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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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Shit, I can't use Escape anymore, Cloudy! I'll be glad to play under this name though ;)

Just dosed 2mgs of some left over Suboxone I had. That reminds me, I took fucking #15 8mg strips (in the legit script bottle) into the rehab I just left, expecting that they'd be detoxing me with them. Instead, they give me the 2mg strips they already have at the place and just decided to keep my 8mg strips and not give them back?... Probably just snatched em' to put in their own stock and saved money by giving them to patients there that weren't planning to do an inpatient taper of the Suboxone for one reason or another. Cheap bastards.

I'm glad I got over my dependency on Suboxone and now I can actually catch somewhat of a warm, semi-euphoric buzz. The withdrawals were so fucking drawn out, but physically easier than I thought. I'm gonna go smoke a cig though.

How's everybody been? lou, laC, tentram, Cloudy, Hiltoniano..?
 
Doing good man, I'm studying for my lab practical and smoking weed all day, can't complain :)

Why can't you use escape?
 
I'm def doing good, Omw back from my hometown and family to my current home and uni. Smoked some chronic today, will consume Kratom and alprazolam tonight as well. Just had the dankest Italian food ever in a city on the way home. Gotta love long drives and fat blunts eh :P
 
Hey Bald Drug Dealers

Dug a little bit, preparing a vegetable garden for the upcoming spring.
Had a delicious dinner.

Just took a small bump of speed. Going to work on music until my determination and creativity fades.
 
^nice what are you going to plant?

speed is always good, i wish i could get some amphetamines.
 
Probably some jalapeno peppers, habaneros, tomatoes, I really want to plant a watermelon. (Insert racism here)
 
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yumm sounds delicious!!!

imm soo fucking high off this dank weeds i bought..., i really ewant some amohetamines, i have had amps 2 times in the past 6 months.
 
Copped the kava at a local head shop. It's legit kava root... for once, I actually got a strong, relaxing kava effect that people are always talking about. I also noticed, I didn't wanna' stop talking. Conversation came easy and felt good. Felt light muscle-relaxant effects and actually got tired and started yawning as well.

Just bashed on some Panera, good shit. Decided to blow off my plans with this girl, probably just gonna dose a little bupe and gabapentin. I hope this new therapist gives me a new script of ambien. I miss my weird nights with the Ambien 10mg IR's lol.

*EDIT: Finally remembered my password to shit, I think I like my other name better though ha
 
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Last night was interesting, I could help but indulge if though I'm supposed to be staying clean...

Consumed 6mgs of xanax last night, and without a tolerance shiiiit I was feelin' great. Motivated me to go get a tenth of molly and a hit of some STRONG Lucy. I was too faded off the xanax, I feel asleep before I even let the LSD kick in. I woke up seeing visuals on my ceiling, sad I had missed the entire intensity of the trip :(
 
Hi guys. Had a 50mg MDPV session yesterday, it was cool.

Plus some MAM-2201 and some UR-144 ;)
 
Fuck it. I don't care if my parents kick my ass out anymore. My pops flushed all my xanax; the one thing I had keeping me sane and calm, especially trying to live sober for my parents when in reality I'm being forced to be somebody I'm not. I'm going to the city to score some dope and take a big fucking shot. If I'm on the streets than so be it. There's nothing in my life worth staying sober for. I love my family, but I can't love this world. Sorry to kill the mood guizeeee
 
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you woulda been hoppin' and a poppin', lou;) how did the MAM-2201 and UR-144 help out with the come down? worth while in combination? rationally of course:D
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Hi tentram :)

Yeah, they made a great cushion for the peevee comedown. I'm still banging %)
 
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