gdfromhell
Greenlighter
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- Apr 29, 2012
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Let me start by saying that i've been taking ecstasy and MDMA at raves frequently and never had a bad trip at all.
The last rave i went, i got one pill of E that i've taken at least some 3 other times, around 3AM i was eating half the pill as i wanted to go slow and not get my normal dosage as im feeling a little tired and was drinking for two days with my friends (i stayed hydrated at the rave, drinking water and stopped alcohol), an hour/hour and a half later i ate the second half of the pill and got a nice warm trip and everything was going fine.
Around 6AM-7AM the effects were fading away and thats when everything went weird for me; I suddenly felt really confused and paranoid, like something was really wrong with me, i was stressed, almost like i was going to freak out. I've managed to control myself and stay cool as i was understanding that the situation had something to do with the drug, but at some point it almost became overwhelming, as in my mind i was physically messed up and that my friends where looking at me like i was weird or something... I've never felt insecurity while on E before and it felt like my whole ego was messed up.
It made me stop enjoying the music and my friends, and i was struggling to keep my mind together.
When i was home and finally got some rest, i had a nightmare which only made me wake up even more anxious, that odd feeling was still haunting me! making me think i was too messed up the other night, and kept thinking non-stop of the anxiety i've never felt before like in this party.
what do you guys think have triggered this kind of bad feelings at this low dosage? got me really messed up. 8(
The last rave i went, i got one pill of E that i've taken at least some 3 other times, around 3AM i was eating half the pill as i wanted to go slow and not get my normal dosage as im feeling a little tired and was drinking for two days with my friends (i stayed hydrated at the rave, drinking water and stopped alcohol), an hour/hour and a half later i ate the second half of the pill and got a nice warm trip and everything was going fine.
Around 6AM-7AM the effects were fading away and thats when everything went weird for me; I suddenly felt really confused and paranoid, like something was really wrong with me, i was stressed, almost like i was going to freak out. I've managed to control myself and stay cool as i was understanding that the situation had something to do with the drug, but at some point it almost became overwhelming, as in my mind i was physically messed up and that my friends where looking at me like i was weird or something... I've never felt insecurity while on E before and it felt like my whole ego was messed up.
It made me stop enjoying the music and my friends, and i was struggling to keep my mind together.
When i was home and finally got some rest, i had a nightmare which only made me wake up even more anxious, that odd feeling was still haunting me! making me think i was too messed up the other night, and kept thinking non-stop of the anxiety i've never felt before like in this party.
what do you guys think have triggered this kind of bad feelings at this low dosage? got me really messed up. 8(

