Bad "rise" on molly

[myrtlebeach33]

I'm gonna do this from start to finish, so bear with me, it's the end i need help on-
I had never done molly before, but had an extreme "addiction" so to say on E when i was in high school years ago. This weekend I went to Vegas with my boyfriend, who had never done molly before either but had also done E years prior.

We were at a pool party, and this girl offered us a pop, he bought one for me and one for him.. he took his and i wanted to see how it affected him before taking mine, and he seemed up but not fully up, comfortable and happy i suppose. I realized mine had melted in the side pocket of my purse so i scooped what i could from it and licked it off my fingers. I had a slow, comfortable, nice roll. i was still in my mindstate and nothing intense happened, it came in waves but it was not full blown.

That night we went to hakassan nightclub for dj tiesto who played like he never had before. Given he plays at EDC so its great music with crazy lights. The same person with the molly approached me and we bought two more, but for the pool party the next day, because i had only done it one time i did not want to do it in this atmosphere at the club the way it was looking, a person who rolls often would have loved it. The guy she got the molly from said that these were FULL capsules, where as the ones we had that afternoon were only HALF full. These came straight from Cali, and they were GOOD shit. Legit as fuck.. My boyfriend put them in his pocket, the guy realized we werent taking them then and as i was talking to him the next thing i knew i felt something THROWN down my throat, as did my boyfriend. The man had popped 2 free molly in our mouths (as well as giving out free coke, my boyfriend had tried that day he's colombian and said it was legit too).

I was fine for about 20 minutes and suddenly as i was talking to someone i looked to my left and BAM everything started flowing together, I was not dizzy, but i was uncomfortable, people were in my face and bothering me, i couldn't see straight... i felt like i was in one of those rides that you lay against the wall in and it spins everything around really fast to hold you against the wall and you can move your arms around but walking is not an option. I wanted it to stop, i wanted everyone out of my face, i got bad lockjaw, I wanted to leave. I just did not like it. I stood with my arms folded leaning on something looking down to try and make it stop, if i looked at the lights i was overwhelmed, if i looked at the people i was overwhelmed. I wasn't trying to be rude and i was still in my senses, i just was anxious and could not handle that BAM. it hit so hard so fast it took me by surprise.

Finally i walked away where i saw another girl who had done it too, she was standing alone by the wall. She told me that on your first roll sometimes if you are pressured to take it and if you are not comfortable where you are then you will have a bad roll. she told me to drink a glass of milk, take deep breaths, and to avoid cigarette smoke, which was why she had moved. The first wave lasted about 10-15 minutes (i think) as soon as that one was wearing down thats when i moved over to her. Where instantly, i calmed down and did what she said. Instead of telling me to dance and that i was being a party pooped and putting me down, she pulled me out of my bad state and i enjoyed the last 3-5 waves of it, they were lighter and i had figured out how to control them. I no longer wanted to leave and i could finaly look at the lights without feeling like they were going through my body. I was fine. If it was not for her, i would have been fucked. She saved me that night.

My boyfriend had told me to walk back to the room on my own during the rise and come up and first wave because he wasnt leaving, i would have fallen all over the place and gotten lost walking through mgm back to the signature. I'm glad i met her and glad i stayed by her.

Anyone else heard of or experienced anything like this?

 

[Cz_x]

Could have been absolutely anything, most people who `give out` free drugs (that are decent) don't feel the need to big up what it is because they know it'll hit them in the face and they'll love it. Doesn't sound like MDMA and the fact a random guy who was almost certainly selling them to make money gave some to you it probably means they weren't worth much. RC's are dirt cheap and can easily get people ruined. Why don't you actually plan your night and test what you're taking. If all else fails walk up to the most fucked person you see (third degree gurns, eyes rolled, probably lost all his friends), and ask him where he got his drugs. Chances are he'll have some more in his pocket he's willing to put down your throat. When will people understand that buying of someone who's there to make money is a stupid idea.

Back on topic; No I've never experienced anything like that, whenever I've taken to much MDMA (fuck your shitty American terminology) I just end up rushing my tits off and wanting to sit down. I never feel the need to run off, my motor skills are never to badly comprised, it just floors you. If you think about what the drug is actually doing to you it's pretty had to have a horrific time even if you take to much (within reason). If you licked it off your fingers it should have tasted rancid, most chemicals will taste bitter but it's really quite indescribable. You mentioned that he sold full capsules as well as half capsules, have you ever tried to see how much you can fit in a size 00 capsule? It's upwards of 700mg......

 

[matt2012]

a few things...

first, GOD DAMN that was hard to read. blocks of text get passed up alot around here. theres alot of fluff in there too it makes it hard to find out what your question is.

second...not a huge deal but there is no price discussion allowed here might want to remove them.

Finally, you took something....you have know idea what that something was. you were told it was "molly" and that means less than nothing in the MDMA world today. you need to test your shit to be sure you have MDMA and not some shity RC or something proven to be dangerous like PMA.

