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Whipped Dream said:
How does it compare to Opies? What's the appeal?
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Opies are my drug of choice, but carisoprodol really doesn't give me similar effects at all. There is some euphoria (especially shortly after dosing) but I'd compare it to the euphoria and positive effects from ethanol. No hangover or anything, which is nice.

On high doses (which I take at bedtime anyway) it just makes me spontaneously black out without warning, like I've been in the middle of typing a sentence on my laptop and woken up the next morning with it still unfinished!

It does have a pretty rough discontinuation syndrome (similar to benzodiazepines) if you develop a dependence.
 
Swerlz said:
wow you are like the only other person to list your location SoFlo besides me

copycat:|
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lol ok, well um, ive never seen you on here (i dont think), so i put SoFlo on my own lol, but im sorry? i guess lol..

This mod application discussion has kinda just turned into a random discussion lol. i think being a mod would be pretty cool, because i love helping people use their drugs responsibly, and help them from harming themselves, or others. Or just to make their life easier, or better. Ive already talked to a few people about heroin, and have successfully changed their minds. Nothing is better than going through all the hell that comes with heroin addiction, getting over it and becoming sober (off H), and then talking people out of doing heroin. ive had several people come to me asking "what is heroin like, im going to try it this weekend", and after a few of my stories, they respond with a "wow, that happened to you? damn man, fuck that i aint going near it."
just hope all works out well, and hey if not- theres always next time!
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In my opinion the idea isn't to talk the person out of not trying a drug because I've had a bad experience but to educate them about it and let them make their own decision. I became horribly addicted to opiates also but I never talk someone out of trying opiates when they ask me about them. I will let them know what happened to me but never tell them "don't do it". I'll warn them and tell them about the possible hell but still answer any questions they have about it because I know if someone is dead set on it they are going to do it anyway and best they know what they are doing. Maybe they will still be able to enjoy them without making the mistake that I did, therefor at least having the experience. That's just how I go about it. I never talk someone out of trying a drug...but let them know the dangers.
 
^^ exactly. i dont talk them out of it, or tell them not to do it- they make that decision themselves. i just tell them what ive been through, the possible risks of using the substance, and all the necessary information about the substance. they make the decision all themselves. thats why i said it feels so good, knowing that you have informed somebody so they make a good decision. nobody told me anything about H when i first did it, and it ruined a good part of my life. i always say, i give help and assistance, without judging anybody or throwing in my personal opinions, i tell the truth and honost information so you have the knowledge to make your own decision, responsibly. i usually tell everyone that comes to me with a question, that drugs arent bad, but you cant make a irresponsible decision that leads to a bad situation. drugs can be good when used responsibly. i also told people that i take oxys daily, and opiates are my favorite drug, then i go on to tell them how heroin ruined my life, what it feels like, etc etc. i never tell anybody NOT to do any drug, i love drugs. i just try to tell them to think responsibly, and think about the risks and possibilities of using.
 
Originally Posted by StaySedated
not yet, the amphetamines are still going strong and i'm going to see how i can keep this up before things get messy.

then i'll put myself in a oxycodone, temazepam, and booze induced stupor and when i'm ready to go nighty-night i'll take some Ambien or Seroquel.
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For what it's worth, Seroquel would be the way to go, that way you'll sleep for about as long as you were up on the amphetamines in the first place. Win-win.
 
Seroquel is almost too effective for the job, but if you're coming off a binge, I think it's perfect.

It also has very powerful H1 activity, so think of it as a dopamine antagonist plus eating a lot of Benadryl. You're already asleep before you think about it.
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
For what it's worth, Seroquel would be the way to go, that way you'll sleep for about as long as you were up on the amphetamines in the first place. Win-win.
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*shudder* Seroquel is the worst drug I have ever taken, hands down. Couldn't sleep, dozed off for 3 hours with the worst nightmares I could have, and the rest of the time couldn't keep my eyes open or move outta bed but couldn't sleep either, and since it was XR, I had to cancel an appointment in the morning because I couldn't even walk, nevermind drive. The the doctor bitched at me for not taking it daily, and I handed her back her free samples and said NO, I'm not taking it, end of story. I can't take codeine or ambien either. Damn paradoxical/just plain bad reactions keep me out of some drug-troubles at least.

