bah

you'll never read this, but I wish I knew how to act or what to say to not make you mad at me all the time/hurt.

you mean more to me then the world it self.

well, hopefully we'll get our tats together on tuesday eh?

 

Dude, try not to dwell on it (i know its fuckin' hard) but you know that the more you think, the more creative our thoughts get. I dunno, thats how it is for me. I imagine the WORST case scenario in a situation no matter how unrealistic it is I convince myself it is occurring or has a strong likelihood of happening
PM me if ya want to shoot the shit

 

we worked it over i think. shes a tad on the emo side, and im on the batshit insane agressive side, makes for clashes sometimes.

but I wish she knew its just the way i talk cause i picked it up in the svc...NCO's swear and and say funnily mean things, its what they do, and they dont usually mean it.

ppl never get that.

 

I'm sorry you still hurt bud. We can try to talk but you know relationships aren't my strong point. But it you wanna bitch and moan to me I'll listen. Hell it's not often you get to do that.
The pain fades. It does, I can't promise it will ever go totally away, but it will get better.
*hugs*

 

ah, its not my ex, just a friend... "just" a friend? my est friend.

i'll be awwwriite

 

Oh Ok, *click*
She can't stay mad forever dear. You always work it out.
Hang in there, and the same offer applies as always.
I'm a PM away for GOD SAKES! LOL

 

ah im oki, we're still on to get tattoos together this week, igts more just me feeling bad for being mean for no good reason. guilt basically