Balance of my own society

[cherub]

Balance of my own society

Finding people who are real in your life
Seems to be harder then I thought
Living in society ridden with
Diseases of the mind
Wanting to turn from society
Wanting the desire to help
But seeing the filth of the minds
Making you a hard and callous of the
Demeaning people around you
Never giving them a chance to look
At their souls anymore
Where is the balance of my society?

Putting thoughts away
Because the become much to loud
For my own mind to take
Intriguing the soul
But never having the time
To investigate to crawl
To the light
But it is all right
There has to be a balance of my society

It is beautiful in the light of confusing?
Confusing in the head of defiant logic
I never seem to have logic anymore
Jumbled emotions turning wheels
Seems my mind is about circles lately
Never finding an ending

Raising the bar of my standards on a constant new level
Pushing my soul to reset of new beginning
Finding the new beginnings of flying
Through my mind of new thoughts
Special people finding their way to my life
Dreaming the dreams that never die

Finding a balance of
My own personal society
Lost in the chaos
Judging people to protect my own soul
Finding reality of my society

 

[bisKi]

wow

Finding people in one's life is easy - finding those who are genuine is almost like looking for a needle in a haystack.. but then sometimes the gamble has to be taken.

I am guilty of judging people too, but like you wrote in your last 2 lines - it's to to protect my own soul

 

[neverwas]

Jumbled emotions turning wheels
Seems my mind is about circles lately
Never finding an ending

i really liked this peice it described my mind down to the pin point.

judging people before one gets to know them is often a mistake everyone makes. going by what they have heard bout the person from others and things they have been told. not getting to know them for who they really are. i have been on the recieving end of that a lot of times and also on the other end and know how it feels. i now close myself off to anyone that i sense will hurt me in the end. it was the only way to go bout my daily things...protecting my own self.

if u ever need to talk or just some one to listen drop me a pm hun. :D

 

[Dagny]

"What on earth is going on in my head? You know I used to be so sharp, used to be so definite. Thought I knew what love was for. I look around these days, I'm not so sure."

I was drawn to these lyrics in my memory while I was reading this. Had to think about them, put them away, and go back + reread your poem. The world does seem more circular than linear these days, makes for so much chaos. Well done sweetie, for saying it out loud.

 

[cherub]

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Dags I miss you, you are one of the people i value in my life, even though you are not in it everyday,,,,,, I love you !


Lately,,,, chaos seems to be the word,, describing life in general but there are such good things in life,,, just looking out around me and evaluating alot.