ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
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BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.
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Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
no more money for cocaine! only ethylphenidate. hmmm. do i save the cocaine for a bit later, do some ethyl now, or finish up the caine and then do the ethyl?
or i could drink more wine. either way.
wish i hadn't taken that stupid diazepam. stupid costicondritis. makes me think i'm suffering vasoconstriction when actually my chest wall is just irritated. the naproxen wore off, but i don't want to take another with booze. damn these stupid interactions.
aha! i left a line of cocaine downstairs. why on earth i did that i have no idea. but really, I'm in a pickle. ethylphenidate now or later? it's essentially: destroy my mucus membranes now or later.... the choice is... yours/mine?
or i could drink more wine. either way.
wish i hadn't taken that stupid diazepam. stupid costicondritis. makes me think i'm suffering vasoconstriction when actually my chest wall is just irritated. the naproxen wore off, but i don't want to take another with booze. damn these stupid interactions.
aha! i left a line of cocaine downstairs. why on earth i did that i have no idea. but really, I'm in a pickle. ethylphenidate now or later? it's essentially: destroy my mucus membranes now or later.... the choice is... yours/mine?
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ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
imho stick with the eph for now and save the coke + wine for later so when the coke wears off you can drink some more wine and get some sleep 
(I'm saying this because it's 3.30 a.m. here lol)
OR skip the eph altogheter lol
beware with coke + alcohol tho, it's more cardiotoxic than coke alone.
P.S. did you notice that we both have pikachu in our avatars? lol
(I'm saying this because it's 3.30 a.m. here lol)
OR skip the eph altogheter lol
beware with coke + alcohol tho, it's more cardiotoxic than coke alone.
P.S. did you notice that we both have pikachu in our avatars? lol
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
No worries, I was gone when you joined & didn't start posting until March of last year
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
eh, i got diazepam for the comedown.
it's 2:30am here and there's thunder and lightning outside. dang. wish i had more kyaine.
okay, i'm gonna switch over to eph now. get ready nose for some intense burning!
as for the cardiotoxicity... i honestly don't believe in that crap. so many studies contradict one another. just annoying.
hah nope i didn't actually. but i do love my pika pika. he's the best! apart from yours is more trippy. mine is in motion!
it's 2:30am here and there's thunder and lightning outside. dang. wish i had more kyaine.
okay, i'm gonna switch over to eph now. get ready nose for some intense burning!
as for the cardiotoxicity... i honestly don't believe in that crap. so many studies contradict one another. just annoying.
hah nope i didn't actually. but i do love my pika pika. he's the best! apart from yours is more trippy. mine is in motion!
ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
where you from? UK I suppose.
it was raining here too like one hour ago, with thunders and shit, been raining for like 3 days actually
and yes, pikachu is the cutest! and pokemon is one of the best games ever made period.
it was raining here too like one hour ago, with thunders and shit, been raining for like 3 days actually
and yes, pikachu is the cutest! and pokemon is one of the best games ever made period.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
yah i am from the UK, and yourself? how did you get that super fancy title of BL ambassador?
i am a nocturnal creature. i tend to stay awake in the darkness with my air conditioning on full blast, doing weird things. tonight i thought i'd have a relatively normal night, blue light counts right?
pikachu most certainly is the cutest. and the best. THUNDER BOLT! he's probably what's causing all this damn thunder.
lol i highly misinterpreted my alcohol supply. there was about a sip of wine left. damn.
i am a nocturnal creature. i tend to stay awake in the darkness with my air conditioning on full blast, doing weird things. tonight i thought i'd have a relatively normal night, blue light counts right?
pikachu most certainly is the cutest. and the best. THUNDER BOLT! he's probably what's causing all this damn thunder.
lol i highly misinterpreted my alcohol supply. there was about a sip of wine left. damn.
ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
I'm from Verona, Italy (Romeo and Juliet you know)
I don't know man, and admin sent me a PM one day asking me if I wanted to do it and here I am. gotta welcome the noobs ha
lol I've got tons of alchy around here but would love to have some valiummm, hehehe
I don't know man, and admin sent me a PM one day asking me if I wanted to do it and here I am. gotta welcome the noobs ha
lol I've got tons of alchy around here but would love to have some valiummm, hehehe
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
well, care to swap? i've run out of wine. i have plenty of valium but don't want to sleep. i want a cigarette too, but that means turning off the air conditioning and shit. god, first world fucking problems eh. i feel kinda tired but i know thats the alcohol talking, along with the valium i took earlier because i thought it would help my stupid costocondritis.
ergh.
well, i used to be a mod here, but nobody gave me crew status. i feel kinda left out. boohoo
ergh.
well, i used to be a mod here, but nobody gave me crew status. i feel kinda left out. boohoo
ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
ha, I've got a shitload of wine bottles (and not some cheap ass wine mind you) and plenty of cigs too! I'd be very glad to share %)
what did you mod, BDD? and what the heck is costocondritis?
what did you mod, BDD? and what the heck is costocondritis?
