He was the best. Axl was the first friend I made on Bluelight.
Once this thread has run its course it's going to be moved into The Lounge. I fucking demand it. Axl was a Lounge Rat. This thread belongs there. Long live Axl Blaze's Lounge antics.
I'm sick to my stomach. I'm actually crying. I was getting my shit together to eventually meet up with him sometime instead of pussying out like I did when I had the chance because I was fucked up on benzos, living in my gym, and being antisocial...
Its funny ego_loss mentioned a wedding... I was going to try to actually get some Bluelighters like Axl and Claire among others invited to my sisters wedding since my sister became a sort of BL meme back in the day due to Axl and 9mm lol.
This really has me down. Axl was the definition of cool. He was part of the OG Lounge Rat group. He gave me some advice and helping words when I was going through some tough times and he would troll me at times. He is a legendary status Bluelighter and a legendary person.
This really fucking sucks. It just isn't fair. Axl was a good guy. He wasn't a junkie or dickhead. He had a lot going for him and he ends up in the ICU and passes away. Shit isn't fair. There are fucking pieces of shit out there that end up in the ICU countless times and come out fine. It makes me angry and it just makes me upset and sad. He didn't do a fucking thing wrong in his life to warrant it being taken. He had a big heart, he was funny, yeah he lived fast but he wasn't fucking stupid. He was smart. Smarter than he came off in his posts here in Social and The Lounge.