Tobar
Greenlighter
So I've been a lurker on BL and other similar sites for a few months now as I've taken up experimenting with substances seriously, and harm reduction in any way shape or form is an absolute for me. When it comes to drug use I've always tried to educate myself weeks in advance about ANYTHING I possibly can in regards to the drug before I get my hands on it and what would be the best method of use in relation to safety:effect. I tend to er on the side of safety in regards to that ratio because I have mental illnesses which could with some drugs, lead to terrible results.
A little bit about myself: I'm a 20 year old dude who loves music(Singing mainly) and performing almost as much as i love my fiance and becoming a professional musician is what I desire more than anything else goal-wise. I've taken a gap year off from school as I graduated when I was 18 and I plan to start college this coming spring, majoring in Business Administration. Beginning drug use was something that scared me at first due to both sides of my family being riddled with heavy drug addiction and alcoholism. Everyone in my family has either smoked for extended periods of their life or still do. So I definitely have that special gene in me that lends itself towards these types of things.
I joined BL as a way to just get answers to questions I haven't seen asked often. Primarily in the form of mindsets of users whether it be addicts, chippers, or people having occasional one-night stands with their drugs of choice I wanna know how these types of people(you guys I suppose) think and how you got where you are currently in regards to drugs or how you could have avoided/improved your situation if you're not in a particularly good one. You get the idea. Also this desire for knowledge mainly comes from me as of this past spring starting what I consider an adventure with substances. As I'm interested in just testing drugs in general to understand them and personally experience what they do to us as people.
So far my favorite substances have been Opiates(by FAR) as opposed to anything else although I don't get that whole "everything will be alright" or "Satisfaction" sensation many talk about. All of my chronic anxiety/depression is DEFINITELY still present, i just feel physically amazing. So anything about Opiates I'm interested in. Also I love pharmaceuticals; pills are alot of fun to me as there are so many different drugs to choose from and use is comparatively simple/safer. So as I hope you can tell I'm not looking to get high as much as I'm just interested in the first-hand experience of drug use and the pharmacology/culture behind it (although obviously getting wrecked has its benefits
).
So basically I'm here to learn and to keep myself (relatively) out of harms way as I walk down the same road everyone else in my family already has many times before, but unlike them not end up ruining my body and soul in the process. Because I've always lived by the idea of "someone who can't listen can only speak".
Thanks if you wasted your time reading through all this and getting to know me, see you around
A little bit about myself: I'm a 20 year old dude who loves music(Singing mainly) and performing almost as much as i love my fiance and becoming a professional musician is what I desire more than anything else goal-wise. I've taken a gap year off from school as I graduated when I was 18 and I plan to start college this coming spring, majoring in Business Administration. Beginning drug use was something that scared me at first due to both sides of my family being riddled with heavy drug addiction and alcoholism. Everyone in my family has either smoked for extended periods of their life or still do. So I definitely have that special gene in me that lends itself towards these types of things.
I joined BL as a way to just get answers to questions I haven't seen asked often. Primarily in the form of mindsets of users whether it be addicts, chippers, or people having occasional one-night stands with their drugs of choice I wanna know how these types of people(you guys I suppose) think and how you got where you are currently in regards to drugs or how you could have avoided/improved your situation if you're not in a particularly good one. You get the idea. Also this desire for knowledge mainly comes from me as of this past spring starting what I consider an adventure with substances. As I'm interested in just testing drugs in general to understand them and personally experience what they do to us as people.
So far my favorite substances have been Opiates(by FAR) as opposed to anything else although I don't get that whole "everything will be alright" or "Satisfaction" sensation many talk about. All of my chronic anxiety/depression is DEFINITELY still present, i just feel physically amazing. So anything about Opiates I'm interested in. Also I love pharmaceuticals; pills are alot of fun to me as there are so many different drugs to choose from and use is comparatively simple/safer. So as I hope you can tell I'm not looking to get high as much as I'm just interested in the first-hand experience of drug use and the pharmacology/culture behind it (although obviously getting wrecked has its benefits
). So basically I'm here to learn and to keep myself (relatively) out of harms way as I walk down the same road everyone else in my family already has many times before, but unlike them not end up ruining my body and soul in the process. Because I've always lived by the idea of "someone who can't listen can only speak".
Thanks if you wasted your time reading through all this and getting to know me, see you around