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
ahhh, i used to have a lot of wine, but that has all disappeared. it was very nice wine too. i enjoyed it thoroughly. how i wish i had more. i have cigarettes, don't worry in that department! if only we could teleport in some manner. do some kind of trade. i'd be happy. or more sleepy. not sure.
yeah i used to mod bdd for a little while before i essentially disappeared into thin air.
constocondritis. stupid inflammation of my chest wall that makes me think i'm having a heart attack when I'm not. it's the most irritating thing ever, and i need to take an ibuprofen, but that doesn't mix well with all the booze in my stomach.
fuck it. i'm going to have a cigarette with the aircon on.
that cigarette was not as enjoyable as i imagined.. damn this room.
need moar stimulants! hmm.... ethylphenidate oral?
yeah i used to mod bdd for a little while before i essentially disappeared into thin air.
constocondritis. stupid inflammation of my chest wall that makes me think i'm having a heart attack when I'm not. it's the most irritating thing ever, and i need to take an ibuprofen, but that doesn't mix well with all the booze in my stomach.
fuck it. i'm going to have a cigarette with the aircon on.
that cigarette was not as enjoyable as i imagined.. damn this room.
need moar stimulants! hmm.... ethylphenidate oral?
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ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
ah yeah how neat would it be, to teleport all the stuff I have to your place so we can have some fun! (it's fucking boring here 
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I also have some xanax and a bit of 5-Meo-Dalt, not the best shit but last time I did 5-Meo + alcohol and xanax it wasn't bad! it was actually pretty nice.
do you also experience back pain and accelerated heartbeat? a friend of mine suffers from chest pains and such but still hasn't a diagnosis, maybe he has that one who knows.
edit: I really gotta sleep now, I'm so tired.
g'night BL
)I also have some xanax and a bit of 5-Meo-Dalt, not the best shit but last time I did 5-Meo + alcohol and xanax it wasn't bad! it was actually pretty nice.
do you also experience back pain and accelerated heartbeat? a friend of mine suffers from chest pains and such but still hasn't a diagnosis, maybe he has that one who knows.
edit: I really gotta sleep now, I'm so tired.
g'night BL
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Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
indeed. we need to go on an adventure. i love 5-meo-dalt. it's like psychedelic crack!
i get the accelerated heart beat of course, but not the back pain. i just get this stupid pain down the left side of my chest that is a little worrying at times, but in reality it's just because its inflamed from all the fast heart beating or some shit. i dunno. all i know it sucks and can ruin a stim high. as the night goes on i get less tired as the alcohol wears off - which is a result!
well, good night bud. keep in touch!
i get the accelerated heart beat of course, but not the back pain. i just get this stupid pain down the left side of my chest that is a little worrying at times, but in reality it's just because its inflamed from all the fast heart beating or some shit. i dunno. all i know it sucks and can ruin a stim high. as the night goes on i get less tired as the alcohol wears off - which is a result!
well, good night bud. keep in touch!
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Eh, ended up passing out last night (I think?) I did a line of ethylphedinate and was hit with a huge wave of euphoria. Was pretty damn intense, frankly the body rush is amazing. Takes a while to set in though, even insufflated, takes about 15 mins or so before you're buzzing. Perhaps what I have isn't actually ethylphedinate either as I've just done some now and it numbed my mouth and gums. Whatever the hell is in this bag is beautiful. Just noticing the colour enhancement it's giving me too!! Really under appreciated chemical in my opinion, dunno how some people don't like it.
Though i'm a different kind of beast when it comes to these types of drugs. When I have ritalin i FIEND it worse than any other drug in the world. I remember having those 56mg concerta's one evening - i ended up chewing around 10 of them in about 3-4 hours just to keep that super intense manic high going - frankly it's one of the most intense, euphoric and amazing high's I've ever experienced. Boy i regretted it later on when I was "coming down". Luckily i'd eaten all the ritalin so i couldn't take more, or i easily would have, but i had no crash cure apart from promethazine and a couple of xanax. Yeah, i didn't sleep for the next 12 hours with my heart pounding out my chest. So completely worth it though.
I'm starting to get that same kind of fiendishness at the moment with the ethylphenidate. I really want to redose - I know it takes about 15 minutes to come up, but the body high wears off quite fast, much like my good old friend ritalin, and you're left with the super focused mind and the peripheral stimulation. I'm kind of scared for when i receive my bag of MDPV, a-PvP and a-PhP frankly, because if they are as moorish as people say they are..... Well I'm certainly in for a ride.
Though i'm a different kind of beast when it comes to these types of drugs. When I have ritalin i FIEND it worse than any other drug in the world. I remember having those 56mg concerta's one evening - i ended up chewing around 10 of them in about 3-4 hours just to keep that super intense manic high going - frankly it's one of the most intense, euphoric and amazing high's I've ever experienced. Boy i regretted it later on when I was "coming down". Luckily i'd eaten all the ritalin so i couldn't take more, or i easily would have, but i had no crash cure apart from promethazine and a couple of xanax. Yeah, i didn't sleep for the next 12 hours with my heart pounding out my chest. So completely worth it though.