For tonight? Yummy benzos, some opiates, an ice pack for a while and then a heating pad. Fuck my extruded lumbar disc so much. I'll toss pot on later so at least I can get high...when you're actually in awful pain, I find that benzos and opiates don't have any euphoria, the only euphoria is some relief.
 
purple_cloud said:
For tonight? Yummy benzos, some opiates, an ice pack for a while and then a heating pad. Fuck my extruded lumbar disc so much. I'll toss pot on later so at least I can get high...when you're actually in awful pain, I find that benzos and opiates don't have any euphoria, the only euphoria is some relief.
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Indeed. I don't really fancy Seroquel either but it's part of my emergency drug kit of sorts, just sheer brute force drug to knock you down. It won't be fun, but you'll be down nonetheless.

Benzos and even some other antipsychotics are nicer. I mean, technically, promethazine is an antipsychotic.

I agree completely that when you're in pain, the euphoria is the relief from pain. It's the same with withdrawal, if you're in horrible withdrawal and dose, the euphoria is the disappearance of withdrawal. :)
 
See, seroquel made me unable to move and feel like a vegetable, but it didn't allow me to enter REM sleep for very long, I seriously slept for 3 hours yet laid in bed barely able to move for about 12 hours...I had to get up to get water several times since no matter how much I drank my mouth was so dry, my tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth. Whenever I tried to get up it was very difficult and I was very disoriented/holding on to shit to not fall. So in my case, it didn't knock me out, although it's supposed to knock just about anyone out. My counselor said that it's not very common but it happens.
 
^I've found that's happened a few times, mainly if I take a dose and then try and fight it to stay awake for whatever reason.

Or when I'm sitting watching TV and it hits me all at once and I stand up and black out, bad times.

It's a shame they're prescribing it for pretty much everything now, a lot of people just throw it out/flush it because of the side effects we've mentioned.

Hmm, this thread has turned from a BDD social to a we hate but sort of understand the usefulness of Seroquel social.

Must take more drugs on Bluelight! =D
 
Haha I'm also happy to see it's become a "fuck seroquel" + "BDD social" thread...maybe even after the mods are chosen, a BDD social might be an idea? Who knows. But yeah I gave the samples back to the dr, I still have 3 50mg XR seroquel pills because she couldn't take the opened sample back clearly, and I've not flushed them just in case...but I'd really, really, REALLY like to. The dr giving them to me insisted it was to "control my psychosis" and I've tried explaining I'm NOT psychotic but she says my cannabis use makes me psychotic for 3-5 days after I use it and I'm so psychotic I'm just saying I'm not. Ridiculous.

Yes, drugs are good, I added more kpin + hydrocodone + some benadryl to my mix, and along with some weed it seems to be helping, I'm getting pretty tired though at this point...apparently my tiny 5'2 120lb girl self needs way too much shit to knock me out, it's perplexing.

As per my usual bitching: fuck my extruded lumbar disc (I feel like I need to add this to most of my posts or facebook statuses where I'm whining about being in pain).
 
purple_cloud said:
The dr giving them to me insisted it was to "control my psychosis" and I've tried explaining I'm NOT psychotic but she says my cannabis use makes me psychotic for 3-5 days after I use it and I'm so psychotic I'm just saying I'm not. Ridiculous.
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Ugh, I hate how doctors work sometimes. You're using a mild plant and its making you "psychotic", so they prescribe a seriously powerful drug that causes so many more problems then the original drug in question (weed).

purple_cloud said:
Yes, drugs are good, I added more kpin + hydrocodone + some benadryl to my mix, and along with some weed it seems to be helping, I'm getting pretty tired though at this point...apparently my tiny 5'2 120lb girl self needs way too much shit to knock me out, it's perplexing.
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^This. hydrocodone + DPH + clonazepam = win. I'm currently at buprenorphine + lorazepam + weed + tequila with a tiny bit of dexamphetamine added in for good measure.

also win for adding fuck seroquel to the title of this thread/social

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I also think having a social (even after the new mods are chosen) for BDD is a good idea.
 
^its something to consider... I'm hesitant because of how horribly its worked out in OD in the past.
 
Ahh, I see, I don't remember those days.

Was it a sourcing issue or what happened to make the OD social that crazy?

I imagine it was pretty hard to mod, come to think of it. Considering that this social has more or less only been mods/people who applied to be mods...
 
How would a BDD Social be any different then the Lounge? Would we just talk about drugs and shit we are on, what we are doing on drugs?

I can't wait until I'm high tonight. I plan on doing a 250mg "line" of K and then going from there, continuing to do bump after bump.

Cane2Left - I just started to recall that I sent you a crazy ass message last night. Please ignore most of it, I was totally K'd out and decided it would be fun to take 6 Ambien with it to try out a new combo. Went totally wrong. Blacked the fuck out. I don't remember what I wrote except saying something like I was semi-attractive and smart. Something about making a thread. My girlfriend said I was rolling around on the floor. Sounds like something I'd do when I high, I believe it.
 
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