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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Ah the classic full inbox, had to clear some myself awhile back >.>

Just another day in the south, had to pick up a friend from the airport (can't get away from that damn place). Smoking bowls and nursing a full stomach, spent the afternoon cleaning/cooking shrimp and fucking around.

A bit of MXE on top again, almost out of my stash. Thinking about popping what's left in the cap on a good night and having one last good dose with it. Looking to stock up on something for a trip to the beach (most likely shrooms >)). Looking forward to a trip to/on the beach and this tropical storm that might head our way.

@Smoke: I know its hard to kick just try and stick with it. You sound like me, just begin fed up with the whole life style and all. Try to get away from that social circle, its done wonders for me. I love my friends but its hard to be around them sometimes, know what I mean?
 
this thread is now open again. please read the linked post by bronson in the post above mines in order not to repeat an elongated closure like the last time around.

enjoy.

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Awesome, BDD social is back!

I did read the note attached to Bronson's post, so maybe we should clarify before we get started...what are we supposed to discuss in here?

^^and fuck yeah, I'd be so addicted to heroin for $5/oz. I'm a little confused as to the dosing they mention though, is that supposed to be 1/48-1/24 of a grain? (which would only be 1.5-3mg) Or is it somehow 48-24 grains? (24 grains is over 1.5 grams) I'm just kinda confused, the appropriate oral starting dose of heroin would have been about 1/8-1/4 grain I would think (8-16mg).
 
^^ok still. For an ounce ill take that price all day ;)

I just can't wrap my mind around going into the pharmacy and ordering an ounce of heroin
 
Pretty fucking good. High as shit on my first dab on the day, some nugrun Kosher Kosh x Tangie that's delicious. Very expansive, always leaves me gasping for breath. Also took some oxy like an hour ago, so it's kicking in nicely. First IR of the day (somehow taking a Contin still lets me get that first dose of the day feeling from an IR later).

Happy it's the fucking weekend. Came home to work from home this afternoon and it turned out my boss hadn't given me all the information I needed to do what he asked me, so I basically got the afternoon off. I'll have to do it tomorrow, but it won't take long.

Also got some consulting work outside of my normal job, which is really cool. I just met this couple but we clicked right away, they just liked my energy, and my story matched the husband's really well, so it was just serendipitous. Now they had some work that I'm versed in, so I get to help them out with some regulatory submissions and state paperwork (more interesting than it sounds, but I'm gonna get paid anyway, haha). Just a really great opportunity, I'm excited to see what it all turns into. More and more things in my life seem to just be working out in really serendipitous ways, which makes me feel really good about life--in that vein, going to see an apt in the lbc this evening, which might turn out to be another lucky catch.
 
Nice, dude, glad to see shit's going well your way. I just tried some Candy Kush wax this past week that was delicious.


I got a 7 day vacation from work, which is kinda cool, but two of those days are from me getting sent home because I hadn't returned my company's phonecalls (wtf). I'll find out what that's about tomorrow, but at least I made the most of my weekend off.
 
Hope everyone's having a good weekend. Since I can't drink, I decided to give etilaam a try. Moderation is a challenge with the urge to re-dose.
 
Etizolam's gr8, but it doesn't last near long enough. I think I might finish off the shatter & try to get some claim l8r, but we shall see. I mostly just want to nap.


Bob Loblaw said:
I got a 7 day vacation from work, which is kinda cool, but two of those days are from me getting sent home because I hadn't returned my company's phonecalls (wtf). I'll find out what that's about tomorrow, but at least I made the most of my weekend off.
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Now I have a permanent vacation from work lol. No idea what happened, but HR decided my temp career at the plant was over.
 
Bdd social is open again1?!?!?!

shit man this place was my number 1 hangout spot. so so happy to see it open again.

i think my ego just became even more inflated. cocaine helps too.

LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED AGAN!

or not?
 
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Bob Loblaw said:
Etizolam's gr8, but it doesn't last near long enough. I think I might finish off the shatter & try to get some claim l8r, but we shall see. I mostly just want to nap.




Now I have a permanent vacation from work lol. No idea what happened, but HR decided my temp career at the plant was over.
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i just quit my job but i was gonna get fired anyway. now im eating benzos and opiates till my bed in detox opens this week or monday of next week and its 2 weeks there then like another year in rehab. life is a little fucked atm.
 
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