Okay so I've done molly twice, but the first time I did it was with my bestfriend in her cabin.. I didn't do a lot and I was fine. The second time I did it was at a rave, I did two pills and the high was nothing like the first time. It was way more intense. Long story short, during my first come up I got anxiety but after ten minutes it went away and I was enjoying myself. The second come up, I got anxiety again and it was so bad I had to leave the place I was at because I felt like I couldn't breathe and I was freaking the fuck out. Then for about a month when I would smoke weed (ive been a daily smoker for two years now) I would feel like I couldn't breathe and get anxiety. Lately, when I smoke again im fine but it still isnt the same when I used to get high before. But anyways, I was wondering if I tried shrooms would I be okay? I really want to try it but I dont want to end up having a bad trip.
ps- do you also think I had a bad trip on molly the last time because the person I was with was getting anxiety too, like saying "no more water" after I was drinking a lot and then saying "dont chew no more gum" after she made me go search for people who had gum and every time we'd go try to rave she'd make us sit down after two minutes because it was too hot.
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i guess i wont answere your question to your satisfaction, but let me tell you this much: there are no bad and no good trips, a trip is a trip, which is bad and which is good is purely some mindset in your mind, if you encounter psychedelics you should always be aware that you can have so called "bad trips" but those trips are not really bad, in fact a lot of them could be seen as tests for the self, the mind and the person experiencing it, in southamerica there are indigen people that will shut their kids in caves for several after letting them ingest high doses of datura, so that they trip balls inside that cave - afterwards they let them out and they became "adults", the experiences those indigen people have usually must be quite dark, everyone who knows datura knows, still those people deal with it and it is seen as a test and even the most cruel and terrifying trips are viewed as part of once live and seen as a test of live itself and deep insight into one selfs soul.
So here in the west however, a lot of people, who use this sacred plants for simple "entertainment" purposes think they can take it and have fun, and are disappointed or terrifyied if something terrible happens or the gates of hell open in front of them (which is quite exaggerated in most but not all cases, there is always a chance of something very crazy happening), also psychosis /latent psychosis e.g are possiblitys, but again rather cultural, indigen people will see a latent psychosis outbreak not necesarily as a bad thing, but often as a good thing and test for oneself.
So while i will not answere your question with molly, i would like to encourage you to carefully think about why you want to take shrooms, because it is no way a drug you should take solely for entertainment, and it can open doors to yourself you dont want to see opened, some people even ended up in asylum because of that, but that is quite the exception, still are you prepared for having a psychosis is the question, and could you accept such a test? Probably not;
In my circle of collegues, i am basically one of the very few who take psychedelics very serious, a lot of them just took it to have fun, a lot of them were introduced to psychedelics by myself and were usually only taking things like mdma e.g as well, however i somehow really regrett showing them those substances, because they really enjoyed it, had some good trips (where i was present with them), took some small amounts of shrooms together with me and had fun, laughed, had some mild pseudo hallucinations, yes lsd and shrooms, as well as ayahuasca were pure fun to them, but one day it obviously had to happen, that someone of that circle decided to go on taking something on a party and suddenly had a "horror trip" and was terrified even days after, saying things like "man you should not do that anymore, its dangerous, if you knew, - blablabla", and that kind of stuff isnt that rare and a consequence of people in our society always want the "fun side" of it.
So reading what you write, it really seems like you do not want to have a "bad trip" and that you are scared of something like that, and thus i would say better never touch any psychedelics, because even 2-3g of shrooms, or 1g of shrooms for some people, can cause something that people would call a bad trip.
Just dont do it, if you are not prepared for a bad trip, or an perception disorder, e.g; no matter what people will tell you, there is good chance of you getting one of those things, probably not the first time, but when you like shrooms, you will take it again and again, and one day you might end up with an perception disorder that can last for 1 month or longer, which i had various times already and really isnt bad at all, but i know people and often read about it in forums, some people even go as far and say it ruined their everyday life and so forth, which is nonsense if you ask me, since its pretty easy to live with perception disorders e.g; when i had my first one i was just like "okay, when this goes away? This is interesting", but my friend, who i introduced into psychedelics and was just taking drugs for fun was really aroused by it and even wanted to go to the psychatrist, since there is treatment for it and psychatrists even have medication against it, the person was totally overwhelmed by the experience and said she will never take shrooms or lsd or any psychedelics again because she is scared that it will one day not go away; and if you think like that psychedelics are like russian roulett, dont do it.
Just my 2 cents, take them like you want, just saying.
