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"rehab' spelled backwards due to the fact someone already has the user name. Well anyways, I'm brand new to this site and I think it's the best site to get information about the substance/medicine that you probabally already have in your hands and just want to make sure you're using it correctly. Whether it is for legitimate reasons or for recreational reasons I DON'T CARE. I was addicted to OxyCotin, the brand. Not just oxycodone, but the actual brand and how I used it recreational purposes only and further realized that it will kill me...not just physically. I was an addict and I am not proud of it at all, I was doing up to 350mgs of OxyCotin a day and that is being modest. I suffered, I kicked and screamed, I contemplated suicide however, I made it through. Rehab is just a name I got attached to for not particular reason. If you are using medication as prescribed from the doctor you are seeing then by all means use it as prescribed. But if you are trying to figure out how to get high and already an addict with no excuse just how I was previously, I am here for you. I am open for any question (no such thing as a stupid question) and I am also here for SUPPORT(WHICH IS HONESTLY ONE OF THE MOST SIGNIFICANT TOOLS IN QUITTING!) If not support, I have a lot of experience with the type of PKs, Aderral, Desoxyn, Xanax 2mg bars, and so on. Those are prescribed to me by my psychiatrist who told me "the reason why I resorted to OxyCotin was due to self medicating." After seeing my psychiatrist and being diagnosed with having Adult A.D.D, My life has changed in a complete 180 degree aspect. IN A GOOD WAY OF COURSE. I have a reason to live, a purpose, and an ultimate goal. Things I've never thought I would have and only realized this through experience and the right information.
 
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Hey man, Welcome to Bluelight.

Glad you made it through the problems you had :)

I would suggest checking out The Dark Side forum. It's where we offer support for people going through problems related to drug abuse, mental issues and other everyday stuff. That will be the forum to be in if you're keen to help others out.

If you need help with anything, be sure to drop either myself or another moderator a PM %)

~JoshE
 
thank you for the suggestion. I am just new the site and think it's a wonderful site for countless reasons. I am glad to be part of this community and regret that I've just found it recently.
 
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Thank you Captian.Heroin
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You're welcome! :)

Just for the record - if you have already made a post but want to respond to another one, you can click the EDIT button and put in your second post, this way it prevents two posts in a row by the same person. This allows for more information to be on each page too. %)

Finally, do you enjoy California? What part of it are you from?
 
Thank JoshE!

I wish I could have strolled upon this website years ago. It would have help me make a lot more smarter choices in life and have most likely taken me on different paths. However, I do not regret a thing in my life good, or bad and look at it as experience. There are trade offs to everything in life good and bad. Just have to stay optimistic but thank you for the warm welcome.
 
Thank you once again for making this website easier for me to use. I really love the fact that there's so much support and love on this website from complete strangers. I feel like out of all my close friends via facebook, or that new crap Google+ relating to complete strangers is more self-rewarding than having relationships on facebook. I live in southern California. DOWN TOWN LOS ANGELES :] I say it with pride. DTLA is also a community and I love it. Where are you from?
 
Dude, I hell want to make my way to California one day..I live on the West Coast of Australia.
 
I cannot post new threads or replies on that forum yet. Is it because I am just a greenlighter? I have useful information to share with others on that forum and I am confused why I am not allowed to participate in the open threads..
 
Same here man. I would love to visit Australia. I want to go backpacking in Europe, Madrid, Spain, London, Italy, Portugal, and Australia. LOL
 
Welcome!
I am going to a psyche this November to try and get Adderall. Before I got on all the meds I am on, I used to and still do, fall asleep just about anywhere. I'd make a good homeless guy. The meds just amped that feeling. I can drink copious amounts of caffeine some days and still fall asleep. Although I try to stay away from caffeine because I know it can have some reverse effects. How did Adderall help you?
 
Oh that is AWESOME Capt. H.

Los Angeles is the city of Angels and immigrants. I live in Downtown LA right in the heart of it all. How do you like your currently living situation compared to the east coast? You made the right decision of moving to the BESTcoast :]
 
In regards to aveoturbo's response:

Adderall and Xannax changed my life in the absolute best ways imaginable. I used to be a unproductive, unorganized, unreliable, and unable to finish one task. I self medicated which caused my addiction to OxyCotin back in the day but after going through an out patient rehabilitation center they diagnosed me with have Adult A.D.D. I was prescribed automatically 30mg Instant Release and 30mgs (XR) time release meaning it'll give you half the dose first then the next half later. Longer lasting basically, but when using the medicine as the doctor prescribes it and not abusing it or just chasing any sort of high it drastically changed my life. I was using the medication as doctor ordered for about 3 months and after that of course your tolerance builds up and with every up there is a down. Always remember that, because if you remember that then it will be that much easier to embrace the come downs. Caffeine is horrible, it just makes you jittery and from what you've told me so far it seems like your situation would be a logical reason to seek help in this area. The 3 month while I was using the medication and seeing my psychiatrist I accomplished so much. I was able to finish tasks, organize, time-manage, and keep promises I've made. Even after not taking the medication and weening off and just taking Prozac for the time being due to my tolerance building it left me with OCDs that I never had. Such as Cleanliness, time-management, organization, and staying on task. It is just a change in life style and it is up to you whether to accept the fact that yes, you're popping pills but fuck it, it'll better the standards of your life. I've always was insecure and didn't want people to know that I was on medication due to the fact that they would judge me and look at me differently...but when I took a deeper look into that FUCK THEM. Talk to me when I'm a 30 year old millionaire and see what they have to say. haha, but yeah that is how the medication helped me. I hope this reply helped you in anyway. But the side effects of taking Adderall are like a pre-roll. If you have ever tried E you will get that pre-roll sensation and will feel like real productive and sociable and if you smoke cancer sticks like I do, they will feel really good as well. First timers it'll last for a long time probably 3-5 hours on one, but as tolerance builds well...that's when you need the xannax to take the edge off.
 
I take valium as it is for muscle spasms in my back. I just hate being tired and unmotivated to do anything. Like I said, this was all happening before I began taking my medications for pain and now its like everyday is just a "fuck it" day. I can start alot of tasks sometimes, but never get around to finishing them. Thanks for your response!
 
Well, you have to take into consideration the withdrawal affects from the Valium. I know exactly what the "fuck it" days are. Adderall and Xannax are the perfect combination. People say not to mix uppers and downers and that is absolutely correct. I wouldn't pop an 30mg IR addy and pop a 2mg xannax. I have a brain, but the two substances compliment each other really will. The adderall will give you that boost to be productive and not have those "fuck it" days and by taking the xannax when the adderall is completely worn off just takes the edge off and lets you relax. If you are struggling with pain I've taken norcos with xannax and it worked out fine. I got into a motorcycle accident like 2 years back doing a wheelie wearing no gear. Yes, stupid indeed but I was wearing basketball shorts, a t-shirt, Rainbow sandals and no gloves. I was then prescribed norcos 10/325s and that eventually led to my OXY addiction. my motto is everything in moderation is fine. Just use your brain.
 
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