what a little sweetie u got there craven...u are so lucky!
I'm 36 yrs old and childless...I want a baby so bad..but first I must get clean and stay clean to do so.So far I haven't been able to. I keep thinking if I have a child it may somewhat cure me from my self destructive behaviour.
When I was 19, before I started my life as a chronic drug abuser, I had an abortion. That is the biggest regret I have about my life. I keep telling myself that IF I had just had my little baby....I might have chosen a different path.
I'm 36 yrs old and childless...I want a baby so bad..but first I must get clean and stay clean to do so.So far I haven't been able to. I keep thinking if I have a child it may somewhat cure me from my self destructive behaviour.
When I was 19, before I started my life as a chronic drug abuser, I had an abortion. That is the biggest regret I have about my life. I keep telling myself that IF I had just had my little baby....I might have chosen a different path.
I had an abortion when I was 18, one year before conceiving my older child. One of my biggest regrets, besides even being with her father LOL
Drugs in most cases don't discriminate, kids or no kids it wouldn't have stopped. My parents have been drug users since before I was even born and still use, they are in their 60's and have no plans on stopping.
So wise choice on getting life in order before kids, cause coming from a kid who had to live with drug abusers, it's not a lovely lifestyle or will keep them in the best mental state.
It takes a bigger person to wait and in due time.
In due time, everyone gets their hearts desire, or their due.
or so I had ingrained into me by my non-drug using grandparents.
Drugs in most cases don't discriminate, kids or no kids it wouldn't have stopped. My parents have been drug users since before I was even born and still use, they are in their 60's and have no plans on stopping.
So wise choice on getting life in order before kids, cause coming from a kid who had to live with drug abusers, it's not a lovely lifestyle or will keep them in the best mental state.
It takes a bigger person to wait and in due time.
In due time, everyone gets their hearts desire, or their due.
or so I had ingrained into me by my non-drug using grandparents.