One bad trip.
A few mildly difficult ones, mostly just felt like wastes of time at the end (at worst) or were productive and helpful in the end
The one bad trip - glad I was on 4-HO-MET. Most anything else i'm sure would have ended up worst
So i had a great time n 25mg 4-HO-MET orally, and it was on the comedown, and i was a bit blah, but doing okay. Then my friend tells me to listen to this song...
It's intricately written, very very well done. And very sad to anyone, but it contains things that bother me in particular. And I listened to it fixed full attention on it, and it's like 10 minutes long.
So now i'm depressed... And then my friend, who's legit crazy (though she's usually pretty good) had a breakdown, and she had only me to talk to. I couldn't nearly keep up with how fast she was typing stuff to me, and tripping or not, I can't relate to all of what she was saying. Some of the time she was talking about the reason she was upset, other times, prophecizing the apocalypse, and my role to play when it comes...
and again, remember, I was already depressed and wasn't able to keep up with her or effectively help her.
I didn't feel normal for a few days after that, and didn't trip for a while after that. The next morning, I was not sure what was and wasn't real. Thank god I hadn't taken something that went deeper than 4-HO-MET.