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awakening on a sunday

yoUr bLiSS

yoUr bLiSS

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so maybe i drank a bit
but besides that
this is the first weekend
in a long long time
i have not filled myself up with
some substance or another
sunday afternoon and i feel amazing
quite the opposite of my usual "sundaze"
i danced last night
stone cold sober
harnessing and redistributing energy
making contact
pulling others in
finding power within myself
this is where it lies
not in the hands of those demons
my soul is light
my head is clear
my heart is happy
today for the first time i let the light in
i tore down blankets
opened blinds
cracked windows
inevitable as she may be
i always fight the dawn
shutting out the hope of a new day
for a new day carries no hope
but only a slap in the face
when i am here again
AWAKE and EMPTY
today was different
today i was not AWAKE
today i AWOKE
 
*massive hugs*
I know i don't really know you, but damn i always LOVE your work, its so real. I totally understand where your sentiment is here too, been there myself (havent most of us?).. its awesome being clear headed on a day you normally associate with comedown scat/sketchyness. :) :) :)
Just wanted to mention also, that One thing i've discovered in the (australia) doof scene (bush psycadelic psytrance parties....), is to praise the morning, it is the best time, doofs arent about trashing yourself, but about celebrating nature, beautiful souls/people, and celebrating music, its no longer about the drugs :) We are HAPPY when the sun rises, and not sketchy when driving home... :)
Keep at it girl, moderation is the key remember... u should try one week on, one off... it gets easier.
 
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