I know she is tired but I absolutely hate it when someone just leaves a discussion, although it was a bit heated, I really really really get annoyed when someone just walks out on a discussion without finishing it and talking about it.
Im not chasing after her this time either, I spend too much time doing that and forcing the issue to be solved right here right now, I think I am just going to leave this one.
I know that it was not the right time to talk about something like that, but once again she just decides to create some story in her head about WHAT I AM THINKING AND WHAT MY INTENTIONS ARE. Why does she think that she can read my mind, but I have no possible way of reading her mind?????![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I have not had any income at all since I have been here that it has been possible for me to contribute towards the bills, and what was it also that she said when I moved in, oh yeah that's right, "I lived here on my own and paid the bills before you got here so food is the only real extra expense" I have paid for the last months worth of shopping trips to tesco other than the last one where we split it in two. I have paid back all of the money that I borrowed for the meph, and I have paid for the new rug and plants and the last 3 or 4 times we have got a dominos take away which has been over £30 each time.
I really dont understand what else she expects from me financially when I am in the position of having no money at all to spare.
Every single time that this subject has come up in the past I have always said that when I am earning too I will pay my way with rent and bills.
This whole thing started because I was gibbering on about my coloured bike chain idea and then she made and ASSUMPTION once again that even if I did make money from it then I wouldn't be using any of it to help pay the bills and rent. an incorrect ASSUMPTION that was seeing as I have every intention of using any money that I make to go towards living costs and bills.
Just because the first business idea that I came up with whilst living here was the meph, she has ASSUMED that all other plans will end up with that same negative personal effects as that one.
She didn't even stop to think that just because I plan something and research it out to check if it is possible that most of the time I never go ahead with the plan.
She enjoys spending some of her spare time on personal programming projects, or sometimes just checking to see how something might work as a program, I like to spend some of my free time coming up with business ideas and researching to see if they are feasible.
Im not chasing after her this time either, I spend too much time doing that and forcing the issue to be solved right here right now, I think I am just going to leave this one.
I know that it was not the right time to talk about something like that, but once again she just decides to create some story in her head about WHAT I AM THINKING AND WHAT MY INTENTIONS ARE. Why does she think that she can read my mind, but I have no possible way of reading her mind?????
I have not had any income at all since I have been here that it has been possible for me to contribute towards the bills, and what was it also that she said when I moved in, oh yeah that's right, "I lived here on my own and paid the bills before you got here so food is the only real extra expense" I have paid for the last months worth of shopping trips to tesco other than the last one where we split it in two. I have paid back all of the money that I borrowed for the meph, and I have paid for the new rug and plants and the last 3 or 4 times we have got a dominos take away which has been over £30 each time.
I really dont understand what else she expects from me financially when I am in the position of having no money at all to spare.
Every single time that this subject has come up in the past I have always said that when I am earning too I will pay my way with rent and bills.
This whole thing started because I was gibbering on about my coloured bike chain idea and then she made and ASSUMPTION once again that even if I did make money from it then I wouldn't be using any of it to help pay the bills and rent. an incorrect ASSUMPTION that was seeing as I have every intention of using any money that I make to go towards living costs and bills.
Just because the first business idea that I came up with whilst living here was the meph, she has ASSUMED that all other plans will end up with that same negative personal effects as that one.
She didn't even stop to think that just because I plan something and research it out to check if it is possible that most of the time I never go ahead with the plan.
She enjoys spending some of her spare time on personal programming projects, or sometimes just checking to see how something might work as a program, I like to spend some of my free time coming up with business ideas and researching to see if they are feasible.
