Hey,desperately need help guys,hope one of you can bring some light to my situation..
First I wanted to add that the end of May of 2012 I bought a few bags,the next day I was in withdrawal and did 1 of the 2 left and immediately following my rush got severely sick! I started shaking really bad and my heart started beating incredibly fast. The person with me was terrified so gave me a xanax .I woke up 4 hours later sweating heart still pounding ,and vomiting everywhere. This lead to me going to rehab after an Emergency room visit.the doctors at the hospital nor rehab knew what was wrong with me. It was terrifying. I assumed I had gottton cotton fever and begged for a script of bactrum. Eventually things got better and when I got out of rehab about 30days later and did the other bag. I immediately got incredibly naucious and the feeling almost felt like heroin wds themself,this time and the last time in may.I ended up doing more from a different dealer and still felt super sick. It was awful,as I kept doing more of someone elses thruout the next few days, I eventually got so sick that I couldn't handle it anymore. I couldn't do anything but lay on the bathroom floor
We'll last month my usual dealer,whom I've never got a bad reaction from, went out out of town for the rest of the day and I missed him. So I bought twelve dubs from another dealer and I did about 3 and a half dubs and immediately after injecting I felt like my arm was on fire and then I got a decent rush but right after the rush all of a sudden I started shaking and falling out. I got my self off the ground and tried walking to the porch as fast as I could which was very difficult I was walking like a drunk person and could barely see. Slowly but surely I begin feeling a lot better. I fell asleep and woke up did 2 bags instead of 3 and a half.and got reallly naucious. I felt like shit when I woke up but I always start feeling yucky after not using for 4 or more hours ish. I got an "ok"rush but still felt really bad. I tried forcing myself to work but I couldn't go I was way to naucious. I ended up going to bed then waking up the next day and I found 3 of my usual dudes bags in my pj pocket.so I did 3 of my dudes and one of the dealers that I don't usually see and went and picked up some more shit from my regular dealer. I felt icky but i went right to sleep when i got back home.I ended up doing 6 of my reg dealer when I woke up before work. Then I felt okay but still sick but nothing compared to how I was feeling.so I got to the bar I work at and I was in the employee room putting my uniform on and I started to get this horrible head ache,it was getting worse and worse within seconds,10 mins later I ran out of the place screaming because my head hurt so bad I thought one of my brain vessels was about to pop.it was awful! I could feel my brain pulsating to the rhythm of my heart! It was the worst pain I've EVER FELT. NO HEADACHE HAS EVER BEEN THIS BAD.my ride luckily was only a block away at Walgreens and turned around and quickly came to get me to take my to the er. We'll on the way to the er,about 5 minutes after I ran out of work,the head ache from hell began to subside,but a rush of a fever like hottness Ran thru my veins. And Instantly started feeling like I was going thru wds even though I couldn't possibly of been. I went straight home i was way to sick to sot in a hosptial,i was in too much pain to sleep.when i woke up the next day my heart was poundin so hard like it is now.slowly but surely within a week i was back to normal.realizing it had to of been that other guys stuff I don't usually go thru because I continued to use, but only my reg dudes stuff even after that head ache thing.
We'll a month or so later (last week)my usual guy wasn't available and I had no choice but to go thru that dude that had that shit that made me go thru all the trauma with the head ache and over all sickness that didn't subside for about a week after using it. And I was really scared to do it so my friend who convinced me to go thru him assured me itd be okay and I could wait to do mine till he was done doing his to make sure it wasn't bad stuff. So he did his and was fine. So I went ahead and did mine and got a really nice rush. But about ten minutes later I got super naucious and my heart started pounding so hard my chest hurt,but the nauciousia was just awful. By the time I got home I was so sick I could barely stand it so I just went to bed. Hours later when i woke up i did some of my guys stuff and went back to sleep. I still felt like shit tho from the day prior. We'll so I started feeling better after a few days when I went to my friends to spend a few nights. And one of the nights I woke up from a nap feeling like I was coming down with the flu. So I slept and slept only using when I would wake up in wds ,needing a shot to go back to my sleep. I slept a whole day and a half just feeling worse and worse, then I got up cuz I was almost out of dope incredibly sick. I begin to realize that after each shot that my wds would go away but the flu like sickness felt worse and my heart would start pounding horribly ten mins or so after my shot.I had to go home cuz I felt so bad.