Come ups are hairy for alot of drugs. alot of people get anxiety on the come up. it is realtively common. could have been too small of a dose, which can cause a prolonged "come up" with none of the good effects. could have been set an setting issue like the girl you talked to said. could have been that you took straight meth but since you didn't test there is no way to tell....there are just too many veriables here to say what went wrong.

In the future, if you deside to roll again. get a test kit and make sure you know what you are taking. do not trust a friend. do not trust a dealer. only trust the results of a test kit. next...take a accurately messured dose. too light and you can be in for a night of edginess and anxiety with no real roll. too much and you are in for a sloppy, overwhelming experince. 100mg seems to be a good time for just about everyone. take it in a place you are comfortable in and with someone who can keep an eye on you if things start to go bad.

 

[myrtlebeach33]

Could have been absolutely anything, most people who `give out` free drugs (that are decent) don't feel the need to big up what it is because they know it'll hit them in the face and they'll love it. Doesn't sound like MDMA and the fact a random guy who was almost certainly selling them to make money gave some to you it probably means they weren't worth much. RC's are dirt cheap and can easily get people ruined. Why don't you actually plan your night and test what you're taking. If all else fails walk up to the most fucked person you see (third degree gurns, eyes rolled, probably lost all his friends), and ask him where he got his drugs. Chances are he'll have some more in his pocket he's willing to put down your throat. When will people understand that buying of someone who's there to make money is a stupid idea.

Back on topic; No I've never experienced anything like that, whenever I've taken to much MDMA (fuck your shitty American terminology) I just end up rushing my tits off and wanting to sit down. I never feel the need to run off, my motor skills are never to badly comprised, it just floors you. If you think about what the drug is actually doing to you it's pretty had to have a horrific time even if you take to much (within reason). If you licked it off your fingers it should have tasted rancid, most chemicals will taste bitter but it's really quite indescribable. You mentioned that he sold full capsules as well as half capsules, have you ever tried to see how much you can fit in a size 00 capsule? It's upwards of 700mg......

I think that if you could have seen everyone around me maybe you would realize it definitely was MDMA. i've seen people rage like this when i took E. They were in full out of body experiences. i recall them saying, dont worry pretty soon your feet will stop hurting, and they did i couldnt feel my legs. There were many of the "most fucked up people around" dancing like a blimpie, eyes rolled, eyes shaking, sweating, feeling the music within) he only gave it to us because we had bought that day, bought that night and had been hanging around them all day. We had planned to meet up. I forgot to mention i had not eaten and my lack of sleep. I can recall the moment my jaw unclenched and the last roll i was in the food court and they had this waterfall, with all kinds of colors and the back of it was made of ripples like the ocean, and it was damn near in 3D flowing towards me, but in a good way. and also, when i licked it off my fingers i would say that it tasted about 500x worse than licking a coke baggie. I wonder if maybe i just expected it to be like it had been that day. Which is why he told me this was a full cap and not a half full cap, because i had explained to him i had bought from his friend that day and taken it.. so he warned me this would hit much harder prior to sneaking it down my throat while talking.

 

[myrtlebeach33]

a few things...

first, GOD DAMN that was hard to read. blocks of text get passed up alot around here. theres alot of fluff in there too it makes it hard to find out what your question is.

second...not a huge deal but there is no price discussion allowed here might want to remove them.

Finally, you took something....you have know idea what that something was. you were told it was "molly" and that means less than nothing in the MDMA world today. you need to test your shit to be sure you have MDMA and not some shity RC or something proven to be dangerous like PMA.

Come ups are hairy for alot of drugs. alot of people get anxiety on the come up. it is realtively common. could have been too small of a dose, which can cause a prolonged "come up" with none of the good effects. could have been set an setting issue like the girl you talked to said. could have been that you took straight meth but since you didn't test there is no way to tell....there are just too many veriables here to say what went wrong.

In the future, if you deside to roll again. get a test kit and make sure you know what you are taking. do not trust a friend. do not trust a dealer. only trust the results of a test kit. next...take a accurately messured dose. too light and you can be in for a night of edginess and anxiety with no real roll. too much and you are in for a sloppy, overwhelming experince. 100mg seems to be a good time for just about everyone. take it in a place you are comfortable in and with someone who can keep an eye on you if things start to go bad.

I removed it.

I think the dose i had at the pool that day was perfect for the first time. I think it was the setting and me not being comfortable with the people around me and only the one girl trying to actually help me through the first wave of it. The others were just being mean and all in my face and grabbing me. When they left me be, i was fine. i was glad i walked away. I know i got a real roll, because holy shit the way the lights looked and the music sounded and it was like the whole room was vibrating. like i was standing still and air was moving through my body. as it did on the second wave, but not as hard. i can just recall noticing right when it hit. It had been about 15 minutes and i was feeling the wave feeling but i didnt know it would hit hard hard. i looked at the guy who gave it to me and said thanks i actually love it, then i remember 5 minutes later when i looked at the lights it was like a bomb went off and the whole room changed to what i prior described to which i turned back to him and said "i hate you for this, i don't like it. fuck you."
also, my question was just if anyone had ever experiences the overwhelming, anxiety part of the first wave, or if they knew anyone who had.
im also open to any other first and second time experiences.