Ya...and pretty fucking precise...been there done that? lmao
I've never even stolen shit for it, let alone would I go that far lmao...
No, I'm done with this shit...I look, feel, and probably smell like a crack head and am quite put off myself for doing it for some reason.
Ended up not going to get more shit (fuck, I didn't even finish the bag - it's in the pipe, but there's still some left, and it will probably be crushed later tonight when I feel like it). And I'm slowing down on most shit. One reason there is...look at the thread title...lmfao
Two, I kinda had an epiphany...the youngest person I still associate with just turned 21, so now it's not even like I have to go pick it up for anyone (though I realize how I just became able to buy recently myself), so I kinda figure, time to quit being a fucking kid. I really shouldn't have the time to do this shit; I don't have to money to do this shit; and there's really not any room in the world for disabled addicts (and it's too much work trying to hide from UA's; on that note, if I'm in an emergency, and I'm not clean, I'm shit out of luck for the most part when it comes to proper medical attention lol).
Dunno what I was expecting from this, but I didn't get it, whatever it was lol. I had a little fun while I was rushing, but honestly found myself in a real foul place this morning (not gonna go beyond that; that's TDS shit...more so than the rest of this post lol) and feel pretty fucking shitty. I've had worse days, but this definitely isn't a pleasant one lol.