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Attention New Bluelighters! Tell Us Where You're From! *** VOTE HERE! ***

Where are you?

  • Australia/New Zealand

    Votes: 168 7.4%

  • United States

    Votes: 1,345 59.4%

  • Canada

    Votes: 157 6.9%

  • Central America

    Votes: 6 0.3%

  • South America

    Votes: 14 0.6%

  • United Kingdom

    Votes: 261 11.5%

  • Europe

    Votes: 232 10.2%

  • Africa

    Votes: 13 0.6%

  • Asia

    Votes: 18 0.8%

  • Antartica

    Votes: 8 0.4%

  • Japan

    Votes: 11 0.5%

  • Middle East

    Votes: 5 0.2%

  • Other - please state!

    Votes: 29 1.3%
  • Total voters
    2,266
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SardonicNihilist said:
^nice, the first actual greenlighter to post in this thread. Saweet!!!:)
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hello sardonicnihlist,

i noticed that you are a greenlighter also! i was wondering how you changed your picture? I would like to change mine instead of having the stupid grey box with the outline of a person. i didnt know us greenlighters had such privilleges!

you can either reply in a private messege or just post back on here. a private message would be convient,but i know us greenlighters have to use our p/ms wisley due to the 180 minute thing .(have to wait 180 after each one we send before sending another)

ANYONE ELSE FEEL FREE TO REPLY AS WELL:)

<3 newsunnn
 
New bluelighter :) Been reading through forums and threads for about 4 months now but just decided to sign up haha ;)
From England
 
not sure if anyone here will care to read this, but let me just start off by saying that this has been the most useful website i have ever found. not only useful and informative, but extremely polite by internet standards. nobody is made fun of, everyone is taken seriously, and all info is based on fact mixed with anecdote. I have learned a great deal from here, yet have never been influenced to do anything i wouldnt have otherwise.

That being said, I am from the Baltimore, Maryland area in the US. I had a very heavy heroin addiction. I have been completely clean, no sub or meth, for about 2 months now and have no aspirations to do it anymore. some of my veins are completely wrecked still, and i still have tracks on one arm. My new fascination is with clonazepam, i just got a script for them legitimately and i enjoy it. not gonna get outta control with it tho lol
 
Can I vote anyway? :(


anondy said:
not sure if anyone here will care to read this, but let me just start off by saying that this has been the most useful website i have ever found. not only useful and informative, but extremely polite by internet standards. nobody is made fun of, everyone is taken seriously, and all info is based on fact mixed with anecdote. I have learned a great deal from here, yet have never been influenced to do anything i wouldnt have otherwise.

That being said, I am from the Baltimore, Maryland area in the US. I had a very heavy heroin addiction. I have been completely clean, no sub or meth, for about 2 months now and have no aspirations to do it anymore. some of my veins are completely wrecked still, and i still have tracks on one arm. My new fascination is with clonazepam, i just got a script for them legitimately and i enjoy it. not gonna get outta control with it tho lol
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Glad BL has been good to you anondy. Congrats' on the sobriety. It's not easy.
 
Hey bluelighters!
I'm one of the few remnants of the first homo sapiens to stroll the big beach all the way from Mama Afrika to Ultima Thule and environs. Mostly extinct as a discrete phylum of the [pseudo-]sapiens mainstream, repeated waves of whom arriving, as always from the Eastern vastnesses of the Eurasian continent, tried to conquer, subdue, and genetically cleanse the autochtones from their homes, who, though not springing from the ground, were the first modern hominids to walk the beaches of the Western fringes of Europe from the Iberian peninsular to the Atlantic archipelago.
Old School to the bone and DNA, one might say.
Like many colonized and oppressed aboriginal peoples, we were pushed into the least hospitable, most unproductive, and topographically easier to defend regions: the high moors, mountains, boglands, and off-shore islands. Like N.American First Nations, the historical weight of colonialism, of being stripped of land, of cultural and actual murderous genocide with males executed, castrated, enslaved, of the mass-rape that has always accompanied wars, have left my people with deep psychosocial scars. Like other, minor Indo-European ethnic groups, we have found ourselves a small, despised minority; our tell-tale accent and syntax influences our speach when speaking the colonists' language is often derided. As is our love of oratory, rhetorical flourish, and lyrical flights of fancy, all foreign to the newcomers more terse, utilitarian usage. Our love of language and poetry predates the newcomers arrival and as even our 'lower orders' relish extravagant wit, apothegms, and the telling of tales in which the truth never gets in the way of a good story, a story that will vary from tavern to tavern, gradually getting more and more of polish that adds to its effect on the local hearer who gnows [sic] the telling's the thing, the 'truth' secondary. All of which distinguishes us from our colonists, a more sober and restrained group often find our use of their language risibly alien. And that is what we are gnown as, we few survivors who survived the Germanic hordes that now rule, we, the indigenes are [g]nown as the 'foreigners' in the Earlier versions of our colonists [we remain unconquered, signed no treaties] bastard tongue. In our own language our country is gnown as 'land of the comrades', and each of us is a 'comrade'.
But with our language and culture deliberately crushed and belittled, working as serfs on the colons domains before the Industrial Revolution, and as wage slaves in the extremely dangerous work that ravaged the country of its mineral wealth, and left it a steep, barren windblown backwater. With postcolonial self-contempt, class ressentiment, and massive unemployment, and an ancient, historically ingrained taste for fermented beverages, and many other psychotropic agents in pagan days. Like the N.American First Nations, like the Australian aborigines, we inigenes crammed into the least valuable, harshest lands, turned inward for escape. If the outside world was stacked against us, our inner world was our own. And we have embraced psychoptropics with a fierce, self-destructive joy in self-annihilation, a Canadian psychologist said we reminded her natives in her country, trapped on 'reserves', and like us, anaesthetizing themselves from hard realities by a near pandemic, ferocious consumption of chemical comforts....
Now, bored enough, or want more?
 
this is my first post, nashville TN currently but am about to move back to my hometown in NC in hopes of getting off heroin, I've been on and off here the past year and just can't seem to get clean. I can't wait to move back to my family, I think it'll help to be around my real family, because fam is the most important thing. friends aren't real most of the time. sorry for ranting a lil bit, I have been shooting ritalin IR all night and real talkative. :)
 
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