yoUr bLiSS
Bluelighter
disappointed
with myself
yet not at all suprised
at how easy it was
to fall back into you
and in my head
i planned it so well
dressed to kill
confident smile
weapons drawn
"thinking fight fight fight at all costs"
but the moment
i caught my first glimpse
that lanky figure
ambling up the sidewalk
my heart foolishly
surrendered
i dropped these weapons
that only a moment ago
i brandished so fiercly
so adamantly
and fell right back into
this rut of infatuation
which took me so long
to finally climb out of
with myself
yet not at all suprised
at how easy it was
to fall back into you
and in my head
i planned it so well
dressed to kill
confident smile
weapons drawn
"thinking fight fight fight at all costs"
but the moment
i caught my first glimpse
that lanky figure
ambling up the sidewalk
my heart foolishly
surrendered
i dropped these weapons
that only a moment ago
i brandished so fiercly
so adamantly
and fell right back into
this rut of infatuation
which took me so long
to finally climb out of
