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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Yeah i heard about your scare because of that low life pieve of shit. Im so glad you passed it bro.

I think you got the right plan of action in the meantimr as well dude. Real smart move :D

of coutse the advice im gonna give you bout the dealer calls is to ignore and pass them up as much as possible. Hes obviously trying to push it onto you.

Maybe give him a heads up youre takiing a break and youd appreciate if he didnt calln

best of luck eithervway. You got the will power my man!
 
so here's some harm reduction: don't owe me money then narc on my ass ;).

I'm trying to ignore him & if he keeps contacting me, then I'll be up front with him.
 
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EDIT: Fuck BL timeoutzzzz. yes I soon find out <snip--don't post that, Kirby> w. I am done being a doormat ;).


EDITZ x2 (where's the mephedrone circa 2009????): I had to pack up all his belongings today & he left a bunch of clothes. I just pissed on a pair of his dress pants =D.
 
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i dont know why everone else has been complaining of BL server problems the last few days cause i havent experienced it apart from the shit going back the few weeks prior.

just play it smart with that dude by avoiding physical cobfrontation so you dony end up facing possiblr charges pber sich a piece of shit.

youll figure out a perfect little plan of revenge with dat brain of yours :)
 
'Cos getting locked out of BL suxxxxxxx.


Heheheeee, ohhh yes, I'll get him good when his number comes up :). Give it about 2 weeks (he's stupid as fuck), then bazoingo, time to pounce like a mama cheat needs meat for 3 of her baby cubs...
 
lol it does.

i just found me an aim app so i should, thats a big should, be on soonish...

...if i dont bod out.

ive terrible self control n ate 25ng more oxy aftervthe last 25mg val undervthy tobgue lol. my oxy irs are expendabke so its not much of a worry to me tearing through them.
 
Haha yes, no one rly wants to fuck with a big man, but the small types are unpredictable... Hopefully in a few months I'll have some more size to my frame, but I'm a hardgainer & work 12hr shifts, so it's hard for me to put on size #__#

Ahh lucky fucker, I'd kill for some opiates. but I don't think my man will be up for at least 4-6 more hours. Let's hope so anyway :|.
 
Lol at pissin on his clothes, he deserves it. And bob, how do you get away with drinking in a half way house, I'd be nervous. To nerve racking being in one if those places and getting all fucked up.

Gonna have a lot of drugs after work. Should be fun. Also got a $700 check coming my way :)

Gotta get through this work shift. Come on 2:30
 
Hehe =D all you have to do is two things:

1) Know how you will react to drugs.
2) Know how your housemates will act.

When you have mastered that, the world is yours!

Niiice man, if you need help spending that $700, PM me & I'll give you MoneyGram info; I repay people, I swearrrr.
 
i had great luck getting my meds refilled today. all that was due was my oxynorm.

but cause my drvhad been on holidays and having another dr in the practice fuckedvthe dates n shit n had my doc confused. si also walked out with an 8 ball of morphine and box of 250mg valium a week early thus leaving me a weeks worth of 'free to be used n abused' at my will morphine n valium. part reason why i gave dad 50mg valium to help him with current sleep troubles.

im such a loving caring and giving son.

and yay! my widdle doggy has jumped into bed with me for her nightly cuddles <3

heu smokey youre on my aim too! but youre not signed in atm though right?
 
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before i answer - what are your plans mr mass.d.baiter?!

well the days just started here realky being 0100hrs.

im high as shit though my morning fix has obky been coffee cigs andca coupile bongs.

if i do decide to get some sleep soon or at all ill wake up to a normal dose of my.valium n spike myself with a shot of morphine.

then dad and i are going to clean some junk off our property via a few dump runs. sounds like fun huh?
 
My plans today? I'm going to go paint a house with my housemate and make some $$ then take a beautiful girl out to the dinner and then probably chill on the beach. Pretty solid day imho. How about yourself? I love cape cod.

Do whippets count as a relapse ha i'm craving them
 
ah sounds like a busy day. ive done a fair bit of painting for an old friends dads painting business as well as other jobs for people renovating. its a nice cruisy job but all the skirting boards along the floors and archetraves to some degree which really start to do a number on my back.

i normally have a small hit of morph and eat a small dose of valium so i can work in a functioning manner. once all the cutting in is done its a piece off piss with the rollers and takes no time.

hopefully ill get some sleep soon or just see the night through (dads brewing coffee now) and do a dump run or two after we clean up some of the shit throughout our property.

otherwise just chillin like a villain and continue my bender with my extra pills :P :D
 
whaddup social fags?
I'm at work and get off in a hour and a half then ill be going to pick up a little bit o weed.
I do have question that I woul appreciate an answer too if anybody would be so kind?
so I'm accepting the fact that I need some help for my metal problems. (add, depression and anxiety) and I want to finally get help for it. what's the best way to go about doing it? I do t really care for talking for 4 years to a shrink. I know the only thing that is gonna help is medicine. (no I'm not seeking any drugs I just want to regulate my mental issues.)
so should I just go to a doctor and tell them my issues or what? what's the best option to go about doing this so I can get medicine to save myself from my own self I guess.
any answers,help, or advice would be so greatly appreciated! I'm jus trying to get my life on track and this is what's been holding me back. I appreciate the answers in advance.
 
yep. talk to your doctor and they should be able to refer you to your choice between a psychologist or psychiatrist.

you can also make your own appointments, though i would recommend getting feedback/reviews on possible candidates.
 
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