I'm starting to get that same kind of fiendishness at the moment with the ethylphenidate. I really want to redose - I know it takes about 15 minutes to come up, but the body high wears off quite fast, much like my good old friend ritalin, and you're left with the super focused mind and the peripheral stimulation. I'm kind of scared for when i receive my bag of MDPV, a-PvP and a-PhP frankly, because if they are as moorish as people say they are..... Well I'm certainly in for a ride.
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Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Glad to hear you enjoyed
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Aye, twas good in the end, had a good evening, just this goddamn costocondritis bugs the living hell out of me. Just taken a naproxen to stop it from bothering me again, but it wears off so quickly (or well it feels like it does in comparison to the devilish amount of stimulants i seem to consume).
No alcohol tonight. Just going to test out the ethyl tonight and then hit the diazepam hard when i want to sleep if i need it.
No alcohol tonight. Just going to test out the ethyl tonight and then hit the diazepam hard when i want to sleep if i need it.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Sounds like a plan.
All I have at my disposal is shatter.
All I have at my disposal is shatter.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
WOWZA! and there goes another line that i eyeballed up the nose. damn this stuff is nasty for the nose. not as nasty as ambien aka zolpidem though. that stuff quite literally created a hole in my nose. as each minute passes the chest pains lessen thanks to my wonderful naproxen, and the body buzz is coming on again. this stuff is like ritalin on crack. how in jesus's name is this stuff legal and ritalin is a controlled substance? i shall never understand the stupid government and it's laws on drugs. be it the US or the UK, they clearly have no fucking clue what they're doing. this stuff has been around since 2010 for christs sake.
i have no idea what to compare this substance to. it's definitely not like cocaine but it has some of the elements associated with cocaine attributed to it. cocaine is much calmer in a sense - i wouldn't be able to sit here typing this unless i'd drunk alcohol and done cocaine as the coke high is more "together" so to speak - but in a very different way. cocaine and alcohol is another story, but on its own i don't find myself very social or chatty whatsoever - i feel quite the opposite, i could quite literally sink into the sofa and watch mind numbing TV, but at this moment in time i feel as if i have to do something somewhat productive or talk to someone. the moorishness is quite profound though. and considering i don't have scales i have absolutely no idea what dose i'm taking each time i bump - all i know is that its less than i bumped last night as my eyes were literally burning when i took that line.
shatter wax. eh. i'd trade some for something. some weed might be quite nice now. the colour enhancement is quite pleasant although i think the weed would send my heart racing even faster (i know it's not that much of an issue, just this damn chest wall inflammation).
oh my.... i feel like heaven. perhaps this isn't ethylphenidate judging by what people have written about it, because each bump just boosts the body high more and more and music is orgasmic. it essentially feels like my old combo. oxycontin, dextroamphetamine and meprobamate. FUCK.
i have no idea what to compare this substance to. it's definitely not like cocaine but it has some of the elements associated with cocaine attributed to it. cocaine is much calmer in a sense - i wouldn't be able to sit here typing this unless i'd drunk alcohol and done cocaine as the coke high is more "together" so to speak - but in a very different way. cocaine and alcohol is another story, but on its own i don't find myself very social or chatty whatsoever - i feel quite the opposite, i could quite literally sink into the sofa and watch mind numbing TV, but at this moment in time i feel as if i have to do something somewhat productive or talk to someone. the moorishness is quite profound though. and considering i don't have scales i have absolutely no idea what dose i'm taking each time i bump - all i know is that its less than i bumped last night as my eyes were literally burning when i took that line.
shatter wax. eh. i'd trade some for something. some weed might be quite nice now. the colour enhancement is quite pleasant although i think the weed would send my heart racing even faster (i know it's not that much of an issue, just this damn chest wall inflammation).
oh my.... i feel like heaven. perhaps this isn't ethylphenidate judging by what people have written about it, because each bump just boosts the body high more and more and music is orgasmic. it essentially feels like my old combo. oxycontin, dextroamphetamine and meprobamate. FUCK.
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Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
If you want crew status, there's a post in BoBL or summat you report & ask for it
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
eh, those who remember me will remember me, those who don't well... i must not have been that interesting.
just been writing a post about opiate induced constipation... god i am so happy i don't suffer from that anymore.
ethylphenidate is lovely at the moment. strangely felt a little bit groggy in my eyes after my last line an hour ago and that hasn't worn off. i still feel very mentally stimulated and the body rush is still as lovely as ever. meh.
just been writing a post about opiate induced constipation... god i am so happy i don't suffer from that anymore.
ethylphenidate is lovely at the moment. strangely felt a little bit groggy in my eyes after my last line an hour ago and that hasn't worn off. i still feel very mentally stimulated and the body rush is still as lovely as ever. meh.