I been home for 3 or 4 days. And I've continued to use from my usual dude .but I just feel so awful. It's not like the flu anymore.it's just awful. .my whole body hurts and I just feel so weak and dizzy.and naucious. And it's hard to tell what's going on ,if it is the dope or not because by the time time has gone by after my last shot it's time for another shot because im in wds.but the thing that sticks out the most is that I get a really decent rush and I feel a lot better for ten minutes or so when bam,my heart starts pounding so viciously that my chest hurts really bad and my back hurts really bad,especially my upper back. And I feel naucious, very hot like I've got a fever and super duper sick overall for hours! Im wondering if the sick is just still here from using that other guys bad stuff last week or so.. And the rush from my usual guys stuff just numbs that feeling for a few minutes following my shots since from my reg dude. And then the sick comes back? But that doesn't explain the heart pounding at the same time after every shot since then.
What is going on? Can someone tell me? I know that guy I don't usually go thru likely has some bogas shit cut with Something considering the last time I used his shit I was sick for days,but I continued to use my reg dudes stuff and eventually got better? And I don't think it's a coincidence that all this started ten minutes after I tried that guys stuff I usually don't go thru again,and I've been sick ever since. I want to figure out if I need to go to the doctor,or what I need to do to get better. Last month when this happened I did end up going on antibiotics, do I need to do that again?
Thanks for reading this,it was so hard to write feeling so horribly. But I know every detail is essential.I am on the waiting list for detox and there's a really long waiting list but im not going to detox until I get whatever s wrong with me right now taken care of. Thanks for your time,
Sincerely newsunnn
First I wanted to add that the end of May of 2012 I bought a few bags,the next day I was in withdrawal and did 1 of the 2 left and immediately following my rush got severely sick! I started shaking really bad and my heart started beating incredibly fast. The person with me was terrified so gave me a xanax .I woke up 4 hours later sweating heart still pounding ,and vomiting everywhere. This lead to me going to rehab after an Emergency room visit.the doctors at the hospital nor rehab knew what was wrong with me. It was terrifying. I assumed I had gottton cotton fever and begged for a script of bactrum. Eventually things got better and when I got out of rehab about 30days later and did the other bag. I immediately got incredibly naucious and the feeling almost felt like heroin wds themself,this time and the last time in may.I ended up doing more from a different dealer and still felt super sick. It was awful,as I kept doing more of someone elses thruout the next few days, I eventually got so sick that I couldn't handle it anymore. I couldn't do anything but lay on the bathroom floor
We'll last month my usual dealer,whom I've never got a bad reaction from, went out out of town for the rest of the day and I missed him. So I bought twelve dubs from another dealer and I did about 3 and a half dubs and immediately after injecting I felt like my arm was on fire and then I got a decent rush but right after the rush all of a sudden I started shaking and falling out. I got my self off the ground and tried walking to the porch as fast as I could which was very difficult I was walking like a drunk person and could barely see. Slowly but surely I begin feeling a lot better. I fell asleep and woke up did 2 bags instead of 3 and a half.and got reallly naucious. I felt like shit when I woke up but I always start feeling yucky after not using for 4 or more hours ish. I got an "ok"rush but still felt really bad. I tried forcing myself to work but I couldn't go I was way to naucious. I ended up going to bed then waking up the next day and I found 3 of my usual dudes bags in my pj pocket.so I did 3 of my dudes and one of the dealers that I don't usually see and went and picked up some more shit from my regular dealer. I felt icky but i went right to sleep when i got back home.I ended up doing 6 of my reg dealer when I woke up before work. Then I felt okay but still sick but nothing compared to how I was feeling.so I got to the bar I work at and I was in the employee room putting my uniform on and I started to get this horrible head ache,it was getting worse and worse within seconds,10 mins later I ran out of the place screaming because my head hurt so bad I thought one of my brain vessels was about to pop.it was awful! I could feel my brain pulsating to the rhythm of my heart! It was the worst pain I've EVER FELT. NO HEADACHE HAS EVER BEEN THIS BAD.my ride luckily was only a block away at Walgreens and turned around and quickly came to get me to take my to the er. We'll on the way to the er,about 5 minutes after I ran out of work,the head ache from hell began to subside,but a rush of a fever like hottness Ran thru my veins. And Instantly started feeling like I was going thru wds even though I couldn't possibly of been. I went straight home i was way to sick to sot in a hosptial,i was in too much pain to sleep.when i woke up the next day my heart was poundin so hard like it is now.slowly but surely within a week i was back to normal.realizing it had to of been that other guys stuff I don't usually go thru because I continued to use, but only my reg dudes stuff even after that head ache thing.
