abracadabra girl
Ex-Bluelighter
I wanted to candyflip so I took acid and E, and a couple hours later I was only feeling the E, so I took a 2nd hit of acid. Then when they both hit it was very strong. We were in a hotel and my bf wanted a drink or two before bed so we went to the hotel bar. While we were there some old homeless-looking guy comes up and sits at the bar and starts talking to my bf about how he's a veteran and stuff, I don't even remember all that he was saying, but he said he was having a party in his room later and we should come up. My bf said sure, not intending to go but he could tell this guy was nuts and just wanted to get rid of him.
We went back to our room and it was late at night and my bf wanted to go to sleep. In a hotel room I couldn't just stay up and watch tv or he wouldn't have been able to sleep, so here I am high as fuck and laying in bed in a dark room. I started to be worried that the old guy from the bar would come find our room somehow. Then I worried that my bf was an axe murderer and was going to kill me. I felt these ideas strongly and felt the fear, but at the same time the rational part of my brain was able to see that there was nothing to them, and to mostly calm my fears.
I was really distressed and alone, and every time I tried to talk to my bf, he responded a little bit but I could tell he just wanted to go to sleep. I really wanted some attention and affection and just couldn't get it from him. I don't know how long this lasted but it was a very difficult few hours.
We went back to our room and it was late at night and my bf wanted to go to sleep. In a hotel room I couldn't just stay up and watch tv or he wouldn't have been able to sleep, so here I am high as fuck and laying in bed in a dark room. I started to be worried that the old guy from the bar would come find our room somehow. Then I worried that my bf was an axe murderer and was going to kill me. I felt these ideas strongly and felt the fear, but at the same time the rational part of my brain was able to see that there was nothing to them, and to mostly calm my fears.
I was really distressed and alone, and every time I tried to talk to my bf, he responded a little bit but I could tell he just wanted to go to sleep. I really wanted some attention and affection and just couldn't get it from him. I don't know how long this lasted but it was a very difficult few hours.