Asphyxiate Yourself (Or, How I Forgot To Breathe)

[TheTwighlight]

Asphyxiate Yourself (Or, How I Forgot To Breathe)

Two lollipops and one blue-coated pill
But no one knows that I have had my fill
This is the infinite attempt
To clone the authenticity
So no one knows the difference
The moistened air will feel as tense
And I am reeling now
And I am really quite proud
I have found a new way out
The dreary days will end
I'll give my all to them
So they won't see what's left
The empty shell without a soul
The stolen cradle from the home
With mother locked behind her door
A broken cry will whine no more
My iron lungs will pin me to the ground
I will lecture you so I can't hear a sound
They call my name as angels softly sing
I'm fading out but I don't feel a thing
Now I'll fall asleep in peaceful bliss
And wait for you to give a goodbye kiss
Been waiting all my life to serve the fall
I was lonely
You were never there at all



Copyright 2006 The Horsehead Nebula

 

[Raz]

oh wow...that was really awesome! Very nice work!

 

[up all night]

Asphyxiate Yourself (Or, How I Forgot To Breathe)

A broken cry will whine no more
My iron lungs will pin me to the ground
I will lecture you so I can't hear a sound
They call my name as angels softly sing
I'm fading out but I don't feel a thing

I absolutely loved this bit. Great title too [well, I think it's great!]

 

[TheTwighlight]

Oh, man. I get so excited when people like my work! It's all autobiographical, I don't really know how else to write. This is about the time that I chewed up 2 800ug Actiq Fentanyl lollipops and snorted an 80mg oxy. I literally forgot to breathe and it hurt pretty bad. I had to spend about 3 hours just sitting there making myself breathe, and it hurt (but it didn't hurt as bad as it could have, HAHA!). I thought that I was going to die, that my parents were going to find me dead on the floor the next morning, dead from respiratory failure. I have done a lot of downers, and I never, ever felt like something bad would happen. This time it did and thank God I didn't fall unconscious. I was a meth head bigtime, and for once, maybe thankful that I couldn't fall asleep. Wow, once again, thanks for the compliments! I get all excited!