We'll a month or so later (last week)my usual guy wasn't available and I had no choice but to go thru that dude that had that shit that made me go thru all the trauma with the head ache and over all sickness that didn't subside for about a week after using it. And I was really scared to do it so my friend who convinced me to go thru him assured me itd be okay and I could wait to do mine till he was done doing his to make sure it wasn't bad stuff. So he did his and was fine. So I went ahead and did mine and got a really nice rush. But about ten minutes later I got super naucious and my heart started pounding so hard my chest hurt,but the nauciousia was just awful. By the time I got home I was so sick I could barely stand it
so I just went to bed. Hours later when i woke up i did some of my guys stuff and went back to sleep. I still felt like shit tho from the day prior. We'll so I started feeling better after a few days when I went to my friends to spend a few nights. And one of the nights I woke up from a nap feeling like I was coming down with the flu. So I slept and slept only using when I would wake up in wds ,needing a shot to go back to my sleep. I slept a whole day and a half just feeling worse and worse, then I got up cuz I was almost out of dope incredibly sick. I begin to realize that after each shot that my wds would go away but the flu like sickness felt worse and my heart would start pounding horribly ten mins or so after my shot.I had to go home cuz I felt so bad.I been home for 3 or 4 days. And I've continued to use from my usual dude .but I just feel so awful. It's not like the flu anymore.it's just awful. .my whole body hurts and I just feel so weak and dizzy.and naucious. And it's hard to tell what's going on ,if it is the dope or not because by the time time has gone by after my last shot it's time for another shot because im in wds.but the thing that sticks out the most is that I get a really decent rush and I feel a lot better for ten minutes or so when bam,my heart starts pounding so viciously that my chest hurts really bad and my back hurts really bad,especially my upper back. And I feel naucious, very hot like I've got a fever and super duper sick overall for hours! Im wondering if the sick is just still here from using that other guys bad stuff last week or so.. And the rush from my usual guys stuff just numbs that feeling for a few minutes following my shots since from my reg dude. And then the sick comes back? But that doesn't explain the heart pounding at the same time after every shot since then.
What is going on? Can someone tell me? I know that guy I don't usually go thru likely has some bogas shit cut with Something considering the last time I used his shit I was sick for days,but I continued to use my reg dudes stuff and eventually got better? And I don't think it's a coincidence that all this started ten minutes after I tried that guys stuff I usually don't go thru again,and I've been sick ever since. I want to figure out if I need to go to the doctor,or what I need to do to get better. Last month when this happened I did end up going on antibiotics, do I need to do that again?
Thanks for reading this,it was so hard to write feeling so horribly. But I know every detail is essential.I am on the waiting list for detox and there's a really long waiting list but im not going to detox until I get whatever s wrong with me right now taken care of. Thanks for your time,
Sincerely newsunnn
