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Bad Trip on E

Desohigh

Desohigh

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First of all, I try to give breaks between my rolls at least 1 month.
1 month ago, my first roll was a mess, I wasn't feeling relaxed so i couldn't roll.
I couldn't control myself and get bored. Total waste of 2 hours of non enjoy. Then something happened and my second dosage was perfect I rolled pretty hard.

This saturday, I was at a beach party. I was pretty euphoric without any mdma. Danced a lot and become tired.
After some rest, we decided to take mdma. I feel the come up but couldn't roll.
Something was blocking my senses. I lay down and try to relax. But didn't help.
I meet with 2 pretty girls and talked a lot. They forced me to dance, and we all decided to take mdma. This time was worse, I leave the girls there and went back to my sleeping spot :/
I was so angry to myself because my night was ruined because of that shit.
Also I sweat like hell and couldn't have sex. I feel all the negative things..
After some time, my friends found me and decided to redose. I told about my problems and bad trips but I was relax near them so, I redosed again.
This time, I sat with my friends and talked about our vacation next week. We will go to Ultra music festival btw :)
After some time, I feel all the positive things, euphoria jaw clentching like hell, and hallucinate.

I got maybe 300mg mdma that night but I'm worried about my bad trips.
I want to try LSD in near future and try intense mushrooms in A'dam.
But my bad feelings make me think twice.
What should i do? How can I make this thing go away?
Maybe too much research made me like this.
I need help!

P.S: All the pills are tested and same as my friends stuff.
 
by bad feeling, are you describing anxiety or just being tired off mdma?

Maybe you was having a good time before you got on the drugs and then you took it and was already tired, saying that though i not been raving in a while now but when i used to go , i used to go in sober for a couple hours maybe a few, and enjoy myself then drop my mdma at midnight then enjoy myself a LOT more.
 
By bad feeling; I can't feel any positive effects of MDMA. (like Rolling being happy, euphoric, feeling energetic etc).
My friends telling me that I'm psychologically effecting my rolls.

Btw, I'm enjoying same as you do.
I dance sober like 2 3 hours. When it hits to 12, I go for MDMA. I don't know what is happening to me but I can't feel relaxed and I can't feel anything.

Before this week, I was only yawning at home when I do MDMA. That's weird.
My starting doses of these 2 rolls were disaster.
That's psycological I'm sure..
 
Yes my pills are tested, molly is not but my friends and I get the same batch.
There is not any pill based problem. It's all about myself. Cuz I get the same bad trips in a row.
Hmm medication..
Yes I use Whey protein, bcaa, glutamine, tribulus etc..
I always do sports 5 day in a week and the rolls are definitely after 4 or 5 hours after my workout.
These supplements can ruin my roll?
 
Any suggestions? I really can't enjoy my rolls anymore. And I'm going to a festival + A'dam for a week.
I don't want to get effected by these bad feelings :/
 
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Damn, no one knows these supplements can effect my roll?
Or is it something else?
 
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