12Gauge
Greenlighter
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When I was 17 (just a couple months ago) I had a pretty unlimited supply of ecstasy for reasons I will not share. For a whole month I went hard in da paint with them, but there was 8 days I went EXTRA hard with them, it started out small, maybe 1 1/2 pills a night, next night 2, the night after that 4 etc...etc. By the end of that 8 day time period I was up to 15 pills a night for the last few days. (Seriously, and I'm not proud of it, there's a reason I'm telling this story) I think it was the 6th day, I had school in the morning and I was already up basically all WEEK high on pills, well I went to school not feeling so well, making some profit.
I met up with one of my close buddies, he told me I should take just one to help feel better, "even after all I've done this week?" I asked "yes, you WILL feel better" in reply, so I took one. I waited two hours and still didn't feel better, so I took another one a half, an hour later....still nothing. I ended up taking 4 in total at school in the parking lot without feeling anything at all. My friend decided he wanted to go for a drive and smoke a blunt, of course I was down to go. So he lights this blunt up and I'm puffin' on that thing like no tomorrow, even though I had BAD anxiety and weed makes me TWEAK hard.
Well as soon as we got back to the school I started tweaking REALLY bad, it must have been whatever was in those pills other than M, my head felt like it was going to explode, I felt I could hear people talking from 3 blocks away, everything seemed like a huge rush, I ended up climbing out of his car window in the parking lot and running away with my only sweater half on and RUNNING all the way back home, I felt as if my heart would blow up out of my chest, I couldn't remember ANYTHING I was thinking literally .5 seconds after. People on the street I was on KNEW I was fucked on SOMETHING.
I ended up getting home and calming down after about 4 hours and falling asleep. The next two days I kept going hard until I convinced myself I would probably die if I didn't stop. The 9th day was HARSH, no pills all day, I couldn't walk 4 steps without being out of breath, every time i stood up i felt like I'd pass out, I had the most nauseous feeling I've ever had also. The worst of all, though, were the brain zaps, I didn't sleep for about 2 days straight after that, I ended up trying to ignore them the best I could, and eventually fell asleep. I had those brain zaps for about a month and a half afterwards. It's been about 3 months since I stopped doing e and the cloudy headed-ness is just starting to go away, everything felt like a dream for a very long time and I'm just starting to get over it. I KNOW what I did was extremely dumb, I had to get this off of my chest because every time I think about it, it gives me a VERY bad vibe, almost like I'm about to re-live it. Anyway on a side note, sometimes I get this good "spinning" forward feeling when i shut my eyes, I have a feeling it's a serotonin release, but I'm not too sure. I left out a couple large chunks of the story, but got most of it. Also the brain zaps are gone, which is AWESOME, sometimes I scare myself awake although, and I hate it. Anyone have any stories? (ALSO, the pills I had were green pistols/ green gats. VERY good stuff)
I met up with one of my close buddies, he told me I should take just one to help feel better, "even after all I've done this week?" I asked "yes, you WILL feel better" in reply, so I took one. I waited two hours and still didn't feel better, so I took another one a half, an hour later....still nothing. I ended up taking 4 in total at school in the parking lot without feeling anything at all. My friend decided he wanted to go for a drive and smoke a blunt, of course I was down to go. So he lights this blunt up and I'm puffin' on that thing like no tomorrow, even though I had BAD anxiety and weed makes me TWEAK hard.
Well as soon as we got back to the school I started tweaking REALLY bad, it must have been whatever was in those pills other than M, my head felt like it was going to explode, I felt I could hear people talking from 3 blocks away, everything seemed like a huge rush, I ended up climbing out of his car window in the parking lot and running away with my only sweater half on and RUNNING all the way back home, I felt as if my heart would blow up out of my chest, I couldn't remember ANYTHING I was thinking literally .5 seconds after. People on the street I was on KNEW I was fucked on SOMETHING.
I ended up getting home and calming down after about 4 hours and falling asleep. The next two days I kept going hard until I convinced myself I would probably die if I didn't stop. The 9th day was HARSH, no pills all day, I couldn't walk 4 steps without being out of breath, every time i stood up i felt like I'd pass out, I had the most nauseous feeling I've ever had also. The worst of all, though, were the brain zaps, I didn't sleep for about 2 days straight after that, I ended up trying to ignore them the best I could, and eventually fell asleep. I had those brain zaps for about a month and a half afterwards. It's been about 3 months since I stopped doing e and the cloudy headed-ness is just starting to go away, everything felt like a dream for a very long time and I'm just starting to get over it. I KNOW what I did was extremely dumb, I had to get this off of my chest because every time I think about it, it gives me a VERY bad vibe, almost like I'm about to re-live it. Anyway on a side note, sometimes I get this good "spinning" forward feeling when i shut my eyes, I have a feeling it's a serotonin release, but I'm not too sure. I left out a couple large chunks of the story, but got most of it. Also the brain zaps are gone, which is AWESOME, sometimes I scare myself awake although, and I hate it. Anyone have any stories? (ALSO, the pills I had were green pistols/ green gats. VERY good stuff)
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