lsd303
Bluelighter
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- May 23, 2001
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This is basically a reference to a message I put up a while back in the Dark Side. [edit: spose it'd make more sense to put a link to it here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=82050&r=17 ] It's up the top there somwhere now - I just wanted to encourage as many aussies with similar past drug use (glory days etc ) to see it and see if it strikes a chord with anyone else out there. My current status is that I'd love to be able to come out and party the way I once did, totally losing myself in the moment and being a very positive person ... but this 'anxiety' is a big barrier between happy/carefree dancefloor fun and sitting at home 'self-medicating' with any downer I can get my hands on..
Anyway.. I'm not really after sympathy, but I am after empathy! The fact that I have not physically met/spoken to one other person, anywhere, ever, who's been able to empathize with the feeling(s) I've done my best to describe... wel, it tends to leave me feeling pretty lonely and scared.
There's a lot more I could say, but I'll leave it at that for the moment and just see what this brings.
Thanks,
Tom
Anyway.. I'm not really after sympathy, but I am after empathy! The fact that I have not physically met/spoken to one other person, anywhere, ever, who's been able to empathize with the feeling(s) I've done my best to describe... wel, it tends to leave me feeling pretty lonely and scared.
There's a lot more I could say, but I'll leave it at that for the moment and just see what this brings.
Thanks,
Tom
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