Here goes, i took 8 xtc pills during last weekend, started on friday woke up sunday morning. During the trip i drank around 10 beers and maybe somewhere near 400ml of vodka, tbh i can't realy remember anything that happened after friday evening.
Monday, i felt odd, like out of my body, couldn't realy connect anything in my head, felt like stranger in my own home plus everything made me realy sad.
Then the ringing in my ears started and my head felt like it's going to explode, it doesnt hurt tho, just feels under pressure. I was quite pissed at my friends for letting me eat so many and i felt like a complete idiot (still feeling).
I did some research on my own and found out that i probably have very little if any seratonin left in my brain, thus the feels. It has now been 6 days and the ringing in my ears wont still stop plus the slight pressure near temples (not sure if i got the word right here). Time to time i still feel slightly depressed and out of my body, idk how to explain it any better tbh.
I'm also a regular cannabis smoker, for over 4 years now i believe, i've had like 3 joints(0.5g in ea) during this time, first one was like complete fucking panicmaniadramaqueen, second was great, and third time made me feel like my head is going to explode making me slightly anxious also.
Why im so worried is because i wasnt exposed to any loud sounds during my trip, so why are my ears still ringing?
Is it normal to have such a long comedown after my first trip?
Is it possible that i may have caused some permanent damage to my health ?
Also those pills had that little line on them so you can crack them into half more easily, sorry for my poor americano.
Any feedback is much appreciated.
Monday, i felt odd, like out of my body, couldn't realy connect anything in my head, felt like stranger in my own home plus everything made me realy sad.
Then the ringing in my ears started and my head felt like it's going to explode, it doesnt hurt tho, just feels under pressure. I was quite pissed at my friends for letting me eat so many and i felt like a complete idiot (still feeling).
I did some research on my own and found out that i probably have very little if any seratonin left in my brain, thus the feels. It has now been 6 days and the ringing in my ears wont still stop plus the slight pressure near temples (not sure if i got the word right here). Time to time i still feel slightly depressed and out of my body, idk how to explain it any better tbh.
I'm also a regular cannabis smoker, for over 4 years now i believe, i've had like 3 joints(0.5g in ea) during this time, first one was like complete fucking panicmaniadramaqueen, second was great, and third time made me feel like my head is going to explode making me slightly anxious also.
Why im so worried is because i wasnt exposed to any loud sounds during my trip, so why are my ears still ringing?
Is it normal to have such a long comedown after my first trip?
Is it possible that i may have caused some permanent damage to my health ?
Also those pills had that little line on them so you can crack them into half more easily, sorry for my poor americano.
Any feedback is much appreciated.
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