zombiesarepeaceful
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Yeah so I smoked pot before. Took a several month break from drugs. Now I've been smoking pot a few times a week for a coupe weeks. Howeer, I had a bad experience with a stupid combo of weed, dxm, ritalin, vodka, and ativan before...so now if I get too high I have to take an ativan or I start having trip flashbacks. Anyhow.
4pm- I buy an AMP energy drink. I'm immune to most energy drinks but AMP has 400 something mg of caffeine in each can so they give me a little caffeine buzz. Once I get a tolerance it sucks but I don't have one riht now.
Go so some errands. Get back to my house, unpack groceries, and my friend calls asks if I want to smoke and walk around the park. Sure! I head over to her house.
6pm - I get there. She suggests we smoke a bowl. With me being already feeling speedy, I take an ativan (I think 1mg) to prevent any flashbacks to the bad trip. We smoke a bowl while we wait for her hook up. He comes, we eat dinner, smoke another bowl, and pack some weed to go for the blunt we're gonna smoke in the park.
By this time I'm already high. I'm still feeling amped up from drinking that AMP earlier. And that last bowl made me feel kinda on the verge of a flashback or something, could just be me freaking out thinking it will happen cause as long as I have something like ativan to calm me down if it does happen and I alreayd have it in my system. So I tell myself to chill out and enjoy being high. I like to take baby steps with drugs now, cause I learned the hard way that taking a bunch of shit can cause bad reactions.
We Walk to the conveinence store to get a philly. Go to the park. Roll our blunt. Smoke. I take another half an ativan (0.5mg) just in case. Cause I'm really high now. My vision feels sloppy. I think the first ativan has kicked in. We walk home and my feet are heavy (could be the fact that I'm wearing steel toed boots) and stumbling. We go back to her house and eat ice cream. At this point I can definitely feel fucked up. I want to laugh at everything. It's definitely more than the weed. We watch some Blair Witch Project 2 and that's kinda cool when you're high on weed and ativan...its like AH then oh..ha...i feel so calm...it was nice.
I decide its time to go home since I'm not sure how much ativan affects me now cause I haven't taken it in doses over 0.5mg in awile. Last time I took 1mg it fucked me up bad. So I walk to my car, feelin like an astronaut on a mission to mars. Everything looks familiar with a touch of wtf-ness. I go down a street I'm not familiar with. I think i'm lost but for once I don't care. Everythin looks like a peaceful scene, even though its a bad part of downtown. But it looks so peaceful, as if it were painted by an artist. Sober I would be freaking. I feel paranoid about driving but yet calm. I feel like I am going so slow, but my speed is perfect. I also feel sloppy but I'm in the lines. It was kinda trippy in that aspect. The buildings look tall too. And I am slightly hallucinating. Think I see people in the corner of my eye.
So I got home, about 11pm. I feel really high, and sloppy. I have back problems and have been in alot of pain lately and it takes the edge off, but still hurts like hell. It's like being buzzed on alcohol, buzzed on pot...and feeling at peace with the world all at the same time. Kinda like E but with a different lovey feeling. I love this shit. I want to go sit in a tree and just admire everything, fall asleep. Wake up and eat the fruits of the forest. LOL
I'm going to drink my other AMP in a few hours cause I have to go do my paper route. I hope I can still feel the drugs somewhat then, just so its a nice mild buzz to have while I work.
Anyhow. This is pretty chill. You should try it sometime
EDIT: I laid down on my futon to chill until I had to work. When I closed my eyes I found myself somewhere else, like I was INSIDE a movie. I would open my eyes and realize I was still on my futon. It was trippy. Eventually I fell asleep and woke up for work, still high on ativan. I just feel tired now. Not high. Maybe a little more calm. I want some caffeine to start the day...it's gonna be a fun day, not. Have to go meet my mother.
4pm- I buy an AMP energy drink. I'm immune to most energy drinks but AMP has 400 something mg of caffeine in each can so they give me a little caffeine buzz. Once I get a tolerance it sucks but I don't have one riht now.
Go so some errands. Get back to my house, unpack groceries, and my friend calls asks if I want to smoke and walk around the park. Sure! I head over to her house.
6pm - I get there. She suggests we smoke a bowl. With me being already feeling speedy, I take an ativan (I think 1mg) to prevent any flashbacks to the bad trip. We smoke a bowl while we wait for her hook up. He comes, we eat dinner, smoke another bowl, and pack some weed to go for the blunt we're gonna smoke in the park.
By this time I'm already high. I'm still feeling amped up from drinking that AMP earlier. And that last bowl made me feel kinda on the verge of a flashback or something, could just be me freaking out thinking it will happen cause as long as I have something like ativan to calm me down if it does happen and I alreayd have it in my system. So I tell myself to chill out and enjoy being high. I like to take baby steps with drugs now, cause I learned the hard way that taking a bunch of shit can cause bad reactions.
We Walk to the conveinence store to get a philly. Go to the park. Roll our blunt. Smoke. I take another half an ativan (0.5mg) just in case. Cause I'm really high now. My vision feels sloppy. I think the first ativan has kicked in. We walk home and my feet are heavy (could be the fact that I'm wearing steel toed boots) and stumbling. We go back to her house and eat ice cream. At this point I can definitely feel fucked up. I want to laugh at everything. It's definitely more than the weed. We watch some Blair Witch Project 2 and that's kinda cool when you're high on weed and ativan...its like AH then oh..ha...i feel so calm...it was nice.
I decide its time to go home since I'm not sure how much ativan affects me now cause I haven't taken it in doses over 0.5mg in awile. Last time I took 1mg it fucked me up bad. So I walk to my car, feelin like an astronaut on a mission to mars. Everything looks familiar with a touch of wtf-ness. I go down a street I'm not familiar with. I think i'm lost but for once I don't care. Everythin looks like a peaceful scene, even though its a bad part of downtown. But it looks so peaceful, as if it were painted by an artist. Sober I would be freaking. I feel paranoid about driving but yet calm. I feel like I am going so slow, but my speed is perfect. I also feel sloppy but I'm in the lines. It was kinda trippy in that aspect. The buildings look tall too. And I am slightly hallucinating. Think I see people in the corner of my eye.
So I got home, about 11pm. I feel really high, and sloppy. I have back problems and have been in alot of pain lately and it takes the edge off, but still hurts like hell. It's like being buzzed on alcohol, buzzed on pot...and feeling at peace with the world all at the same time. Kinda like E but with a different lovey feeling. I love this shit. I want to go sit in a tree and just admire everything, fall asleep. Wake up and eat the fruits of the forest. LOL
I'm going to drink my other AMP in a few hours cause I have to go do my paper route. I hope I can still feel the drugs somewhat then, just so its a nice mild buzz to have while I work.
Anyhow. This is pretty chill. You should try it sometime
EDIT: I laid down on my futon to chill until I had to work. When I closed my eyes I found myself somewhere else, like I was INSIDE a movie. I would open my eyes and realize I was still on my futon. It was trippy. Eventually I fell asleep and woke up for work, still high on ativan. I just feel tired now. Not high. Maybe a little more calm. I want some caffeine to start the day...it's gonna be a fun day, not. Have to go meet my mother.
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