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It's a prescribed diet pill, not sure what class of drugs it is exactly, but to me it's like a stim. I'm probably blocking out the barbs with the pill, but idk..I'm just trying to catch a buzz well maintain it anyway lol.

it's an appetite supresser, I swear sometimes I feel skinnier within hours of taking it lol. It's a decent stim to me, I get some euphoria for like 2 hours maybe then just stimulated the rest of the day. Your heart beats like fuckin crazy on it, IMO way more than coke or any other upper.
 
No, you probably are not blocking the barbs. The phentermine probably affect adrenergic receptor, and thus NE synaptic and epinephrine or norepinephrine which has nothing to do with benzodiazepine and barbituate receptors. Barbiturates bind to the GABAA receptor at the beta subunit, which are binding sites distinct from GABA itself and also distinct from the benzodiazepine binding site. Like benzodiazepines, barbiturates potentiate the effect of GABA at this receptor. In addition to this GABA-ergic effect, barbiturates also block the AMPA receptor, a subtype of glutamate receptor. Glutamate is the principal excitatory neurotransmitter in the mammalian CNS. Taken together, the findings that barbiturates potentiate inhibitory GABAA receptors and inhibit excitatory AMPA receptors can explain the CNS-depressant effects of these agents. At higher concentration, they inhibit the Ca2+-dependent release of neurotransmitters. Barbiturates produce their pharmacological effects by increasing the duration of chloride ion channel opening at the GABAA receptor (pharmacodynamics: This increases the efficacy of GABA), whereas benzodiazepines increase the frequency of the chloride ion channel opening at the GABAA receptor (pharmacodynamics: This increases the potency of GABA). The direct gating or opening of the chloride ion channel is the reason for the increased toxicity of barbiturates compared to benzodiazepines in overdose.

I checked drugs.com and there was no drug interaction between fioricet and phentermine.
 
Siccness909 said:
So it's a good thing? I don't understand any of that...I feel stupid lol

& I thought I knew alot about drugs haha
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yah, they dont interact. it might be a good thing. the fioricet could ease the jitters and anxiety and the phentermine could help you stay awake on the fioricet

Captain.Heroin said:
lots of ups and downs...........

at least I have a full bottle of temazepam.
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i hear yah. try to think of everyday is your last. that is what i am trying.

bupre, temaz, and weed... food and a warm bed and clean clothes? not much to complain about ;) just trying to help you think on the brighter side
 
Yeah the butal is one drug I don't understamd I have taken barbs before, but the high is just weird. I think its the caffeine personally that just fucks it up, I never feel sedated off them I feel up? lol it's odd
 
barbs are risky and not that great for recreation IMO. they can cause OD Super easy and are dangerous to mix with other CNS depressants, worse than benzos.

benzos are the safer version of barbs.
 
I always hear that, but Idk the buzz from fioricet is so much different. I dont feel this pill I mean I do but I just cant explain this high, I feel sedated sometimes which is barely at that or its like a MILD stim feel. I always hear about ODing so easy, like what type Od? what will happen? like a sedated lack of breathing or what? I cant see myself oding on it cause 90% of the time I barely ever feel it, unless I mix it with opiates
 
Ugh what a shit few days...and my sub appointment is in a week which seems soooo far away but I really don't wanna drop dirty again, my shrink looked so disappointed in me last month which just made me feel even more disappointed in myself.
 
Just smoked a bowl, and I've spent the past three quarters of an hour digging around looking at various things on the Copiale Cipher, an encrypted mid 18th century manuscript describing the initiation ritual of certain secret societies of Templar/Masonic origin.
 
laCster said:
i hear yah. try to think of everyday is your last. that is what i am trying.

bupre, temaz, and weed... food and a warm bed and clean clothes? not much to complain about ;) just trying to help you think on the brighter side
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Haha thanks man.

Some days I wish were my last, but I keep going.

I just got some rest and I don't even feel the need to take temazepam tonight. I still feel great from having taken it last night.
 
Mass08 said:
13 days clean.....i hate you guys lol.
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Well done.

I had been clean for over 11 weeks up until earlier when I went and got hold of some Yellow 5mg MSJ street Diazepam, as it's been over 12 weeks since I last used any Benzos I thought I'd see if my tolerance had dropped any... Well to my suprise it had! I took 10 x 5mg tabs (50mg) just before 5pm, thinking they wouldn't even touch me so I emptied another 50mg worth of tabs out of the baggy into my pocket in anticipation of having to need anymore, the next thing I remember I'm waking up on my bed at 10pm!

As usual there are a few random texts in my phone that I have absolutely no recollection of, but apart from that things seem pretty under control, for instance I still have all my Diazepam left apart from what I planned to dose, which in times gone by would never be the case as the bag would probably be empty no matter how many pills were in there.

Captain.Heroin said:
Haha thanks man.

