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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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I appreciate! :D

Tonight is now for me, was watching some solar eclipse stream but the clouds are fucking it up, it should be a total eclipse in 20 minutes so hopefully the clouds will have gone by then, doubt it, the clouds grew a lot.

Tonight I'll just be eating junk food, a bit of benzos and going to bed, not gonna get alcohol. My dad's got a bottle of gin in the cupboards but I don't want to open it.
 
mugz..

i'm super-glad you appreciate me, because it's going to obviously
be up to the 2 of us to keep the social going.

i come back to bdd..
then,
no lou.
no nt.

coincidence?
 
this lou is asleep, nt is probably studying or something. I'm here because of insomnia. I keep thinking I should be productive with the insomnia and answer some of the posts in the forum rather than just post in social threads. I used to enjoy answering and replying to BDD posts but now I've regressed to social threads only.

It is just a coincidence, they will be back too, just not right now.

I made a blog today, I'm gonna take a pic of myself every day for 20 years and then make youtube videos from it as it is coming along. I hope I can keep it going for 20 years, it will be quite some transformation.

Here is the first pic http://dailymugz.wordpress.com/

I've also decided to write a book detailing my bluelight history, if only there weren't so many prunes in the past I could fill it with so many more stories than are available to search for now, I remember quite a bit of the past mugz, the pruned mugz so will have to do a lot of it from my memory which is fading fast.




So what are you up to tonight token, it must be night now?
 
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this lou is asleep, nt is probably studying or something. I'm here because of insomnia. I keep thinking I should be productive with the insomnia and answer some of the posts in the forum rather than just post in social threads. I used to enjoy answering and replying to BDD posts but now I've regressed to social threads only.

It is just a coincidence, they will be back too, just not right now.

I made a blog today, I'm gonna take a pic of myself every day for 20 years and then make youtube videos from it as it is coming along. I hope I can keep it going for 20 years, it will be quite some transformation.

Here is the first pic http://dailymugz.wordpress.com/

I've also decided to write a book detailing my bluelight history, if only there weren't so many prunes in the past I could fill it with so many more stories than are available to search for now, I remember quite a bit of the past mugz, the pruned mugz so will have to do a lot of it from my memory which is fading fast.




So what are you up to tonight token, it must be night now?
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it is night now.
what am i up to?
there's green stuff in this pipe in my hand!
also-youtube is my god.
other good stuff, too. ;)


i don't need lou or nt.
:)

GL & GN. <3
 
Hey LaCster, the day is good so far, eggs are on the horizon, I'm hungry and needs some eggs. I'm surprised to be awake after being up past 4am last night with insomnia, that last capfull of phenazepam seems to have sent me to sleep. I wish I'd have more sleep though but I'm glad I'm up before 10am :)

How goes it with you?
 
hello token, I'm cooking at the moment, cottage pie :) yum yum, first time I've tried cooking a pie in a long time though so I hope it turns out alright, lol.

Hope your cold goes away soon.
 
^dude, seriously, that's a good thing.

aren't you trying to get off the shit? come on man, you're going to have another episode soon and come crying to us all and it's going to be the same thing over again.

do you think your dad would be happy knowing you're using drugs under his roof under the guise you're there to get clean?

seriously, get a grip, bro.

i mean this in the most sincere way possible. you need a break.
 
I'm on an enforced break right now, just my benzos and I don't count those as real drugs. It was a good thing I didn't do the 4ACODMT yesterday as I wouldn't have made the pie but it was still fucking annoying that my only two doses of it have disappeared into the ether, there is room for a little use in recovery.
 
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^ not the way you use. You just keep making excuses and pushing it further. What has to happen for you to finally say,"enough"?

Honestly, man, what will it take?
 
2 small doses of 4-aco-dmt wasn't going to be a massive problem cane, and you know that. I'm not making any excuses or pushing anything backwards, I'm taking the steps, just with other things happening in the middle and it's working out for me so far, I'm getting better slowly and my use has dropped a fucking lot too.

I need to make a doctors appointment today so I can get off the phenazepam and etizolam and get back on a prescribed benzo taper.
 
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