, and 25mg promethazine or 75mg hydroxyzine

hahahah, i dont use stool softeners, do they work? when i eat healthy and exercise i can shit everyday. however, when i sit on my ass and smoke weed i only shit once or twice every 1-2 weeks. hah

i wish i had more weed, smoking a bowl of resin that actually has me quite stoned. nice!!! oh yah and i have had like 60mg valium, 2mg bupre/suboxone, 15grams kratom and around 30mg addy throughout hte day
 
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Ok haha i just worry man, ss fuckin sucks! Just dosed 354 mgs and took 2 mgs of xanax and might drink a beer for the dxm potentation. Well it takes some of the more bad efffcts away ha. I have a tab of acid to sittin here...hmmm :) hahaha
 
DONT drink. and DONT take the acid , TRUST me. 354mg DXM and 2mgs xanax sounds like fun :) weed makes DXM 3958023985029384092835 times better trust me. get some weed leave out the beer because DXM can depress you CNS and alcohol is also a NMDA antagonist and will cause nausea. DXM causes nausea so that is why diphenhydramine or promethazine is good because it stops itching, increases the sedation safely, and acts an antiemetic (it helps cure upset stomach, nausea, spins, ect..)

xanax + beer will make you black out, PLUS the DXM. dude dont drink...


and DXM is an SSRI, it will severly blunt your LSD trip, it will be wasted, that or you get sertonin syndrom. save the LSD for another day. trust me, i have done all of these and it is not fun. drank on DXM, it felt nasty, i puked, not fun. had only 90mg DXM on LSD and started to get a bad trip so i stopped it with valium, hydroxyzine, and amiltriptyline
 
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I like a beer or 2 with dxm. BUT with the benzo I'm throwing in I probably wont drink. Fuckin SS is the only think the freaks me the fuck out but anyway I trust you guys I haven't dosed DXM in awhile I'm excited!
 
yres it will be better with xanax, trust me!!! i have done dxm + beer, dxm + weed + beer + xanax, dxm +xanax before... and i have come to the conclusion alcohol on DXM isnt fun and its mehhhhh... my favorite is weed + benzo + DXM....xanax is better than nothing, valium or temazepam is SOOOO much better .
 
when i first tried DXM i took a strip of CCC's which is 8 pills, so 240mg dxm and smoked weed. i was like 14 or 15 at the time, and i was just starting to used drugs (alcohol, mushroms,maybe codeine and marijuana) and it was just WAYYY too intense for me. i was trip[ping sooo hard. i couldnt even walk, i started having panic attacks. i smoked alot of good weed too. i was geting inse CEVs. at the time i had no clue about what a K-hole was or what an NMDA-antagonist was. anyways, the next day, i literally felt like death. the WORST hangover i have ever had, out of any drug, amp, alcohol, ect.. my worst amp or worst alcohol hangover has never been as bad as that one CCC hangover. omg, i was felt like dieng. i wasnt going to comit suicide, but it was like omg, let this day be over! it felt opiate wit-ahdrawal, but different, and alsmot as bad physically, but in a weird and different way. i have never had a single or even a half of a CCC pill since that night. i only stick to pure DXM syrup, or DXM XR (delsym)

then 2-3 years later after messing with pills (oxy, hydrocodone, xanax, klonopin, valium, darvocet, tramadol, ect..) i started getting into roxi's; i also spent much beaucoup (alot of) time on BlueLight. i was starting to read about pharmacology and nmda-antagonists, opiate potentiation, synergy, ect... and decided to try it again. well i took only around 80-100mg before work one day and smoke some weed, and i felt soooo good, it was amazing. ever since then i have been hooked on low doses of dxm. only recently have i started to pussh 250-300mgs. i like it, it feels like a weak MXE.

i feel like MXE is to pregabalin, as DXM is to gabapentin, that is such a good comparison!! 250-350mgs DXM feels like a low dose of MXE . no wonder i like DXM so much, because i LOVE MXE. i also LOVE nitrous
 
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