Some days I wish were my last, but I keep going.
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Live as if you were to die tomorrow, Learn as if you were to live forever.
 
np captain

smoking a bowl of fat ball of resin mixed with half a gram of mids. im broke so it will have to do. plus im stoned from early. been smoking like all day hahah
 
well god damn. a shit night turned into a great night. the roxi refill was today and i was gonna get 5 so i could take them after my mom makes me drop for a drug test.

my buddy picked me up and we had to drive an hour away to a place where the last time i was there my boy got arrested, i was also in rehab there. the cops will pull you over for whatever and whatever way they can fuck you they will. place is ghetto. my nerves were shot but we made it.

on the way up there we passed a small shopping center right down the road from my house, it also has a tobacco shop, same place i bought my cheap bong and bowl. it was a nice place and was only up for less then a year. well we go past it and what use to be a awesome place is now a giant hole. there was a big red truck (i think a dodge ram) that ran into the building and was inside the shop. i looked on the fire dept website, which has a call log, it say advanced life support or basic life support. this accident was advance and the truck was pretty far in there. i dont think it was some drunk at the bar that had it in drive instead of reverse, i think someone ran off the main road and plowed it. there was to much damage for just a small mishap. either way its fucking trashed, all boarded up now. shits crazy.

i ended up getting 5 roxis and just got back to my house. i walked in and told my mom that i got 1 cuz i had to pick up for my boy since he was out of town. im not doing it anymore, i just told her that he was still in bmore so i had to get his stuff (she knows he has chronic pain). my back hurt so bad today also and ive tried everything today. well i gave her the roxi and asked if i could have it and if not then she can have it (shes on pain management but has severe pain and takes as little as possible). well she gave it back and told me to split it up. so she thinks i got it split and ill be taking it till tommorrow night.

so i can eat tem till tommorrow night or sunday morning. ill be eating the other 4 tommorrow and maybe 1 on sunday morning if its leftover. i dont have to worry about a drug test either. this wont be a regular thing tho.

i feel good af. smoked a bowl, sniffed half of 15, ate the other half, took some shots of crown, now im about to finish my subway sub and smoke a cig. such a blissful night. ahhhh

so what's up guys?

Edit: The state of maryland ended up writing my mom a $0 check when she was supposed to be getting 1700. this is the 2nd year they have done this because of my older sister not paying for her car due to opiate addiction and her owing the MVA $2000 and owing a car loan. the check was in my moms name buit they took it because my dad co signed for her car awhile back and when he signed his name, he signed it for both of them so so they jacked our tax return.=well We already have financial troubles and needed that money so im gonna give my mom $800 from my federal taxes and she said she could just credit it towards rent for me. i can still keep my ~$200 from the state while doing a good deed for my family. its still better then any other year. till this year ive always owed money or came out not oweing but not recieving either
 
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Edit: The state of maryland ended up writing my mom a $0 check when she was supposed to be getting 1700. this is the 2nd year they have done this because of my older sister not paying for her car due to opiate addiction and her owing the MVA $2000 and owing a car loan. the check was in my moms name buit they took it because my dad co signed for her car awhile back and when he signed his name, he signed it for both of them so so they jacked our tax return.=well We already have financial troubles and needed that money so im gonna give my mom $800 from my federal taxes and she said she could just credit it towards rent for me. i can still keep my ~$200 from the state while doing a good deed for my family. its still better then any other year. till this year ive always owed money or came out not oweing but not recieving either
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That's awesome dude, good for you! :)

Turns out I'm not CYP2D6 deficient after all, and 80mg codeine is actually making me euphoric?!

Holy OTC opiation Batman!

I was just looking for analgesia from the CG6 after my previous failed attempts, but bonus!

Maybe it was the beer I took the pills with? (Hey it was only one, and I didn't expect central effects :P )
 
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I got some good news tonight...and that news is my roxi/opana source just refilled. He got the brand new generic ER Opana 30s! w00t w00t I'm heading over first thing tomorrow and snatching up one or two of those and a couple of roxis if I can get enough cash together. Ain't had the pleasure of proper nasal Opana since way back when they stopped making the OGs.

My home boy had one tonight but he was begin greedy...too bad for him because I ain't sharing mine tomorrow! ;) I hate when people are all "come over I'll get you fucked up for free", then you get there and they go "I got this super awesome stuff you ain't done in two years, but I can't do any because I need it for tomorrow...but have 5mg of oxycodone while I do this in front of you".

That bastard...xD Totally not going to feel guilty about railing up lines of the stuff in front of him tomorrow and not sharing. He'll probably be pissed when he shows up to buy some himself because he knows the guy likes me more than him and usually kicks me at least one or two roxi 15s or an Opana for free.

Ah man I sound like an ass hole...:( I promise I'm not greedy...just can't stand greedy people like this guy because he expects you to share but won't return the favor. Its even worse when you drive over expecting them to kick out something good and they are nodding out and not wanting to do anything with you. I hate watching people nod lately...ain't had a proper nod in months man... On the upside I am going to enjoy it soooooo much when it comes around. I ain't even getting excited about tomorrow because something will come up and I'll end up not begin able to score like I was expecting to. :)

Oh well, at least my tolerance is low as hell! One 30mg Opana should be like....5 or 6 nods for me at this point if I space things out. I'm probably going to just go ahead and get two and give one to a friend who's gotten me high for free like three times now. I ain't been able to return the favor yet so an Opana 30 should be a good prize for 'em. That's if I don't hoover it up before they come visit again soon! ;) ;) ;)

BTW happy belated birthday to opiodmanic! Hope the rest of BDD social is doing well. Be safe y'all!
 
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