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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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excuses, they're like assholes and everyone's got one. co-dependency isn't a good thing cane, you of all people should know this. you have me worried, man. if i were fizzle i'd be having you cut down on the sexy time to get your 8 hours and drop the excuses, having you walk your fat ass to and fro.

i might be having to catch a barge to work before too long. not long until my system will be cleared of weed and i should be racking in the big dough out construction on a gas plant. then count down till june and going vagrant style.
 
You fucked up the saying...

It's "excuses are like asshole, everyone's got one and they all stink."

asshat...
 
Well this is probably goodbye for 2 months, I'm off to check out the world that isn't bluelight for 2 months, for charity too, I wont be logging in at all, so I wont be posting or lurking either.

I hope I come back with a better appreciation for life and for bluelight, hell I might not even come back at all, who knows. For now though it's see you later and not goodbye.

<3
 
Good luck mugz!

@tentram

It was...bearable? lol

Was in too much pain to wanna drink for most of the day, didn't go out that night (though agoraphobia would have probably made the day worse), couldn't cop ANYTHING, and then when I was able to find some measly vicodin (and I was only gonna get a dose of 50-60mg) ended up getting jacked. Goddamned south side.

Did finally end up at a friends house and had about...prolly 9 shots of gin? Enough to get a decent buzz, but not enough to have me puking in the bathroom. Also smoked (weed) that night and didn't freak the fuck out, so that's always a plus lol.

I did however binge for the next 2 nights killing the handle I started on on my birthday and nearly killing a fifth as well, blacking out and going into coma those nights lol...

So...shitty b-day...but bearable...
 
Wow... Just got out of rehab for heroin. Was only in there for 18 long fucking days, felt like an eternity. Now to live at my parent's place I have to drop clean. How the fuck do you guys stay sober?... for those that do hah.
 
*Nevermind found some 80 prf, I couldn't take the fucking boredom. I have some bupe stashed somewhere, but I just finally detoxed off opi's and bupe, it was hell, but I feel better.
 
Boredom is too good of an excuse to use when you use. Its like, 'I dont have anything else to do, why not some drugs then?' damn the idle mind.
 
whats up guys! h ows it going hilt, cane, escape, opium, tentram, jktm, token, ect...

im cooking BBQ pork sandwhiches right now, i forgot how much i love cooking1!! its going to be soooooooooooooooo good! yummm
 
omggg it was soooooooo faking good!! i had 2 whiskey drinks and ciggs and i feel happy!

id really wish i had weeds, but meh!!!
 
laCster said:
whats up guys! h ows it going hilt, cane, escape, opium, tentram, jktm, token, ect...

im cooking BBQ pork sandwhiches right now, i forgot how much i love cooking1!! its going to be soooooooooooooooo good! yummm
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just devoured me a massive bowl of satay chicken stir-fry compliments the . it went down a treat after a lovely shot of morphine and decent dose of valium.

time to chain smoke and hook into an energy drink. will have to wait for dinner to settle before hooking into some ice-cream, custard and berries:)
 
hookah time in the dungeon - i know i've posted this everywhere possible. i just LOVE this piece of awesomeness.

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tentram said:
hookah time in the dungeon - i know i've posted this everywhere possible. i just LOVE this piece of awesomeness.

NSFW:
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Dude hookahs turn every room into a dungeon.

It's like being a persian gangster. Without worrying about Indiana Jones kicking your door in.
 
i know, man. it really characterises the place. it's where i shoot all my drugs for the most part so it's fit in so well. soon i'll be hanging rasta posters all over the walls and that shiznit. just need to get a few of the social ladies to start hanging out in here with us all. ya'll are invited. just bring your own mouthpiece, that's the one thing my friend didn't leave with me and understandably so - as i'm not passing it around in a big group.

pegasus should be able to give me some good pointers on how to dress it up, seeing he's got persian blood.
 
tentram said:
just devoured me a massive bowl of satay chicken stir-fry compliments the . it went down a treat after a lovely shot of morphine and decent dose of valium.

time to chain smoke and hook into an energy drink. will have to wait for dinner to settle before hooking into some ice-cream, custard and berries:)
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Yumm that is making me so hungry, I am eating cheesy broccoli and chicken called chicken divan

Oh yah I'm cumming over tonight , don't got my own mouth piece and I am an addict so if we use the same mouth piece you will catch my addiction
Amiright or amiright
 
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