I have around a week clean and my roommate is going to a bar (Reeds) on Thursday. She offered to pay for me since she said I've been depressed lately. I want to stay away from these kind of places but it's hard when it's free. I asked someone that I feel is close to me for help, well I feel I did. I asked the person to help me stay busy that night and their response was that they can't hang out with people who use. WTF the whole reason I asked was so that I don't use anything.
I guess it was out of line to put that kind of question to someone. I just thought..I don't know I thought their would be some kind of understanding and there wasn't.
I'm not gonna go with her, I'm saying this now. I can't reach out like that and I realize I can only count on myself.
Sometimes life really sucks being clean.
I guess it was out of line to put that kind of question to someone. I just thought..I don't know I thought their would be some kind of understanding and there wasn't.
I'm not gonna go with her, I'm saying this now. I can't reach out like that and I realize I can only count on myself.
Sometimes life really sucks being clean.
