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Bluelighter
Battling Thoughts.........
A drink or a drug is simply just one step away
And when you really want it no one can stop you
There is nothing one can find to say
Your focus turns to a one track mind
You look and look for that one more find
where is your liquor your bag or that one last roll
nothing seems to matter just that one more bowl
You spit out lies to the ones you love to escape reality
to escape these feelings never dreamed could be
Do you really need that one last high
or could you just let time pass by
Your head is cluttered with cloudy thoughts
ever reminding you of this war to be fought
Although some are vivid and rather clear
others are dark and clouded with fear
But what do your thoughts have to do with this war
And what is the cause your expected to fight for
The answers to these are rather complicated you see
Destruction and innocence, Alcohol and drugs
Are just a few thoughts that got you in this hole you dug
Your enemy is near with your thoughts he is fed
How long will you be in this hole or is time unknown
your just letting your enemy get stronger with clone after clone
you have been in this hole for however long
wondering if it is really where you belong
Is the enemy near where could he be
he’s right in the hole with you can’t you see
Your enemy is not one made of fantasy
he’s one never dreamed could be
It is your most evil foe, your most fearful friend
and no matter what he’ll do whatever can
he’ll keep you in this hole for eternity
eating at your soul while your rendered with uncertainty
You escape with drugs to overlook the pain of your dying soul
and looking out of this hole that you dug
you see the people around you paying the toll
sitting there you let the enemy of addiction eat at you
while the people around watch this war with nothing they can do
this war that is fought is between you, your thoughts and addiction you see
he feeds on your thoughts and tears at your soul
so what are you gonna do just continue to sit in that hole
A drink or a drug is simply just one step away
And when you really want it no one can stop you
There is nothing one can find to say
Your focus turns to a one track mind
You look and look for that one more find
where is your liquor your bag or that one last roll
nothing seems to matter just that one more bowl
You spit out lies to the ones you love to escape reality
to escape these feelings never dreamed could be
Do you really need that one last high
or could you just let time pass by
Your head is cluttered with cloudy thoughts
ever reminding you of this war to be fought
Although some are vivid and rather clear
others are dark and clouded with fear
But what do your thoughts have to do with this war
And what is the cause your expected to fight for
The answers to these are rather complicated you see
Destruction and innocence, Alcohol and drugs
Are just a few thoughts that got you in this hole you dug
Your enemy is near with your thoughts he is fed
How long will you be in this hole or is time unknown
your just letting your enemy get stronger with clone after clone
you have been in this hole for however long
wondering if it is really where you belong
Is the enemy near where could he be
he’s right in the hole with you can’t you see
Your enemy is not one made of fantasy
he’s one never dreamed could be
It is your most evil foe, your most fearful friend
and no matter what he’ll do whatever can
he’ll keep you in this hole for eternity
eating at your soul while your rendered with uncertainty
You escape with drugs to overlook the pain of your dying soul
and looking out of this hole that you dug
you see the people around you paying the toll
sitting there you let the enemy of addiction eat at you
while the people around watch this war with nothing they can do
this war that is fought is between you, your thoughts and addiction you see
he feeds on your thoughts and tears at your soul
so what are you gonna do just continue to sit in that hole
