avoidance

[fizzygirl]

Honestly i think sometimes that i'd rather not have the choices, have to make the decisions, see the ways that things unfold. Sometimes the smaller part of me thinks that things should just happen, with no effort on my part, solutions should present themselves without concentrated thought. I know that this is beyond me, this passive way of living, but it would provide the soothing of emotions that I so very need and the cathartic release that I don't see approaching any time soon...
and with that i'm stuck (poetically wise as well) *sigh*
~fizzy
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walking down this same road
further into each moment
pausing to make a sharp left
every few days or so, until
eventually i end up somewhere around where i started...before meandering
onto a side street that looks remarkably
familiar and comfortable
getting lost
reclaiming
refocusing, and
losing myself again
on whatever path i've allowed myself to choose
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[This message has been edited by fizzygirl (edited 24 September 2001).]

 

[Dagny]

Let someone else be strong for you once in a while baby girl. We all have to let go of it, because no matter how strong we are we can't handle all of it all the time. You know how to find me if you need anything... and I mean Anything. You do have to make your own decisions, but you don't have to make all of them. Make the ones that are most important to you, the others will fall in place.
/me sends all her love Fizzy's way.

 

[cloud 9]

well put dagny.

i know how you feel.
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Do i really need one of these?
[This message has been edited by cloud 9 (edited 24 September 2001).]